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im s t u p i d XD

2009-09-27T17:42:00.003+08:00

Blog . Blog . Blog !
Finally updating my dead blog D:
Well, nothing to update.

Injured my leg .=/
im a stupid boy !

07/09

2009-09-07T18:39:00.002+08:00

The thought of losing seriously sucks.Furthermore, the thought of how i performed yesterday sucked even more. I was like just going in there and getting my ass kicked. I didn't even fare how i did during normal trainings. Maybe during trainings i sucked too, but totally not kicking at all is totally dumb.
Zzzzz. Standing inside the arena and outside feels totally different. Ahhh, everything was just sucky yesterday. Stupid me, still thinking of at least winning something.
That bronze medal shouldn't even be given to me at all, i feel like shit even getting that medal.
Nevermind, i should start training harder from now on.
Whatever anyone does, i'll do 10 more of what they do.

and and, why you always ignore me ):

01/09

2009-09-01T18:56:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY PRETTY GIRL (:

03/06/09

2009-06-03T16:40:00.003+08:00

I like the date now,its damn funny.
School's pretty nice, just that i don't really like some of the new lecturers.
Critique is like very, I don't know what to say. Maybe good for others but mine sucked like hell.
Got like negative comments all the time, but became immune to me after sometime as i know, no point getting agitated by their comments because if i was ever angry at them for saying negative things about my project, I would be like angry for every little small thing now and then already. Hence, if you asked me about critique, I'd say only suck. :D
Or maybe Im really the only that does suck.
I just want to clarify one thing, if possible on the tagboard, is someone's journal to be read out to other people correct? Must a journal be what they want us to do. I did process already. But just a little bit personal comments on my drawings, allows them to read my journal out loud?
Some still say if they never come to me, i would never seek help from them in front, In the uni if i the lecturers wouldn't even care, if i never go to them, that's it.
LMAO LA, did i say im going to uni?
K enough liao, I can go on and on.
Some still asked me to go study design by reading library books in the library, I felt like giving him a slap now, didn't feel like that during that time because i didn't care much already.
I pay school fees to pay you to help me with my work, NOT me going to ask you for help =X
Please, more people tell me im wrong in that statement =X
Anyways, felt damn guilty for skipping tkd for my sleeping time.
Shall go kick some ass on friday :D
My face was almost like that when they were giving me those negative comments.Or maybe personal comments.HAHA.NOT.

24/05

2009-05-24T18:53:00.003+08:00

Post Post Post. :)
I know i said this umpteen times,or not. But i love tkd, ((:
Been a long time since i last sparred and now, with jia yao, another black belt if you want to know who he is. Not bad eh :D
Bleh my post is boring de lor. Been quite reluctant to take pictures,hence, no pictures for you all :D
Eh wait, let me see :D
A bonus for you people to laugh at ((:
Ah,i hate school. TsK

20/05

2009-05-20T12:12:00.005+08:00

Hardcore blogger i am :D
One day never blog nia, you all rush me liao ._. e.g. Peiyi
taekwondo rocks :D Went for training and sparred. I seriously hate people without forearm guard or shin guard to spar, cause i happen to kick their elbow and then my leg will hurt like dunno what.
Hence, Blah.
I hate wordy posts. >:(

This brings back alot of memories, :D one is a kpk and one is a cbk, Don't ask me what it means, you all should know it if you're in Singapore :P
Anyways i shall feature one more person inside :D

See this girl, our dear plasma tv in our class :P
SEE VALERIE,YOU'RE FEATURED IN MY BLOG :P PLASMA TV =X
Wooo,im in club now,and updated.
SPTKD SAAAAAA

18/05

2009-05-18T22:02:00.002+08:00

Allen is a happy man now.
Cause
1.He got himself a hard disk :D RED colour hard disk :D
BUT Nicole has the same one,Yes,exactly the same one.zzz.
Nevermind~.
AND he went to Cheng San CC to check out their taekwondo club and is quiet satisfied with the friendly sir and saw a quite pretty blue belt girl =X
BUT im quite sad luh.That ass liming and zong yang keep scolding me when i was shopping for my hard disk. TSK la. ): Nvm im quite satisfied with this now.
Looks like a pokedex :D
Zong yang and liming,you two suck la,keep saying i act like a girl.I AM A BOY.
just that my finger actions abit niang you two keep saying i like girl.Z.Z
HEE-HEE i just love life now :D

17/05

2009-05-17T19:08:00.002+08:00

HOHO , I POSTED :D
Got grounded by many people for not updating blog, hence, i shall update now :)
School sucks. Taekwondo rocks (:
Screw school, Hail Taekwondo.
Guan hao never fails to entertain us while playing basketball (:
Lecturers are damn funny.
I got a F, yes EFFFFFFFFF , F , for one of my assignment initially, redo-ed it, In the midst of redoing , i was cursing and swearing at the lecturers damn loudly can.
Then i submitted again, then i got a C+. LMAO
Don't know is i improved or they're afraid of me cursing and swearing at them again.
Im damn happy that time can.
Taekwondo rocks lor. (:
More people should join taekwondo, don't worry i don't bite (:
Shall stop now before it gets too wordy, Imma get a new blogskin now (:

04/01/09

2009-01-04T18:30:00.002+08:00

ah,i hate being a noob at anything i do.E.g.taekwondo,i keep getting kicked ): and like keep getting scored.Seniors keep throwing insulting words at me ):
but nevermind,i know,one day,i might just kick them back.
Taekwondo's really fun,i shall excel in it some day.I hope so.
Anyways,i went for a haircut on saturday,didn't work cause i don't like to work when im studying.And now,my hair's really short,like gao xing when he was in MVP qing ren :D But my face fat leh ):
Shall try to slim down soon.Not say that i Didn't like my previous hair because many people have it,too common,i want to be unique :D
anyways,lotsa homeworks are piling up and im still not doing them :D
So gtg now,bb

29/12

2008-12-29T21:39:00.002+08:00

See,zai1 zai1,go back school today,first day only.Need to do more assignments already,maybe not for me la cause i never do holiday assignments.(Clever people don't do them cause those who did it,mostly need to work some more on it,put in more things or take away things.)Some even need to re-do.Which means,waste money buy material again,waste time going it again.No offence ah people,but seriously i feel that we need to be sponsored by some material store cause y'know we've spent like over 200 bucks over all those assignments we've been doing.
So what got free wireless in school,we also not using it often,only bring laptops like once per week,though is a whole day.Sigh lor.
Somemore,the studio like even more jia lat lor,i see already,like,a,don't know what to say,but it totally don't look any spatious to me,everyone's like sitting beside each other,like primary school,those kind.Really lor.Prefered last time's atmosphere,more homely,now you ask me to stay back in studio til 10,i doubt so,i'd rather go someone's house and do :D
Got so many things to do this week.
Look,tml got lesson til 6 from 8 in the morning,then got cca from 6.30 onwards til 9.30.Wednesday got consultation for my assignment which is like not even half done now.Then work in the noon to night.I hope,i won't do any assignment on wed or thurs,cause i don't wanna spend the last few hours of 2008 rushing my work,nor spending the first few hours of 2009 with my work also,It will,REALLY suck.
Be a man,do the right thing.
Russell peters the next me.
LOL :D

28/12

2008-12-28T18:03:00.002+08:00

Its sunday,last day of our term break.
Seriously,i think its very dumb to study for 2/3 days and then celebrate new year when you just studied like a few days ago.
So,yea,im sick,didn't work,didn't go for taekwondo training on friday,and i felt kind of sad la,and i don't know why.
Anyways,during taekwondo trainings,its quite weird one,when i first saw taekwondo trainings,there's lots of other colour belts but now,since i've went for the training,the number of black belts always seems more than other colour belts.Weird huh.
And i got to know a few more black belts who are friendly people (:
Until now,i've gotten to know like arnd 8 black belts :D Fyi.im a black too.
Anyways,christmas sucked for me,down with flu,kept on sniffing and i hope this can stretch on til tuesday,so i can skip school on monday with valid reason :D
I kinda like work nowadays,cause old timers are gone,and i feel like very very old there,so,i buwee new people there (: and get to do alot of shit stuffs with the old full timers.Quite entertaining though.
I don't like my parents,cause they're forcing me to go out with more girls and not boys.
What's wrong with going out with guys.
So,i shall go out with more guys and look at pretty girls :D
right now,i just wanna get better in taekwondo and maybe work more,school work can wait till new year's over.I don't want to have a new year resolution like "to finish this assignment"
This will suck bad.Or any new year resolution related to school work.Cause im so not going to have it.
Zong yang's damn funny,jeremy's damn tico looking at a certain girl even when she already walked past us and while im talking to him.
Seriously,moodbox really sucks.
Shall go bathe now,i stink right now :D

22/12/08

2008-12-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

I love going for taekwondo trainings,not because i really love the people there,but,i just like the feeling of pushing myself even when im tired.Got the sense of satisfaction after training one leh.But the after effects of the trainings are really bad.Now,i can't even raise up my left leg in ease.Which makes me hard to do almost everything.So ya,nvm,i think im still going for trainings on tuesday.

Spent my night at yu kai's house on friday.Its always fun staying over at yu kai's house,then we jio-ed jasper along too.Said we're gonna ton but,i slept at 2plus.felt quite bad leh,cause both of them sleep at like 6+ lor,then wake up at 10plus.And did meaningless things till like damn late to wait for jinghang and friends.Ian as usual gets to be the emo kid because jinghang sent him the msg to meet us at 2 late.So he waited from 12.HAHA.and he got himself a girlfriend.
Me,still no girlfriend ): no like girl ): i think i'd live off my life better as a gay.

BBQ's great.had a lot of fun.and i think i just even strained my leg muscle even more.
Anyways.All the pictures are at jinghang's blog.And seriously,riding on top of someone's head isn't funny,its dang scary.I think i shouted really loud and did almost impossible faces on top of yu kai's head.4s2,let's have another gathering soon eh. :D

08/12

2008-12-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hellluuuuuu.
Y'know,i just realised that i travel around singapore in just 1 mth,as in every district like maybe every week?ok,this is how it goes,monday to friday,i go to dover for school from yishun.Then on weekends i go to pasir ris to work,and maybe on the next weekend i go to harbourfront,sentosa to work.See
North->West->East->South.
Cool right!
And recently i think wild wild wet old timers came to see me and remembered me.All these newbirds think im overaged because of my size.I look like someone who's 20 going to 21.EH,not that old la.Alot of new birds from 16-18 range,they're super blur and hilarious which makes me dunno whether to be angry or laugh out loud at them.
Some thinks that im scary,then suddenly thinks that im sweet because i helped her to adjust something.
And there's this girl that looks like huiling,as in the wild wild wet one,very black one.Super like her,Blur as her,maybe not that blur,tanned as her,dresses like her.But too bad,she got ang mor mia.
So,work's like gotten alot better,everyone's working,i seriously feel like a bully there.
:D i shan't blog here,cause maybe they might see this by any chance next time.So,anyways
my life's gotten better somehow,but i think its gonna suck tml.
Basketball match at 12.But i think i'll be benched cause i suck,then taekwondo at 6.30.
Elaine's married and her favourite student,zong yang's really happy :DOne last picture,Shuai right. (: i mean the guy in white,the guy in black's obviously trying to look like me,a superstar :D

01/12

2008-12-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

i think i need to vent out before i go crazy.
Its all about work stuffs so skip it if you want.
Wa lan eh,let other people work OT also don't let me work a pathetic 5 hours.Not for one day leh,TWO days somemore.I booked tuesday noon shift,you ignore my name and say need more LG for noon shift.Smlj?I ask my friend ask you if i tml can work anot,you ignore my name again and put other people name.SMlj again.
Seriously i think im going to get the same thing as jamine again,old stuff cannot go back to wild wild wet already.SCREW YOU ALL LA HOR.
Firstly,get questioned by new LG if i know what to do,where to go,sure can go this place anot.Oi,the number of times i jump into the water is more than the number of months you worked.So screw you.
Secondly,the new Female LG that give me the jiao bin,Cb,you cannot go tsunami,give me what jiao bin,swimmer big ah,borrow one umbrella also buay sai ah,Fuck you la.The umbrella not for me one la,for guest one,will return you one,you so ngiao for what.
i can rant on and on about this new female LG but i think this'll show much of my childishness already.
Just went for a noon jog around 2+,and i tell you,its suicidal,recently i went to late night jogs and evening jogs,they weren't torturous compared to this.Seriously,i think i won't go for anymore noon jogs anymore.
And recently i bought nba2k9 :D for my ps3 and am loving it now.
Critique's tml and i am not any worried for it,can pass with 2.5 can already :D
So um,anyone wants to come my house next time,CAN!When i give you the green light signal (:
So um,

20/11

2008-11-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

Bb basketball,hello taekwondo.
2 weekends without working and im feeling super poor now,again,need to buy materials and all those stuffs which need money,and coincidentally,i told myself not to work this month.
How?!
Nevermind,so,every wednesday and saturday im going to work at wild wild wet to get back salvage this situation i am in now.
Which leads me to,no basketball training on saturdays afternoons,nor for morning fun sessions because i think my legs will die out on me for the friday trainings.
so uh,i feel so damn bored now,and am really moody.
Now,my mum's comparing me with my cousin which seriously pisses me off because im just inferior to him by physical appearance.
Im fat,and he's not.Family talk about him more,i get the lesser topic.
Mum's angry,wants me to slim down.
I get pissed and blogs it out.
Seriously,why not compare talent?
I design,he can't.
He go management,i also can -.-
I can do card tricks,he can't
well,basically parents makes me feel damn pissed off because of comparing and i seriously don't want to fall out with my cousin because of this.
tsk.
Anyways,studio's pretty sucky nowadays because of the machine thingy.
Seriously,school of design should be more considerate to us to build some artfriend or some factories near dover or we got to go all the way,nearest,bugis to buy just some ugly acrylics which costs alot,got to bring them home some more,next day to school.
This really sucks

18/11

2008-11-18T09:52:00.000+08:00

this is bullshit yo,i blogged yesterday in school,and when i was about to post it,i dc-ed =.=
cool,eh?
Anyways,if you people noticed my msn pm last time was,looking for taekwondo courses,ah,yes,i found one in school and will join them soon.But uh im still scared cause im like a black belt who knows nothing.Later they outcaste me.
So uh,school's bad,projects stacks like my weight,they only increase,they don't decrease.
Got what machine thingy,new invention,and autocad assignment.Some theory of design research.
Money is also kind of a problem for me lately,as you can see,im not working this month,cause of projects,so now,i have like no choice but to scrimp. ):
but anyways,heck care la.
Facebook is nice (: It has funny games which i like,so uh Bye Bye
Green bean jumped from a 12th floor building,what does it become?

02/11

2008-11-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

eek,long long time didn't post already.
Ya,seriously when we have school,there is like very little time to blog,or just that im lazy/too tired to blog.
Look,after we finished our human silhouettes drawing,now or rather continued from then,need to take 40 pictures at home and mount it on an a board.
See,need money again,cannot claim one.$12 per board,and we need 2.Seriously,Sp's SD doesn't pay for any of our materials at all!At least in company,can claim right?!
Kns,somemore,some really unpleasant things happened on sunday and seriously,after hearing him say that,i really have no mood to go back anymore,but.What the hell,i shall just go back and have some fun with friends.
Liming's a really funny guy (:
He like to look at girls but don't dare to ask for their number.That's like normal for guys,but,the funny thing is i began to start asking him if he wants their number then walk to them.And he stops me suddenly,saying what what what.Lol
But now,improvise already la :) i don't even need to say anything,i just look over,then he immediately keep quiet already. :D
Anyways,we got divided into 16 people per group in studio for our upcoming project,and i think uh,its gonna be messy.So,NO SCHOOL ON WED :D
Just need to visit some places,and then for training afterwards. :D
Shux,i see no point in this post ):
Xiao bai + Xiao bai=?

23/10

2008-10-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

((:
i think im in the main five as the point guard position for the team.
No. 7,i think,my jersey number would be.No,i do not want to be gayson but 7 is just a good number cause i think my class index is no.7 and my admin number has lots of 7 (:
So,yeah,i think SD's having a friendly with triple E next wed.
and its really funny that how many clubs are asking for friendlies with us;cdac,cass,sma,cls,eee
=.=
i suppose we look like an underdog team,with underrated players ):
Luckily i still have fun teammates,e.g,alex,wilson,jeremy,keng boon,liming zong yang,and some year 2 seniors who's damn tall,yong sheng and le nian.
Le nian is 190 and yong sheng is 180+ wilson is 183 =.=
Seriously i feel like a dwarf there and playing with them is so different from playing with gayson,gaywei etc. can't do stunts ):
Anyways,i was really turned off by some people who keep skipping basketball trainings for work.
"I alot work,can't come."
"Need to do something,can't come."
Dudes,i no homework is it?Or maybe you think you're good enough already and no need anymore trainings.
Last week was already like that,i was really pissed off,wanted to call them and yell at them.But now,its ok,next week when they come,i might just say,"eh,no need come already la,you're not playing this friendly,or anymore friendlies.Skip more training lor,Bye bye."
Rofl.This is so cool.
anyways,drawing 96 silhouettes gonna suck.
P.s. this post makes no sense (:
New nike basketball shoes FTL now my last toe is injured cause of it ):

09/10

2008-10-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

ah,omg,this kind of sucks,cause the sec school and jc people are gonna have their holidays soon and my school's just gonna re open after the almost 2 months break and,just took my gems module and its like not fair lor!I went in at 1.59 and could register although my appointment's at 2,but,everything's left with 0 slot.Yes 0,School of Design's students can only choose at 2.then no more slots open for us?What the hell?
Really pissed off that time,and so fortunately,the weather became damn bad before my basketball training at 3,fire add more oil eh.
But eventually i still chose a module that i kind of like which is about speaking,so ya,its not that bad afterall.
Moreover some funny things happened after a match with benjamin's primers :)
Anyways,im in the team,and woohooo
Blah,school's gonna start on monday,no more early sleeping late waking up days ):
Chaos
DID'02 i want chalet and peiying instructors i also want chalet! :D
4s2's chalet seems quite hopeless to me,no one wants to plan ):

02/10

2008-10-02T09:43:00.000+08:00

wee.
I'm back~anyways,finally,i went back to www to work yesterday.And ya,it was not any better than the last time i worked,new crews just look at you doing the work.That really pisses me off.When i was still a new lifeguard i was doing everything myself,and now?!Im still doing everything myself.So what if you're a girl?Please la,you're working now,not playing.Shux
Sentosa>wild wild wet.
anyways,there's the team member selection for the sd club basketball.hope that im in the main ^^ and stay tuned more pics to come.
Bye Bye

Boo

2008-09-11T12:35:00.000+08:00

Something to scare the shit out of all of you

16/08

2008-08-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

):
lecturers are a bluff!they say this will be our final project for this term,then suddenly throw us one more project in designing furnitures and only give us one week to do it.While everyone else's having holiday.Wa,lan,eh.
Having my critique session on monday,feeling quite weird now,cause i don't know why.
Anyways i submitted everything that i need to. :)
Seriously hope that i won't be in the resubmission list.
Nevertheless,7days ago,national day,the fireworks were amazing.I will post them up some other time.And yu kai's still the best :)
Anyways,yesterday was the submission day,everyone was like so busy doing last minute works or touching up and that was the day when another project came in.After school met up with ian at mac,and adonis came later.As usual ian never fails to turn up late when meeting guys.I hate it when he's late in meeting guys cause he never fails to make girls wait for him.
Then went for basketball with my cousin,jason,shahreezal,hong tat and adonis.
Well,played with some other people,and ya,lost control of myself halfway.all the balls went haywire from me and uh ya,typical singaporean,pushed the blame on shahreezal.Uh well,sorry shahreezal,but luckily the pain in my knee went off for awhile and made a came back.
Seriously jason is really funny.
i call jason before basketball
me:"eh gayson come play ball la."
gaysoon:"got who?"
me:"me shahreezal,my cousin and adonis."
gayson:"so little people."
me:"f*** you la,just come la."
gayson:"f*** you la,i don't want you to f*** me."
._.?
my knee's in so much pain after yesterday,sucks one.Now i can't even bend it,or else it'll hurt like don't know what.
I shall go learn some more tricks now
ByeBye

boo-uh-uh-uh

2008-08-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

Boo-uh-uh-uh.So many things happened and im still so lazy to blog.
Well,i lost my wallet on friday and remained calm.Cool right :)
And ashler asked me,"Allen,why you lost your wallet,but don't panic one."
._. i was panic-ing,not outside,but inside.
And two kind girls picked up my wallet for me :O
Cool right,girls some more,08-08-08 :) Funny thing is that,they didn't return to the general office but took my number from the office and called me to look for them and return to me.
>.>.
Anyways,just got my wallet back and some unpleasant things happened near evening.
Shan't prob about it before i get all angst.
And recently,m into playing card tricks.So anyone who wants entertainment,can find me.But not applied to guys.
HAHA :)
Bye bye gotta do some painting now.

(:

2008-08-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

saturdays are really the best.Can sleep late,wake up late,and play the whole morning to late afternoon then start doing works.
Until,when one decide to work.
Bah,Saturday was like so short for me,went to work and then went home just to rest and play awhile then i went to sleep.
No work done at all. ._.
Sux at all.
BUT
03/08
was loves :)
sarah came back and we had a gathering but unfortunately some didn't turn up and alot were late.TSK.
anyways,it was my primary school gathering so came back and talked about anything under the earth.

Amazingly,everyone remained like the same as they were during secondary school,or after primary school,except shu feng,and uh ya,edmund.Everyone's still as spastic as ever.
and seriously,adelene and zi keng really makes everyone laugh,the way zi keng speaks,is still as childish as a primary 5 kid,uh no,maybe even younger.
Then poor adelene always gets shoot for no reason by zi keng.
I wonder how they survived studying in the same school for primary and secondary all the way without fighting against one another,or maybe,they're used to it.

Anyways,jc girls,regina and adelene,went off earlier to study.
zzz.jc life,go gathering also need to care about studying.tough life =S
By the way,i was late today for 20 mins and other people were late like 1 hours plus?Dang,and i thought everyone was waiting for me. >:(
Oh,back to the point,when the two girls left,the other three guys left too,marcus,edmund and ker liang.
Then we were left with me,shu feng and zi keng.So we brought sarah to esplanade to walk walk and talked for like one hours plus.NP sounds so much more fun than SP ):
Day was fun with them,hope to meet up soon with them again. :)

I have so much incompleted work.HOW?!
F>Girlfriend.
HAHA.
Bye bye

31/07

2008-07-31T18:12:00.000+08:00

ok,some words here :)
school practically is really busy,final project is launched and i think i barely even started.
Collection A,B and C is all incomplete.Sux right.Furthermore,got this character development,theory of design,intech.You see,You see!all incomplete ones.
But nevermind,i shall finish at least,theory of design and character development by this week.
So maybe,might ask some of the sec 3/4 out to study :) Or maybe some j1s :)
So anyone who wants to study out,can call me! :D

I feel damn insecure now,when i found out roo started to tell us that she scan guys,the there.And then analysing it.DUDE.THAT'S SO,WOAH.Nevermind,but nowadays,girls in my class are getting more and more ba gua,ah-soh-ified.and i never fail to miss out their conversations :)
But yeah,im still cool.Anyways,acting cute is so in nowadays.I shall be one of the twitsters :D

And yo,DID/02 chalet on 27/28/29 august,Pay valerie $20.
Dear sec 3s/4s/j1s,AWWWWWWW,no hols,can't even crash :)
So am gonna go play now.
Bye Bye
Loves x3

:)

2008-07-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

:) peektures.wooo.

24/07

2008-07-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

blah.
bored today la.Actually not :) cause i happened to have a seminar today and woohoo,its fun :)
blah blah blah bored of the topic already actually but uh,ya haha!
LEE LIMING,you this wang ba dan,thought you bored already,but you still ask questions and directed to me only.ROAR.
anyways,day was bad,was having constant moodswings.
Happy->angst->sad,and its like a cycle eh,keep having them.Tsk.
anyways,reached home and started playing :D
recently i've fallen in this game called dota,omg,this game was present like dunno how many donkey years ago.but nevermind.i enjoy it.

Seriously,i think im gay now ): Cause recently im more into looking at muscular guys rather than looking at hot girls.Sux.And im so not into her in class nowadays.=S
anyways,girls who dress lesser cloth=/=pretty ._.
Cheers.

22/07

2008-07-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

Dear readers,and myself,
*Warning*lengthy post.
Oh my god,how long was it since the last time i posted?bah,okay nevermind.
Monday was like weeeeee,met up with yong wei coincidentally outside sp and i don't know why im like always going,"Eh pai kia." when i see yong wei.Lol
And yong wei always give me the "What the hell." face when i say that,and uh,weeee.
2-point perspective things are like difficult to draw.And im so cool can,i drew the entrance of the boy's toilet.Weeee,and i sat directly outside the boy's toilet where there is the lift beside where im sitting and in front of a stairs.HAHA!how cool is that!
and people were like staring at my work.its like,wooooaaaaahhhhh.
Anyways,i got two of my classmates with me,henry and yi liang so,im not that pai seh la.Weeee.
And one more weirdo valerie,i wonder how she does it,sitting outside the boys' toilet with boys to draw the entrance of the boys toilet.
And And,coincidentally yongwei walked passed us when we were drawing.Weeeee.
and henry is a really funny person this semester.Ya,today he did this.
Initially he was damn free.doing nothing just looking at other people doing their work.

Ashler:"eh henry you free now anot?"
Henry:"ya."
Ashler:"Can help me do my model."
Henry:"orh,not free already.Ashraf,you free anot?help ashler do her model."

Actually today was not a really nice day eh ): cause im like so behind all of them.My art ain't that good,so,my painting took like alot more time than them and ya,that's why.Tsk.

Anyways,had dinner with my dear sec4 friends XD
Gayson,adonis,yongwei,si yuan. :)
they are still as funny as ever.blah
Didn't go school today to finish all my undone work. ):
I feel like a bad boy.

and my ps3 now is really loves.Just bought two games for it,and installed.Ready to play,but no time to play now,cause i got to rush for my seminar this thursday ):
But nevermind,i shall touch my love tomorrow.
One more love is coming tomorrow. :)
My Weights are coming in tomorrow,so that i can build up my smeckcii body. XD
so,maybe i'll upload some pics the next time i blog uh,which i don't know when

And my heart now really feels like what my blogskin shows )':

02/07

2008-07-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

Dear readers,
allen went for his class outing on last saturday and got really red after that.
He looked like a joke and they went for a movie.
They then went to watch Get Smart.
And i tell you,its a wonderful show.Its really funny la.Like how Singaporeans are,when they get pai seh-ed,they push the blame,or try to smoke through,then,if they unintentionally spoils something,but in the end it became something good,then they'll say they set it up!
HAHA!anyways,
These people are loves.
allen!ian!derek!adonis!jasper!shimin!huiling!weixin!jessica!xuanwen!yewzhen!
yongsiang and minggui will be left out cause they went there to sweet sweet honey honey with each other when we were having fun.
Anyways,sorry to all those people mentioned above because of my emo-ness when you people were out in the sea,cause i was sick.
And you all threw me down the water ok!So Bad!
anyways,we took a lil pictures before going and look below!
Ke-Ai 10 continuous shots!

anyways,all the camp instructors,i am not an alien,not a bear.A plain human being!but,hurhur.Its ok.

Anyways,POOL ANYONE ON ANY WED/FRI?

my hands are itching for it =/

Loves,allen

25/06

2008-06-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

LaaAaaaa-SaaaAlLllEeee

trip today,and it was like,omg?

its building and everything was like so nice la.

Furthermore the spaces,the place where they exhibit,what they work on.It is all so much different from SP's one.Certainly,their standard is like so much more better than mine.Even though they did their course for 4 years plus for a degree,i don't think after three years or even 5 years i can do what they did.Some of their work are posted above.

And and,i am really annoyed by people who don't even care about punctuality.It really pisses me off.Tsk.

Anyways,i wanted to camwhore today,but my cam batt went flat like 1hours plus after the trip.

Tsk.And lasalle is like wooohooo la.Their design studio and their exhibition area.Everything's so cool.Anyways,went to pool after that and i think i pretty sucked today.Tsk.

let me hope that ian is free on friday to pool with me XD

And i can feel that my muscles going off,shall go gym soon.Anyone wants to gym with me? =D

shall go do my onthography now.

ByeBye.

22/06

2008-06-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

i shall be a constant blogger now(lies) :D
anyways,school started and oh my god.Drawing the whole day,can die one lor!
and yes,la,children please stop "so adeline"-ing me.
and and,DID/O2 is loves!

yes,children this is me and my classmates.

and DID/O2.LET's camwhore again tml at t14 XD.

Really,camwhoring is fun ^^ and allen is very sad case no one wanna have dinner with him today f4 )':

see ya tml =D

20/02

2008-06-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

ok,how long was it since i even blogged?
anyways,fun fun holidays! and fweeee,pictures time.!

PAI KIA WORZXZXZXZXZ
CHEEEEHHHH,ALLEN SEH XD

DION IS LOVES!BUT,WHO IS USING MY CAM!
f.y.i. i wasn't there.RARRRRR

wonderfullllllll holidays with people younger than me and older than me.
and weeee,school starts on monday and i'm looking forward to meet up with DID/02 people =D
alright.
byebye,shall post more words next time. ;)

20/05

2008-05-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

:)) zomg.i feel so contented now,and i know why XD
went for school for two hours today and then went to eat with clique.and then went everyone went off their own way to do what they want.
=S
went off to make my own posb card,which is like finally la.don't know who say,11+ no people one,in the end make me wait 1 hour la. :@
and ah,wait so long,and i expected the registration of it to be long.Who knows,its done in 5 mins la.
Wa lao eh ): and i took my time to slowly sign and talk to the staff you know.
And,from what i saw today,i kinda pity the staffs ah,wa lao eh,the queue never shortens one,once the people walk off,another bunch comes in.Its like a cycle,but different faces.
So,my card done,and i got another psp =) which i bought minutes after i had my card.
rararararar,and i feel this part of me,the want-to-spend-money-when-i-got-money feeling coming out,so,i quickly rush home before i spend much more money unnecesssarily =S
heeeeeheeeeee,and i love my new psp now. <3333>

and ah,you know,these people in my class are damn kaypoh you know,
just put,me,like you in my personal msg,and they keep asking.
especially the dawn keep asking you know!and then give her chances,she go and discuss with other people about the chances of who i like ah. -_- crazy girl.
and omg,allen feels very desperate for girls now ):

2008-05-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

i just realised,that its time that i should blog :)
yea,so,i came and i think i will type =S.
worked on sat and sun,and i think both days sucked.
Not the guests,but our own staffs.But i think i don't wanna blog it here.Cause it tends to spoil my mood.
Monday was boredom,chatted with jinghang and we got to know how funny our classmates are.
I think mine are funny
but he's are weird.
But i guess that's how the people in jc are.
and jinghang is such a nice guy,he told me one of his secrets,and i
SHALL

NOT post it here =).
alright,and off i went to play pool with ian and yongwei.
Im still bored la,after the game.kfhjdfhkiyehohewf'.
rarararar,criteque's on wednesday and i think im scared because i didn't hand in all my work.
but,i shall not think about it anymore =)
seriously,i don't know what im typing in this post =)
and tataS

07/05

2008-05-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

=)) as i said on at the post i posted recently,i will upload photos,and here they are :)

O2 gang =S

again =S

hahahaha,look at henry,his eyes dunno looking at what.
and daryl looks so fierce lah =S
and and,i don't feel like blogging now suddenly and i don't know why.
So,Bye bye =)

06/05

2008-05-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

林宇中 - 淋雨中
我在淋雨中　
看你步上彩虹
我分不了轻重　
你幸福我该否祝福
im standin right here,looking at you,getting so close to him.And i don't know why,there's just this very sour feeling in my heart.And it gets worse every minute i see those words you wrote to him,regretting all those things that i wanted to do last time but i didn't. )':
我在淋雨中　
背着你走不动　
我还有一个梦　
被雨水带离我的天空
我的笑容会很酷　
若和你们巧碰　
放心我会收起我的痛
Standing here,seeing you going further and further away.and i knew,its almost over.
rofl.what an emo post,although this is like sucky,but hehe,the skill is still there.
anyways.some pictures of some of my friends :)

zomg,DID 02 for the win ;)
i got alot more photos la but the school internet is like.SLOW WOLS
and recently,my homeworks stacks like the number of trees being cut each day la.
Why does my money not stack like my homeworks ):
anyways life is damn bad now.
i eat then do homework then sleep.everyday like that.Saturdays and sunday,i work and do homeworks again ):
No life already ):
)):
and now my salary is getting lesser and lesser.Shit.

19/04

2008-04-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

allen is updating his blog now :)
wooo..poly life is like.omg nowadays.
Actually its kinda alright because i know everyone in class now! :)
These people i just got to know,are some bunch of crazy people.They're really funny la.
Henry,my always steady brudder.
Daryl,the guy who goes has a gym trainer at planet fitness,so,i conclude,he's a rich guy.oh,and he's ashler's counterpart =)
Yiliang,Dawn's counterpart,also,a rich guy.But they say he's the only child,hence not rich.Eh,im also the only child,why i need to work so much,he doesn't ):
Ashraf,our class's mood atmosphere key player,he sad,we sad.he hyper,we go crazy.However,he is seldom sad,so we're always crazy.
Caleb,our friendly ns man,he says that i could be a vocalist.YA-HA!
Chee Leong,he's from jb,and yet he comes to sp earlier than us.and HE's really really FIT
Raj,mentos sweet provider and a friendly guy.woohooo.
weiting,or valerie.scary girl who watches wwe,and she eats alot.
ashler,daryl's counterpart,also another crazy girl.
dawn,yiliang's counterpart.and she likes tennis!omg.
esther,also another crazy girl,and she knows alot of my primary school friend!
see pei,she's really a quiet girl la._.
reen,part time model!
riha,crazy girl.and is clumsy
az,if im not wrong,she has pretty good memory. :)
roo,another crazy girl.
and there are a few girls which i totally have no clue of.Either they are too quiet or they don't come to school often.
recent mass conversation with them,and they're really crazy luh.
maybe,i should ss some funny parts of it and post here.
anyways,i went to get my jacket today!yay!
omg,suddenly,i hate working now but i gotta work tml. ):
and sp campus is like so small luh,i see friends everywhere.
walking to food court,i saw yong wei
at food court,i saw qiong hui
at another food court,i saw xuan wen and jamie and isaiah and lifeguard danial
see,its like so qiao luh!You see luh._.
bah,going to bed soon,works ):

01/04

2008-04-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

zomg,zomg,zomg la.
I am so high now luh.
Actually its like a few hours ago luh.When i chatted with raja gopal on the phone.Yea,he called me.I guess im loved by everyone luh =S
Even though other people thinks im a tikopeh.blah,but whatewer~
Ya,not typo.
WHATEWER,SEWEN,WIWAWA =X
ok back to the topic.Im always high when people says that im good looking luh.Though maybe im not.But,im always really high when people says that im good looking luh.I will shout one you know!
zomg,gopal says im good looking.XD
k luh.imma not gonna harp on this anymore.
Anyways,went to basketball in the morning =S.
Cyrus Choong,yea,this guy,friend of mine.Drained my energy until i couldn't even like dribble the ball well.blah,tsk.
Ok,and guan hao and me have really different mindsets.
Me:"Play basketball,no need score one la.Shuai can already."
Guan Hao,shoots a ball awkwardly and scores.
Guan Hao:"Play basketball,no need shuai,score can already."
bleh ._.
and last night i learnt how to serve in tennis.I feel so malu luh.i toss the ball,and couldn't hit it.HOW DUMB CAN I BE ):
Of course,got people laugh at me,but,hehe,i think i did well later on.XD

Years ago,or months ago,i thought,by doing sports,guys looked really cool when they concentrate.yes la,when they do sport,they look kinda cool,got the charm you know.
But last night,i suddenly felt that knowing how to play a musical instrument makes one look really great too.
That time,saw wardi play the guitar,wa.he's like so,shuai can?or charming =S
Omg,ian,i know you read this.Teach me piano pls =S
someone ask muzzie to teach me the drumset pls.
omg,someone ask joon kiat to teach me how to play the guitar pls.
Bahh,guys who know how to play any musical instruments,really look great to me.
pictures on the next post.BB :)

31/03

2008-03-31T15:43:00.000+08:00

oh,my,god.
Okay,i did something really malu yesterday,and now everyone thinks im a tikopeh ):
bahh,after which,i felt really dumb luh.Maybe my brain malfunction-ed after a long day under the sun.
Bah,very malu luh.Maybe i shall not work at wild wild wet anymore :)
anyways,this morning i saw a miss call.
I called back,and amazingly,when i ask,who called this number.That guy said,"i give you two tight slap then you know.
LUL,ONLY ONE GUY WILL SAY THAT LA.
EDBIRD.XD.
and then chat awhile for his psp stuffs and hung up.
Today,31/3.Is a really boring day,5 days after my bday.
Sigh.
And,i DO NOT HAVE A PS3.SO,PLS DO NOT SAY
"Eh allen,when can go your house to play your ps3?"
Boo,no way,i have a ps3.
i feel really 123456 today luh.i also don't know what im blogging.
will blog some pictures later at night.
zomg,what is this post about

27/03

2008-03-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

=S
how long was since i blogged huh.Omg
>.<
26TH MARCH 2007
Allen is 17 now officially.cool huh.
Im now older than much of you all now.XD
Anyways,thanks to all who wished me :)
Im really touched luh.sh0 manii pe0ple wishx miie worzx
Thanks to huiling(ang),lin xunqi,huiling(loo),siyuan,yukai,jinghang,syahril,gayson,reuben,kee ching,ian,zu yao,diyao,jolene,yong siang,ming gui,adeline,isabelle,adonis and guan hao.Omg,i can't remember already la.
Anyways,wishing me on time doesn't exempt you from getting my pressie for me! =X
okays
I feel really weird luh.Before my birthday,i was out for the pass few days.
It was like.Sunday,work,saturday,work,monday,go out whole day,tuesday go out half day.wa lao,go out until pocket got hole.
And i tire myself out.Then wednesday stay at home the whole day.Doing nothing.But play.Oh my god.
And i talked to yong wei,And he said
Other people is birthday go out,but you is before birthday go out.Sigh.
Look,im so unique la.
Actually xiang rui asked me out,but i feel,two guys go watch movie,So Gay can.No la,is because my dad wanted to celebrate my birthday at home with me,So i stayed at home la.Im so touched luh.
and when i wanted to blog,some weirdo talked to me.
she suddenly OEI-es me and said in caps
WHY NEVER REPLY MY SMS.
._.
where got people so rude one right.OEI A BIRTHDAY BOY LEH.WA LAO and then scold me you know!very bad seh.And then she puts on her personal msg saying im a bomber.WA LAO EH!HOW CAN!AND THEN SHE ASK ME TO EAT SHIT!&#(@&#^$*#
then when i ask for present,she say,i never give her,hers.
EXCUSE ME,IS SHE GO JC NOT FREE LUH!THEN BLAME ME!HOW CAN!MY BIRTHDAY LEH!
AND SHE EXPECTS ME TO GO SAJC FIND HER!HOW CAN!WA LAO.LIN XUNQI YOU OVERBOARD LA!GO MEET YAN LUO WANG LA! =)
and on the 25th,koh si yuan is a very irritating person,spamming my msn,wishing me happy birthday at 7pm.WA LAO ,WHERE GOT PPL SO EARLY SAY ONE.NO SINCERITY AT ALL LUH.EVEN JINGHANG,WHO GOT JC THE NEXT DAY,WISHED AT 11.30++.YOU NOTHING ON WISH ME AT 7.HOW CAN!WANG BA DAN,YOU DESERVED TO BE SLAPPED AND MEET YAN LUO WANG!
and i tell you,i like none of the girls you said during the conversation.
also,on 26th march,huiling(loo) wished me and bullied me.HOW CAN!I BIRTHDAY BOY AND SHE ALWAYS yeah yeah me.HOW CAN RIGHT!and she called me petty.WA LAO LOR!
bahh
And syahril,i don't like her anymore la -.- stop saying her name when you wish me,and she is not in any of the wish that i wished for.
and,my 17th birthday,i groomed myself luh,cut hair,cut nail,cut everything neatly luh.
and i saw this on xunqi's blog.Actually no.She asked me to read it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN CHIA!
sad to say i dnt have any picture taken with you! but you will always be my special friend! i dnt knw why, but it seems like you like to irritate me alot and i like to irritate you too! (: and be glad that youre my one and only special friend! haha. please reply my msg in the future. please do not ask me to do sth crazyyyyy nor sms me some stupid stuffff. thank you! :D
omg,for me!
Fuaaaa,i just received a sms from eleanor wishing me.OMG LA,you so late.
Omg,i feel so sianed now.i shall add some pictures.
:)

WARDI FOR THE WIN!

YAZID THE HUNK
=D bye bye,im at mac now :)

11/03

2008-03-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

oh my god,the weather nowadays are like so easily controlling my mood ):
worked OT today,oh my god.I am so so so so tired now. ):
anyways today was like bad bad bad.The weather made everyone not want to play.
oh ya,yesterday went out with gayson,hui fong and yong wei for dinner.
Ok,i asked alot of questions,i know.And i found out that i am like the worse boyfriend amongst them ):
再给我两分钟　
让我把记忆结成冰
yes,please give me some more time to forget you.
I don't know why,everytime i see you,or even heard of your name.I will feel this funny feeling.My heart suddenly throbs real hard.Whenever you're around,i feel more relaxed.
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
Is it better if we just stayed as friends?
Would anything change for the better if i said?
omg.i feel so emo la!haha!posting these stuffs.But i picked the wrong song,however i like the lyrics luh.
>.<
ian,why you so white one
eleanor,why you so weird one
gayson,i feel that you should be called gayson instead of jason
xun qi,why you so gangster one
xiang rui,why you so emo one
jinghang,why you so funny one
more to cme,these are the few who i talk to more :)

08/03

2008-03-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

>.< 26TH MARCH 26TH MARCH!
im a very irresponsible blogger ):
update only once in a blue moon.
and omg,i read jinghang's blog one luh,and seriously,i find that the way he blogs is so cool luh.Got lyrics from songs one also luh.
And then he blogs about his life :)
SO COOL LUH.YOU GOT READ MY BLOG ONE ANOT?!TAN JING HANG!
and i wanna copy you now!haha!
我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
do you know,i've always admired you?
Do you know,how much im willing to do just to see you,last time?
I've been doing all this just to keep you happy,or at least,make you feel a little bit better when you're down.
I only dare to look at you from afar,never,once close up.
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
You thought,Im always a really carefree person.
You know my weak points and what im strong at.
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
For you,im willing to do anything.
.
.
.
OMG,SO GAN REN RIGHT!Actually i don't know what im typing luh.Cause im listening to the song right now and im dead beat after work.
ok,sigh.
WuUUUuUUuUuWOoOOoOOoOo
Seriously,i don't know why now,i feel that im really a despo.Omg.Andy also luh,seems like he thinks exactly like me.
We both get really high when we talk about girls.And we made a really cool deal.If we were to be near each other in out stations,and we told each other which girl we saw is pwetty,we'd help each other get her.LUL,COOL RIGHT!
But,today,sunday.Sigh,let's not talk about it.
Anyways,today was kinda fun.The conversation with shortie
shortie:"eh allen,you got girlfriend anot?"
me:"no la"
shortie:"why you no girlfriend,even edwin also have one already."
me:"..."
then edwin chatted with shortie awhile.
shortie:"eh edwin,introduce allen some girls la."
edwin looks at me,you this year 17 right?
me:"ya,i still young."
edwin:"THEN YOU SAY IM OLD LA."
shortie:"THEN YOU SAY IM EVEN OLDER LA."
LUL,OMG,i was stunned and laughing at the same time.
me:"Uh,no la,i small.small kid."
shortie:"you what small?"
me:"-_-''' "
LOL omg.and then they continued talking and when i went out.It was raining ._.
and blah blah blah,work went on.
mmhmm,and i feel so young today luh,cause all the lifeguards all older than me.
haha!
ANYWAYS,CHENG DA IS BACK.OMG!HE IS BACK!

27/02

2008-02-28T16:10:00.000+08:00

sigh.
its really boring nowadays,seriously.Without those funny people,and the people i usually fool around with.life is kind of boring leh.at lest,until night
anyways
Worked on sunday at sentosa.GOSH,i didn't know any details about it until sunday morning.Its an event for foreigners.WA PIANG and you know,what countries?
India,Bangladesh,Philipines,Malaysia,China
SIGH LA.i thought for singaporeans,so im abit enthu about the event.But in the end.Turned out like that.Totally no mood already.
Oh,i was the latest again :)
They said 6.40am meet at yishun mrt.i reached at 7.05 :)
eh,you can't really blame me la,the previous day,i had intensive training,and then i went to work till 8.Was like -3/10 of my phsical limits.and then next day had to meet so early.Totally dead.
anyways,i worked as a lifeguard there too,and there were,eleanor,lui teng,xiang rui,dickson,andy,shao wei,jolene,shengyang and jeremy.Yea,thats all.
we were like generally briefed,which kind of pissed me off.It just shows that we were add-ons.
Then we went to sit at our stations,k,this kind of really diss me.No shelter,no guidelines.Rawr.
But nevermind,luckily i suggested the partnering system,or else,i'd really die of boredom.
Me with eleanor :)
andy with shao wei
sheng yang with jolene
jeremy with dickson
xiang rui and lui teng freeman
it was really fun eh,talking with eleanor.But i already forgotten mostly what we talked about.But i got to know shaowei more now.HAHA!O and i suppose,eleanor's and my mind set was to go there to enjoy.haha!we tried to build sandcastles and play some kiddy games.At least we weren't bored to death :)
and i tell u,those foreignors,especially the darker ones,are totally unruly.Blow whistle at them,they don't care.You got to stand,take down your sunglasses,and point at them,then they'll listen to you.
At least,this is something which is similar to wild wild wet.Blow whistle until you are tired of it.
Anyways shao wei,eleanor,dickson,jeremy left earlier. ): tsk.
night watch was totally sucky.my leg was already hurting,and got to walk around.bu nevermind,my beloved cousin was with me :)
the organiser is so,bochup.i tell u,they release us at 11,we're at tanjhong beach,no trams,no nothing.SHIT,HOW TO GO BACK TO HARBOURFRONT MRT.
YOU SEE.give us the cheque then leave us there.Bloody hell.
oh,and i just remembered,eleanor likes to say bloody hell and she likes to end with the word "only" behind.
heh.LUCKILY,our colleague got in this lorry and saw us when we were about to walk there.
and seriously,comfort is like money 1st.We made three calls at 11.20,they kept asking us to wait.Wa lao,waiting for midnight fare.*((!^&*^!)(*@
I make sure,i'll not take comfort's taxi next time :@
ok,there are some pics to upload :)

when shengyang took this pic,he laughed,and said softly,you all look at allen,so gay
then i went over,and laughed.Omg,i look so gay la.

hehe,so much better,but now,andy looks seriously gay.
OH YA,EVERYON LOOKS LIKE CYCLOPS AFTER 7PM ON SUNDAY,LOLLLLL
and i got serious sunburns on my everywhere,die,how ):
sigh,
another post up soon
and bonus one for you all :)

i see a tico in sunglasses.
HAHA!

25/02

2008-02-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

hehe
Went to watch "L Change" with ian @ amk hub cathay.
Ya,it was awesome,to the previous death note episodes,this,i think was like the best.It's really touching at the end.But the ending was like very bad because the producer or the company wants to earn more money by making the next death note movie.Though the movie isn't really making any sense to me at the beginning part of the movie.It's still a nice movie.
Nevertheless,the way Lawliet sits,types and take care of children really makes me laugh.Oh and the way he walks. :)
anyways,im suddenly kind of interested in learning how to walk like L and type like him. :S
Oh ya,i saw hong yuan and hui xian at amk central before we went to watch movie :)
Hui Xian's reaction was very funny when she saw me,she bent down and tilted her head before recognizing me.
And the conversation with hong yuan
me:today not work ah,hong yuan.
Hong Yuan:nope.You stay around here ah?
me:nope,came here to watch movie with friend
Hong Yuan looks at ian,and then at me with this weird face
me:im not gay la!
Hong Yuan:i also not gay.
He smiles and we went off.
Sigh.
Another post coming up :)

19/02

2008-02-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

HUAT AH,WA LAO EH.
early in the morning,was supposed to go for basketball game with friends.
But before i went out,i remembered that the jae thing and i on-ed my phone.
MOE:CONGRATS ALLEN CHIA CHEE HOW,you are posted to S'PORE POLY INTERIOR DESIGN (S89) under 2008 JAE.
my mood went down like wated flowing off from a cliff 123456 metres above ground.WA LAO EH,MY FOURTH CHOICE,EVEN MY FIRST CHOICE WHICH IS LIKE 18 POINTS don't want me la.The 16 points one,want me.blaaaahhh.Mood totally went down like that.but still i went to play with them.Gawd,recently i stopped some excercises,today totally no feeling =S
Oh ya,saw yingshi,hazel and sarah when playing.
Gosh,the brilliant people sure walk differently leh.

Ok,recently i feel really lethargic.Everyday very sleepy.Must be because of insufficient sleep :@ friday i worked,saturday i went for training and then went to my cuzzie's house to celebrate shao wei's birthday.Gambled till 1,i could hardly keep my eyes open already,and i lost money la,that nubby joon kiat :@ dunno how to play tak pair one,play so long,lose so long.I sit down,win like 6 bucks already.LOSER,HAHAHAHA
and im really entertained by how thomas calls shao wei a loser
and thomas,if you ever see this,YOU SUCK LEH,lose to federer love game,LUL
ok,i went back to work on sunday,again,im tired until cannot leh.

Then monday,WOAH,went out again.Now to wei ming's house :)
Gambled the whole day there and i got like two free meals?hehe.
I love how eddie earns his food
Eddie:"Act emo,he sure give one."
By right,eddie took too much pizza,hence wei ming refuses to give him anymore
hence,he acted emo for like 2 mins and wei ming really gave him the last piece,OMG.Jokes.
Anyways,eddie won like the most,and i lost like $6
I really envy man ting,she lost like $30++ and qi wei just smses her,I'll cover your loses.WA LAO EH,so good,i wonder if any girl will tell this to a guy ._.
anyways,ALOT of people were there.
me,jinghang,eddie,ming zhou,royston,darren,chungkit,si yuan,man ting,yong zhen,shi yun,kai yat,hao jie,de yu,hong qing
the latecomers,hui fong,jason,yi jie,jerren,yong wei and guan hao came like so late.
But yi jie man ting jerren and jinghang went off to man ting house to play mahjong ._.
Jason didn't want to play cause he's afraid of losing money as he always likes to zuo da and let other 1,2 tai people like me to win.LOSER GAYSON =X
anyways,CHUNG KIT IS A LOSER,WIN 15 BUCKS THEN RUN HOME,RAWR
anyways,eddie won like $10++ in the end?im not quite sure,but i think he's the only winner there.
went for dinner and went home to rest :)
OMG,IM IN SP'S INTERIOR DESIGN,SOMEONE tell ME YOU'RE IN PLS T_T

10/02

2008-02-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

Xin nian kuai le :)
alrights,im not going to talk about money because its my ya sui money :)

Chu yi
went around collecting ang baos like a young kid.Talked with my cuzzie who went to army.Omg,you know those dramas?where by those blur sotongs plug the safety pin from the grenade and throw the safety pins?THERE ARE ACTUALLY PEOPLE LIKE THAT.OMG LA.That's hilarious one lor.and he's case is like,not the first one already.there's alot of hilarious stuffs in army.
anyways then those adults talk to me.
my uncle touches me
him:"why so different from lui teng one."
me:"cause i phat"
him:"...."
and then my few uncle talked to me about my work.they're really funny la.
and we lao yu sheng and went off to my big uncle's place.
Pua kiao-ed won like a few dollars off kids.I felt really bad after that.
Oh ya,they came to my house after that,but i was too busy dota-ing. :)

Chu er
Went to my fun relatives houses and anti-socialed,SEE,psp makes u anti social.It's a bad device.anyways all kids were like,"i want to sit this uncle car,that uncle car.make until very messy,which i didn't really like.And this like spoiled my mood to gamble.But in the end,i still gambled at the last house i visited,and i also feel really bad la,won like $10? from 10 cents to 20 cents and win till like that.THEY'RE JUST NOT EVEN 16 ):
awwww,went home and rested,or played?i forgotten.Alot of funny things happened today,like,when those adults were gambling,my small cuzzie kept farting in front of them and made the whole room damn smelly.then whenever the room smell,they all will shout his name,and dunno why,because of him,his dad was like winning.
in the end,went home and i think i played then slept cause the next day i was working.

Chu san
played bball and then went to work.i was half dead,got into some trouble for not spotting something.but was let off la.Lucks :)
oh ya,xunqi TALKED to me.Eh everyone talk to someone must be got objective one right,if not talk to another person for what.e.g.sian or need entertainment.she talk to me because she want to know who i like last time,so kaypoh.

Chu si
works again,omg la.Why wild wild wet,NO GIRL ONE.and everyone is isolating me.Sux la,no one likes people who has ulterior motives.AND i am proud to say that,me,doesn't like anyone in the wild wild wet staff, :)
then the shao wei keep pin pointing me that im the loud hailer that say he like the who,eh ITS NOT ME LA,*eyes swims*

frankly speaking,i want to be with them,is because i want to see you ):

05/02

2008-02-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

die le la.every night,i keep thinking of things,making dumb guesses,and finally i make myself being unable to sleep,even though im tired until cannot tired.Seriously,sunday i think i closed my eyes at 12 but i think i only slept at 2.And yesterday night,i closed my eyes at 12.20,i slept at 1.30
Ok this really sux,because this morning,there was basketball game :)
And this is getting quite serious.I don't even know how to dribble the ball properly anymore.T-T
and my left hand has got back its old bad habits,which i used to zheng fu like a few years ago when im still a solo player.Day was bad,really.My mind was like probing on other stuffs,even though im like,"allen,concentrate on playing"
Tsk la,shoot also cannot shoot properly,dribble also cannot dribble properly,pass also cannot pass properly.wa lao lor,the worse thing is that,i cannot even make judgements already.I tend to make mistakes nowadays.
SEE LA,ask me play inside more lor,i become like that.And it should be time,i pass like how i did last year :)
oh,and i hate guan hao,seriously.
when i was drinking my carbonated drink,he go and squeeze my bottle,then the jason also hand itchy,squeeze with him.then,left me no choice but to force them to release by spitting out the liquid in my mouth.Wa lao,wang ba dan. :@
:S then went home
seriously,WO YAO XUE HUI FLIRT!WO BU GUAN!
wo jing ran xi huan le yi ge bu gai xi huan de ren.
Give me 2 minutes to forget you

04/02

2008-02-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

omg,ytd was like,phoo,freezing freezing day.
anyways,yesterday went to work,and i think,we stand down some certain stations for like 1hr++.HAHA,its so shiok.And then when i went back to work,i was kinda sian.Cause i saw MJ at the other point where he can see me and disturb me.Hours went by quite fast,cause no one was really present already.So i sang to myself =X.
mmhmm,closing down was bad,everyone was idling,and seriously,i think ganesh got himself into some serious shit.
anyways,after work went to jalan kayu,lead by hong tat for dinner.oh ya,there was like 6 people there,me,my cuzzie,andy,sheng yang,hong tat as known samuel and lastly the only girl,hui ling,one guy left earlier because of certain reasons.And,got one more guy,i think is wanna come one.BUT we left too early,(blames us)if not,i think hui ling will have a companion to go home with.HAHA.There was like a cat around our area,and the cat is damn fun to play with la,i just snap my fingers and the cat kept following my fingers,hence,i made it turn round and round and round.Unfortunately,the hui ling,keep pulling my shirt and yelling my name,made me feel embarrassed,not because she shouted my name,but having this kind of colleague sitting beside me,so i stopped playing. and the cat went away ):< but still,not long after,the cat came back :D oh ya,and i don't know which stupid dark person used my phone to take picture of him/her fingers using my phone.
Hong Tat is a useless NPCC Cadet,organize money and thoughts so long one.so stupid.
anyways,we went off awhile after we finished eating.
RAWR.seriously,i want to learn how to flirt,asked some of my colleagues at www
these are some of their replies.
Hong Tat:Just joke with them,girls like guys who joke alot
I can see that lui teng(mycousin) can flirt well,but he refuses to teach me.
Xiang Rui:It's just depends on you willing to be open enough to talk to them
Andy:Just talk to girls more la
now,these are from my friends
jinghang says i dunno
xunqi says she don't know.
ian refuses to teach
I have yet to ask jasper
Wei Ming gave me a link of how to flirt
i think that's all :/
AND,I DON'T WANT TO SPEND 14th FEB ALONE T-T

02/02

2008-02-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

T_T 12 more days to the day that i don't want to spend alone T_T
nah,lies,its just another normal day for me,i hope so.I just hope not to be emo that day.
mmhmm,work as usual on weekends.Not bad eh,today alot of teenagers :) they come in really big batches.Well,not many really funny things happen la.Except that i just witnessed something really funny.No,to be actual,not me.Its wardi(again -.-) What made it funny wasn't the actual thing,but wardi's laughter and reaction.But i shan't say it here :)
Oh ya,a few days ago,i bought a new bag,yay.A shoe bag,yay!All nike ones WOOHOOO,AND OMG LA,ITS EVEN CHEAPER THAN ONE CRUMPLER!Kind of regretted getting crumpler leh.and then i got my own.JEANS!its like my first pair of jeans in my life.cool eh.Anyways,went to bugis with jerren and ian to get them.mmhmm,i went home and tried something dumb,i put my crumpler into my new nike bag.And wow,i just realised,i could put like 3 more of the similar sized crumpler inside?OmG.
i feel very very curious when teenagers look at me and say hi,or wave to me.uh,again,no,to be exact,i feel really weird.I dunno whether to ignore or HI back to them.Like,today someone hi to me,i look at her.and then gave the,ya? look.then she sulked,so i hi-ed back and her friends laughed and then gossiped.eek!
omg la,that part shouldn't be posted one,but my dear friend jinghang said,in order to be able to flirt,i need to be bhb.Hence i posted that.
And seriously,i WANT TO LEARN HOW TO FLIRT!SOMEONE,TEACH ME PLS

30/01

2008-01-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

yay!a picture with enzzio,one of our ang morh part timer lifeguards :)
he's 17 this year :) single.

Alrights.Yesterday was the E&A training,gosh.it was one really tiring day eh.
We started off at costa sands.Alright,i thought it was like,we are going to do rescue techniques,and other more practical stuffs.But in the end.We spent the whole morning in the,some sort of room,like those music room one,very empty.Wa lao eh,i tell you,is boring until can sleep one.Everyone was so quiet,listening to our uh,trainer.Mr Yohan.
He's from korea eh.and flew to sg just to train us.I bet he's paid alot =X Aiya,anyways.E&A also so rich,pay that amount,is like paying 10cents to go toilet.
anyways,back to the lesson,two of our part timers got filmed.Although they knew they will get on the camera la.The purpose of it was to see if there were any mistakes they made.And the funny thing is that,both made the same mistake.hahahaha :/
and then comments and other things of what to improve on.
After this was test ):
and then,was the most happening thing of the day,1 hr 30mins break!We get to eat slowly this time,wooo
and then repetition training of our basic water rescues and the team rescue was next.
oh ya,we were divided into small teams of 8
Unfortunately,my team didn't have wardi ):
My team got like, me,yazid,nasri,jonathan,li jie,xiang rui,kingston,enzzio and our instructor was shorty :)
the team rescues were quick and easy :)
Lastly it was.Hmm,event of the day eh,the test.Omg.Even the full timers are worried about this.Now we are divided into teams of 5
My team has Gilbert,Me,li jie,Mark and lastly,Wardi
Heee,last group some more.can sleep one la.
During the tests,its like so fun,being the customer,cause we can do anything to defy the teams getting tested and we are not wrong!hahah!
But seriously,if there are customers like that,i will,confirm shout at them =/
and that's all.
BUT,dunno why,suddenly the Mr Yohan says that he'll treat us to sakura.OMG OMG OMG
FREE DINNER!practically all lifeguards went.OMG,and so many funny things happened there la.Throwing of food,Daniels dumb tricks etc,i can't remember it today >.<
oh ya,anyways,today is like very scary,cause everyone was wearing the lifeguard shirt.And the thing is that,we walk in groups of like 20+ everyone looks at us as if we are those gangsters,you know,HAHAHA.It's damn funny la when they look at us.
Finally,we went home ):

hey,why am i feeling this way.It sux.i don't wanna >.<
i don't want to feel this way.But why am i feeling this way?Why do i feel relieved when i saw that there was nothing in there about you?It's like when i saw ian's phone and i couldn't find her name.It's so identical.And normally,i'll get happy after that.Its,seriously very identical.Oh no. :(

27/01

2008-01-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

:) works for two days for one week.
anw,nothing much really happened today,started the day off at ular lah bottome,phoo!the day is like so hot,and lucky me get to start there :)
then wardi came just nice when it was rotation :) i can't wait for tuesday's training,hopes that im in the same team as him :)
Day was good.but today don't know why,so many disputes among guests for like small small things.

Anw,ytd was like damn fun :)
xiang rui was like yelling vulgarities in the bus cause i was playing with him that the person i like is this this this,that that that.Its so fun leh.i always enjoyed doing this when i was still sec 4.And after he scolded,there was guy with his 2 kids,malays then they heard me,and looked at me.
Me:"This gor gor,no good,don't learn from him,scold vulgarities one.WILD WILD WET lifeguard somemore!"and i smiled
the guy:"HAHAHA"but he did not say this la,he smiled widely back
and then i think i babbled something more,which made xiang rui quite pai seh.HAHAHA
and i think i said:"Must be like me,lifeguard!and
HANDSOME SOMEMORE!"
the guy gave a really wide smile and laughed back.WOoohoOOo
anw,if i remember anything else,imma blog later.my friends are bugging me to play with them ):

25/01

2008-01-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

i don't know why,i am feeling,very very moody now.

25/01

2008-01-25T13:04:00.000+08:00

o lvls results are like,ok,under average,that's what i felt.but still its like ok because i didn't like study much for it.Mmm,regretted,but like,what's the point?so,now i just pray that the course that i want to go,will take me in,cause my results are like kns.
rarr.went to school and saw everyone i missed :)
and people were like making fun of my nick.Ehhhh,i tell you,i don't like her.And Si Yuan she's not the one im talking about,you baka =/
Yea,were quite disappointed with my sciences,but still,got to remain silent,cause i really hate people who got like l1r5 10?and they cry,if i ever go to them and ask them,why you cry.and they answer,"its not what i wanted,i expected something better"
I'll like give them 3 or 4 slaps?Hey,you not happy,RETAKE LA.
ok,and then went to yu kai house and played for like the whole afternoon.Farhan,Dominic and Chung kit came too.
Chung Kit got owned bad in dota by Dominic.they played like 6 or 7 matches?
I think Chung kit won like only 2 or 3 ):
Aw.
Anyways.Allen is not really happy yesterday.):
Don't know why eh.I was like,um,um..bah,i don't know,i just didn't really feel right yesterday after i heard that voice.
And ian is seriously a dickhead,go out with girls also don't want to go out with us.
=X
So,maybe,with my results,im aiming to go for Films,Sounds And Video if not much people wants to go into the course or maybe,some miracle happen,i get into Digital Visual Effects,no more SP ):
and today,i went to play basketball with them.i swear,i'll never play 1v1 again.uh.maybe not,but playing after a teamplay,its like going to break my back.my weight too heavy =X.Keep jumping,later my back break.
and just now,i just did a quiz,its likes,so zhun?
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

SEE,Some of you will know one la! =)

23/01

2008-01-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

finally,blogger lets me upload pictures :)
anw,this was like how many months ago ah.
eh,very little got this kind of pictures one ok,i don't bbq things for others,but i rmb that day,because everyone was like just eating,no one help me to bbq,in the end i got to do it myself.
and oh no,no more pictures to upload,cause i don't take pictures alot =/

22/01

2008-01-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

): i wanted to blog like yesterday,but after i finished typing everything,it says that got problem posting,and i was sian until.k fine.
i shall blog about yesterday again.
Went to find a tennis course,but its only going to start at only feb?Wa lao.
Nevermind,i will get my own personal racket and the holder :) or what's it called.
Im thinking of making it my fav. sport,but basketball is like keep cutting in,cause those orchid park people keep asking me to play.tsk.
Anw,any nice souls who knows tennis willing to teach me?I don't even know how to hit a ball =/
And oh ya,when asking the person,i was like dazing off,actually its ok at first one la,but when i heard the word.Beginner.I was like,sian.i want to skip level >.<
MMhmm,im not learning alone,im learning with my cousin :) but it seems that a few other people wants to learn tennis too.I will not ask them along,cause not many people knows how to play tennis.HAHA!
I yearn to be unique.
Rarr.and today,i woke up late,hence i didn't get my racket with my cousin.nothing much happened until late at night when i went to find yu kai for pool :)
Yu kai never fails to amuse me with his pool techniques.He holds the Cue like a Shotgun!and the funny thing is that he scored like 6/10 leh.
Oh and he learned about the extension today and used it really foolishly.
Had a fun laugh,soon after seet,farhan and ian came.OkOk la,left like 1/2 an hour later.And now,im broke ):
I feel so left out la.Everyone is like,having a crush.
Esp. my workplace one,who like who,who like who,and is all colleagues leh!
I also want!But very hard.who is willing to mend this broken heart for me? :)
Oh!maybe i should make tennis my love :)
WAI.WHY I CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTOS AT MY BLOD ): :@

20/01

2008-01-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

Gosh,now i really hate myself,being emo when i shouldn't be emo.
Anyways that was last week,where all the fun was there,and i was thinking about what happened back then,someday during that week.
WALAO,that was the time when all the people say,who like who,who like who that time!and i was in deep thoughts!Wa Lao Eh,Sai La!
and then,i got to know everything just now,after work at the food court when everyone said who likes who.
Sally:"Eh Lui Teng,you want to talk to jamine?"
then i was like,WTH?!Lui Teng Changed target?!then i asked them,and they say somehow,like,are you slow or what,everyone in wild wild wet already knows,WA LAO!
WHY I DON'T KNOW,IM HIS COUSIN YET I DON'T KNOW...
and finally,i got to work,but i was like early for 123456 minutes,no one helped to check the schedule for me,im so hated.tsk.
anw,on the way back,where there are only guys,we,exchanged thoughts,and,OMG,I SHEN ME ALSO DON'T KNOW.ehhhhhh,its not i don't want to know la,its that time,i totally no mood la.
But Nevermind,now,i shall have no mercy,any like here,like there,i anyhow say :@
AND OMG LA,my dear cousin,lui teng,as old as me,has a fetish for older ladies,somehow,called jie jie,or sister,all older than him!I know him so long,still don't know leh!wa lao eh!
Rawr!anw,today is a fun fun day :)

17/01

2008-01-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

:) quite a wonderful day
went to northpoint to eat with ian after basketball,
gosh,i was almost dying of hunger,from morning 9 in the morning till 2 in the noon without any food in the stomach.
Had lunch and then ian suggested that we play mahjong,so they came to my house and we played mahjong,but we didn't even last for an hour,and everyone stopped to play psp.
Really had a hard laugh when jinghang used my msm to scold dominic,its damn funny,all the eff words coming out,but i cannot post here :/
Dominic's reaction was,oh,okok i go tml,that jinghang damn bastard.but,somehow dominic knows that's jinghang.
went to northpoint(again)for dinner,and omg,again,KFC wa,one day two meals all KFC.
anw,we went to play pool after that,its really crap,maybe i shouldn't play la,clear all the balls already,but the black ball,stubborn one leh.Don't go into the hole that i want it to go,always go the opposite one,then make me lose.)':
When you work,you want to study,when you study you want to work.
That's really weird,or that's somehow i feel.and now,i realised how hard it is to earn money,i can spend like half of my one month pay in like 2 hours?I'm really desperate for money now,but my duty supervisor is not letting me work!Because too many people working!Wa Lao!I WANT TO WORK ON SATURDAY!BUT THE SCHEDULE CAME OUT BEFORE I COULD EVEN BOOK THE SCHEDULE,OMG LA.T_T
it really sux one leh,thinking that i'll be spending the day doing nothing,but just wasting money.i feel like getting another job,but,like that if im working five days for the other job,then the weekends are burnt for lifeguard,then i'll be leading a no life,life,which is damn sian.Gosh,someone tell me what to do T.T

16/01

2008-01-16T14:14:00.000+08:00

changed new blogskin and url :)
anw,been really really bored this few days,no work,all play
its really boring eh,i thought of going for the interview @ popular,but guan hao says that,they won't be so good to let me off for my weekends,which will cause me not to be able to work at wild wild wet ): and come to think of it,i'll be really worn down by then
monday to friday,popular.
saturday to sunday,wild wild wet.
wa,no off days.and it also means that i'll not be free to go out with friends ):
it will only be work work work and work...that makes me have no life eh.
anw,alot of things happened these few days..but,in the end it leads to a happy ending :)

jinghang and yongwei came to my house yesterday,just to play psp,however its still better than all of u staying at home alone,its really boring ok.we played yugioh,seems like everyone is going wugaga over it after me and jinghang just kicked dominic's and hui fong's ass hard =X
we await for you to win us,dominic and hui fong,since dominic is so sure that he will win us when he sees us next time :) ya,after the play,we went to northpoint(again) to have dinner and we had quite a long chat but a fun one :)
i just realised its a pleasure to have funny colleagues.
well,maybe im going to popular for interview and hope that they let me to be on/off :/
Time seems to be passing more slowly than i was at work,seriously eh.
Oh and its damn funny eh.
I sent hui ling one sms
"you know im outside your school now?"
and she called me,and asked where am i now,HAHAHAHA
you just got scammed bad. :]
try scamming me more la,then i show everything to him,now is just a payback for the last two times you scam me.
anw,im so bored now,someone ask me out pls ):

04/01

2008-01-04T14:05:00.000+08:00

:) today's my pay day,but im not going to get my full pay yet,cause they say they'll split our pay into two as there are too many staffs and we all work different shifts :/

life really is pretty boring when we're not studying.
Its really funny,
when you study,you don't even feel like opening the textbooks,taking out your pen to do your assignments,but now,i'd like to do some assignments...Omg right
That's how i feel la,maybe not for you all?

Anw,i swear that im not going to play basketball at night,it really sux,i thought those night people were fun,good to play with,in the end,aiya,alot of things happened...But in the end,people still say im the winner =)
and tsk,i injured my injure ankle again,wa lao eh,limp already still pain..
oh and anw,lifeguard(andy,me,cheng da) pwnz =) certainly not shao wei ,won those school players,not bad eh. =)
cheng da is a really nice person one leh,you don't see his face like pai kia pai kia like that,he's a good guy luh,he don't smoke,and he's studying in SIM now =) he also plays for safsa last time,and he told us alot of his ns experiences,which is damn cool and funny...
tsk,how dumb can one person get?as dumb as hui ling?(not ang) =)
she told me not to tell others that she is coming down to find us,but in the end she post on her blog,and only put my name sia,wa lao,why don't want put Shao Wei,what allen they all -.-
Don't like that leh,i will get into alot problems one like that,and she's very very dumb,don't even know how to take mrt to khatib,no comments.
Note:Shao Wei has made a blog :) rmb to link him,but i don't intend to let him link me :X

Off days are really boring,until now,i can say that i've played12 matches of dota in 2 days,this is really killing me...
im falling in love with emo songs and i don't know why ):

01/01

2008-01-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

i want to blog,but im too tired to even think...
Finally i had a taste of how is cheng da's life,but mine is like more slacks,i work play then work,he is work all the way :/
Countdown was ok with colleagues,but,still,some things happened,but we managed to still have fun ourselves (:
anw,HAPPY NEW YEAR,shall blog more things next time
and,i've fallen in love with emo songs (:

30/12

2007-12-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

i swear,i feel really really weak now,mentally,yes,i never felt so weak before,i really feel like crying out.but somehow,i just can't..
Why do you even give me hope?
Why did you even came to me with such an approach?
Why is it that i would think of you when i want to do anything?
Why,Why,Why?'
Why am i so naive?
Why can't i just open one eye and close one eye?
Really,i felt really,really dumb after knowing all these things,
i asked him,why you like her?he gave me a reason,and he led me thinking,
they say,feelings come and go,yes,it came,and i thought it'd go,i waited,it didn't go,it stayed deeply etched into my heart,and now it collected up and made me feel this way..
i want to forget it now,but i can't...
When i heard them say,i really felt,dumb to the extreme...
I really was envious when i saw him felt angry when he saw another him doing these things,he'd even feel this way,he could accept it,to tell you the truth,i won't,i felt really really angry inside,yet i acted as if nothing happened,and smiled and cool him down...
i feel really weak now and yet all the time,i thought i was strong,helping others,bullshit,im just another one of the weaker people

26/12

2007-12-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

this photo really brings back memories (:

this is also in my room!
my own queen sized bed XD
i think its just nice for my size only leh,HAHAHAHA,i want a king sized one!
and oops,its really messy :/ cause i took the picture after i woke up,realising that i do not have to work today

omg,this is in my room XD,
nono,not the tv,the Home Theatre (: fuaaa,i just love my room la
Tho,i cannot blast the Home Theatre with my dad,cause my mum will shout at us if we do so,but its so leet leh,having this in my room (:

alright,i finally had a day off after working for a week or more
i finally got to know almost all the full timers well enough,they're really funny
for instance,there was once,the people staying at the chalet right above our briefing area when we're going for debrief,dropped a soccer ball down their room,and he,yazid,ran to the ball and kicked it..
Not back to them leh,he kicked right over the roof,and he said sorry,didn't do it on purpose...
and he told them he kicked it to the next room,and suddenly just nice got one boy walk out and he called for the boy,but the boy looked scared and went away back into the room
Then when he walk to me,i ask,:"purposely one ah?"
He nodded his head and laughed..
anw,yazid is a very fit guy,a malay
and he's really funny,he only repeats the kiss goodbye,first verse of the song...
when i heard it for the first time,i was kind of shocked and i asked
Me:"wa yazid you know chinese?"
yazid:"of course,my mother is chinese,father is malay,but come out,like that."
all of us laughed ._. cause he's kind of dark

anw wardi is a really funny guy also
me:"wardi,last night never go party."
wardi:"no la,i good boy,stay at home read book only...and when 12 o clock already,i shout merry christmas..but ah,when those people make a lot of noise,i will only shout !#$%...You going for the gala nite on thurs?
me:"no,i good boy."
wardi:"oh,alamak,new year coming..a new start for me,must change.Should i be a good person and keep quiet or continue my nonsense."
Me:"continue your nonsense." :D
he nodded and smiled then a few girls came and he gave sweets to them ):
don't know why also,they splashed water at me -.- , made me wet..
anw,wardi is a malay,also.
and yesterday,some young kids,were really nasty and gave us trouble,but it was before i came (: but when i went to work,i saw DM talking to them,and,cool man
They became really quiet ad composed themselves,its really funny can,they looked damn hilarious to me..childish people =x oops
anw,yesterday was a really really busy day for me,i had to open and close a point for like 3 times,lotsa things happened la....

oh and huiling,uh,not ang (:
you owe me one christmas present,call me uncle one more time,i don't get you one present in return ';...;' and i remember hearing from some other lifeguards that kids call you auntie,HAHA!
ok,im tired,need my rest,
I DON'T WANT TO WORK TML >.<

25/12

2007-12-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

firstly,merry x'mas (: now imma to whine
BLOODY HELL!
im only 16 and all those aunties ask their son to call me uncle
*(&#*(&#(@#I@

16/12

2007-12-16T15:32:00.000+08:00

i changed shift again (: ,actually i am supposed to wor this morning,but,don't know why eh,i don't feel like working,there's this hunch ):
I shall blog slowly now,for as far as i remember what happened.
Friday
Very Very Very Bad day...Uber bad...that day was like,all families,no young people at the themepark playing,see those little children until sian...Or maybe its just that im feeling damn sian cause im working OT,and YuKai started work that day...Cool eh,and there're two more girls.But they only worked till 1430,tested ride with them leh,the rides will be damn boring if you don't breach the rules or nearly breach them,cause sitting there,just spinning is like,sian,don't hold handle also can one leh,but still can see that both just started to play the ride,yu kai was emotionless and the girl was like shouting,damn funny one leh,then ah,one raft on the way down was stuck...spoil the whole ride...tsk la,then i wanted to go up test ride again,but ah,wa lao eh!got 5 person on the raft liao...then the girl was like so enthu,and she went in,left me and yu kai,i asked yu kai to play,but he don't want,he claims that he's shy,then they went down,and i rushed back then to report to my station before my duty sup see me not there :/ then later got bad record,no good one leh :/ Fuaa,Sit at the station until butt pain,last time is,want to sit but cannot,got those dumb dumb waves,then stand until leg pain,go tsunami,very heng one,i walk there,either is wave just on,or wave just off,so either is sit long or stand long...but so far,i sit longer (:
Well,some serious things happened,but,don't blog here better,its not a nice thing too..
and i almost fell asleep while waiting for stand down..

Saturday
actually i should work the morning shift,but i changed shift with faizal,hence i worked the noon shift,practically nothing happened that day la,everything was smooth,but i miss the test rides ):
the rotation was like ??? to me,i keep forgetting which place to go,but when i reached a place where i could see yu kai,he was damn funny,no whistle one,the slide operator,
and i felt very pek chek after sometime,because he didn't help me,normally,experienced slide operators help to look at the staircase place to see if people are resting there anot,but ah,i was the only one doing that keep scanning until eyes pain,and the other girl was even funnier,i wistle the people sitting at the staircase,she look at me,only,i whistle until cannot take it,then when she looked at me,i signalld her to whistle at those people,but ah,she whistle so soft man,of course the people there don't care la,then she went off from the place she was standing and asked for help for the experienced slide operator,which is another girl
She is very very very very fierce,i think i heard her shouting,OI GO AWAY LA,from three stories high...don't mess with her leh
Anyways,yu kai did his first hourly report and he was like very nervous and shorty was teasiing him,and he saw me laughing from another place,its damn funny one,but if you never listen to it,you won't find it funny one la...
And Yu Kai,stop lookin at me when you are not doing work,im not gay pls

And yes today is sunday and i am very bored
i can't wait for alex to come to wild wild wet,or any other people,cause if they ever come,for any minor extra actions they do,i'll whistle at them (:
and this is for the staffs there to see
Andy has a crush on rosadhel
Lui Teng and Xiang Rui has a crush on phoebe
yes,i have a big mouth (: who ask them don't tell me who they like,or else i won't post here :)

Oh no,i think i have fallen for you ):

09/12

2007-12-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

off day!song lehz
but first let me blog about yesterday..
08/12
yea,its a saturday,and im working,has been four days since i worked,consecutively eh,but i think my pay is not even over 300++ yet,tsk ): k to be precise,its only 240+ little bit out only, wa lao eh ): but nevermind,at least it is better than staying at home doing nothing..
Ok,reached wild wild wet at 11.45 and i started work at like 11.55 to let people go makan...heng the weather was like very cooling,if not,die,hot like dunno what,cause the first station i did was the ular-lah bottom...Time passes really fast there leh...Its like,wait awhile then got something to do,like push the floats and talk to the guests...
MMhmm,and some sort of funny stuffs happens leh,at maybe all stations la,but encountered this kind of things second time
A group of girls:"get ready ah"
Me:"huh?"
then they started to spray water at me continuously,and ah,the water is like dunno -123456 degrees,so damn cold,and they spray until dun wanna leave...What to do,man,and they lucky thing for them is the ular-lah top bucket dropped,so i got to signal to stop sending guests,and go retrieve it,and they stayed longer there, ._. but at the end ah,they left,and went for the ride again...Heng,i wasn't there already,rotation already (: anw those girls are like 13-14,so young ._.
next to tsunami pool
ok,i stay there for like 5 mins,and then i blow my whistle already,my cousin more power,when he scanning the pool,he already blow whistle at these group of indians,keep on breaching the rules one leh...Ask them not to hold on the ropes with their hand,they use their leg...
They got brain one anot sia..Ok,after they don't hold with their legs,they go and hold on to the rings at the side...I blow at that guy which is at my cousin's blind spot,he ignore me..
Ok,sua,i blow again,he look at me and ignore,then bo bian,i whistle to my cousin,ask him look at him,but he still cannot see eh..Omg..
Finally used the walkie,then he go and call him to put down..
wa lao eh,the tsunami like 123456 soccer match ending like that,after i rotate again,i saw the other person,he scanning that time,also blow liao,damn funny sia...
Then after that he tell me,these kind of people,must f*** them once then after that they don't dare already,he still say when i work long already,i will know,hope so leh (:
Now,its like a habit for me already :/ go any standing stations,i will find a pillar to rest to,although cannot one la,but who cares la,everyone doing that also :p
Around 4+, wa lao eh,the sun just nice,buy 4d also not so nice,shine at the place i can sit...
so hot and sunny sia,like oven like that,cannot stand it man,i was so hungry back then la,no energy to stand also,but the sun shine on my face until i bo bian,must stand also,very irritated at that time...But heng ah,for like 15 mins,the clouds covered and omG,once i sat down,i almost fell asleep :/
The DM room is just behind me,fuaa,heng nvr doze off,later if kena push inside the pool,very malu,anw,the place i sit is just beside the pool..
And the same thing,same peope took the ular-la happened la,and they said
"Who ask u so good to bully,thats why we spray water at you.See you later"
i was very tired by then,so i ignored them :/
yea and then went back to yishun to acc. my cousin to buy psp,the usual shop,the usual people...
But now its different,no people ka jiao me,instead,they having war with psp,damn funny sia,their vocabs
A:"Eh,i working don't kill me leh."
A:"wa,CB,i working la!why u kill me?"
B:"got free one,why don't take."
C:"What is my death now ah?"
A:"16,but you still top frag la."
C:"WA,CB LA,WHY DIE SO MANY TIMES"
A:"you put there pause,free frag,of course die so many times la."
i was there laughing like siao,they damn funny one
and yes,my cousin got a psp,cool eh,slim leh,even better than mine,i so envious ):

mm...
09/12
woke up at 9,its like a habit leh,these kind of things,tsk,wake up so early even though i do not need to...anyways,went out to buy something at northpoint for someone...i was late,hehe,as usual,but this time got reason one leh,i help my father set up a glass,dunno call what at home,so i bathed at 1.15 and reached there like 1.35,but i cannot find hui ling,so,i decided to go and find jing hang while sms-ing her,but,wa lao,can gum abit anot?he just nice go break with guan hao
&#*(@&!@$
then she came up and found me..walked for some shops and then decided to buy a cup,then wanted to buy a watch,but ah,don't have a design i want,so,went to amk hub to see see,and wa cool man,i totally forgot jason and yongwei they all got bm lesson today,and just found out jason is working at ntuc next tues for $4.30 per hour,OI,the pay is like cmi leh...and yong wei is much more cleverer,go for another interview,better than the$4.30 cmi pay =x,eh siyuan not saying you ah =X,hahahaha,ya,and then went to look for si yuan at ntuc afterwards,You Stupid Stock Boy (:
mmhmm,and omg leh,hui ling's pay is x2 of jason's and still not enough leh,must +1.40 some more,jason,u qi liang la you ._.
Fuaaa,went home at 3+ while she went to her grandmother's house to play mahjong,or dunno do what,and then i had fun with my new bed,and home theatre
Its seriously,very,uber,shiok (:
Ok,i go relax abit more for now...
bye bye (:

08/12

2007-12-08T10:11:00.000+08:00

fuaaa,how long has it been since i last posted ah,not i don't want to blog eh,but its like,whenever i switch on my comp,i feel so tired,and everytime,i work till 8 eh,then reach home at around 10 cause i needa go bathe at my workplace and then eat which makes the time to be about 9,so i reach home on comp then its like 10 already,and im tired from the noon standing and the coldness of the water at the bottom...alot of funny things happened eh,and i got alot of very funny and friendly colleagues,they're really funny and nonetheless,im a full fledged pool life guard now,:) no more trainee on me,yay
omg,yesterday,there was this large poster,or rather few days ago,alot of us thought the real high school musical casts coming sia,but ah,in the end,is the singapore,dunno what come and my school came eh,i was shocked leh,when im on duty,then suddenly saw those white shirt girls,i was like,wth?
and,woah,they are just outside the staffroom,and im like walking pass there for every 15mins,so when i past by before we are on standby due to the weather,those group saw me,and they look at me as if they saw alien sia,eh,i cannot work as lifeguard meh? )': i was kind of surprised when even the grads came,only some grads came la,kind of curious,but cannot ask,cause working,saw people like,ying shi,hui ling,kathleen,got one more ah,but i don't know the name,and wardi damn funny,he go disturb them,then got knife-d bad..mmhmm,and went to watch the performance after work,awhile only,must support my school leh,cause everyone's else school also never come,only mine,so proud,fuaaaa,left for dinner with daniel,enzzio,phoebe and sabrina..~~
then went home...
Eh,im not dao la pls,hui ling,im on duty when u call me,and my duty supervisor is watching me la,talk=die...
okok time to go for work,bb

29/11

2007-11-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

fuaaaa,first day of work,songgggggggg,shuuuaaaannnnggggg ddaaaaoooo,the senior lifeguards say until like,"you are paid to get this training."HAHAHAHA!la,wa,then after that say we get paid $5 per hour but the money is used to get the E&A cert for you...then we were like dot dot dot and then ah,he still say,you won't get the copy of the shirt,you only get the photocopy of it,then everyone went....even more
ok,then we started off with self introductions...Got to know all the guys there,they are really friendly and most are like around my age,except 2 (: norman and Gay both after ns already,they keep saying they feel old,but they damn funny sia,esp. the norman but i forgot what he said already la...
The senior lifeguads were shortie,edward and jimmy,all three of them are damn funny man,esp. shortie,go around telling people,"im h0t,very h0t."then all of us were guys,and we just looked at her and don't know what to react...and then got one scenerio that we need out whistles,but,alot of them never bring,so one guy bought a whistle,but wanted to change the colour,
Shortie:"Eh,C** B** la you"
Then everyone in the room was like very shocked,but shortie was joking la...
Oh ya,before the lesson started,they asked if any of us were smokers but none of us were la...Then the shortie say,no,i only excercise my lungs,i never smoke,kind of lame la,but we laughed (:
then we went on to lessons and then hands on and finally went home...
Hey,i challenge you all,try swimming against the waves at the tsunami pool,its not easy la,wa lao eh,make until my hand,here sore there sore,tired until like what...
roar,and i have a assignment to do for my work,but,WEEEEE,i finished it in 5 mins,pro right,
fuaaa,then tml i think,im so gonna die,alot of hands on in water,fuaaa,and i hope my people go wild wild wet tml!and one sad thing is,the break is only 1/2 an hour ):
ok,tml work,i shall go sleep now,bye bye nights

27/11

2007-11-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

shitz shitz shitz shitz shitz...
i guess im wrong,omg,means,rar,i've been wrong all the time,i presumed wrongly,omg...why like that sia,or maybe issit that he just wants to divert the attention to other people?Not possibly leh,omg la,im going to lose sleep tonight to think this,bahh,joking (: I am more into thinking of my new bed and my home theatre and fuaaa an lcd tv in my own new room.P.S.Im not moving house (:
Fuaaaaaa,Omg,my hunch,70% that qi wei is attached 30% qiwei is not attached (: i shall not mention the girls name la (: fuaaa,omg leh,qi wei attached already,cannot gay him anymore..tsk..and please,i gay people for the fun and joy of it,not because i am gay ok!So please stop calling me gay )': fua,went to play basketball,first time im not the last few that arrived...Kind of sux,didn't win any today,and for the first round,my leg is like burning,cannot tahan,very very hot if i stay on the ground and not move...Fuaaaaa,heard that qiwei met man ting at 7+ and think they chat till 8+ or until si yuan jason and benjamin arrived,OMG LOR,HE ALSO NOT SO GOOD TO ME ): fuaaaa...i guess his summer arrived la,when will mine come )':
hmph,wa lao,my tagboard seems so dead leh,you all very dao leh!Now im :@,i want to close down my blog liao la,all read already don't tag :@ ';...;' , koh si yuan the famous one,always read and don't tag...Yu kai also,wa lao eh...
And im so addicted to the song bu zhi de by dreamz,very very old song,but seems like it speaks out my mind though... (:
omg la qi wei,please go check out the tennis course leh,i going to be very busy soon and cannot check for you...go with man ting la (: then after you all checked,sms me for the cost (:

26/11

2007-11-26T11:19:00.000+08:00

Oh my god,shitz,tsk,fuaa,fooo,boom
i wasted like 2.8k in 6 hours yesterday,and my leg is breaking,tsk la,its even more than my monthly pay even if i worked OT ):, but nevermind anyways,finally got myself a proper bed and a lcd at my room,and something that i always wanted,a home theatre XD,yay,though i wasn't really satisfied with the one i bought,i had no choice because my mum didn't really like the other one,which was really much more powerful than the one that i chose,and my dad liked the other one too,its noisy enough (:
Fuaa,they are delivering my things on the 4th of dec XD yay,few 1 more week and a few more days eh,FUAAAA,can't wait for it la...And then WOOOOAAAHHH,a few more days to my training at wild wild wet,SONG LEH,OMG,alex,three more days hor,and i can go look at those chio bu-es that you can't see,fuaaaa,yay...
omg,im still not sure where to alight to go to wild wild wet,forgot which stop and its like so,confusing,there's so many hdb flats but nevermind,haha,i can do it! (:
._. alright,i don't know why,everytime,i see your picture,i always lose the mood to do things,everything just goes ba ba baaaammm,when i see you online when i alt tab from my game,i always don't feel like playing it already ): and when i randomly surf the net,i see u online,my mood goes down again,closes my ie browser and i go stoning in the air ): and OMG,i dreamt of you last night, ._. and now,here i am,having a no mood post and having no mood for everything,and OH NO,that feeling's coming back...
Roar,very very bored,nowadays

24/11

2007-11-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

Its so hot can,today,wa lao,on air con still no use,wa lao eh,though this morning there were like so many strong random winds la...
And mmhmmm,this morning fuaaa,basketball,and woah,fuaaa,lost all my form,even though im not that good,but,omg!Nothing's left from last time,guess that i should isolate myself from the arcade basketball machine,my hands contradict the strength from my knees.Omg,i will be like talking alien language to you all...And yes,i slept late and was late...
Fuaaa,omg,i realized,yet another new thing,something about qi wei (: fweee,ok,we played some random matches against some army men,and we lost by one ball,boo,and ya la,because of me lor,tsk,i concentrated,focused,and bet on luck,nothing goes right lor, its always short,the shots i make,they were never right...
Fuaaa,Qi Wei's getting a ps3 soon,or got already,i think :/
And Jason,u are one (*#@()*#@#*@ guy,call qi wei call people,in the end sleep until dunno what time and never come at all,what the hell la,tsk tsk...Why don't want come sia,next time cannot play ball with me already eh ): work work work...
So,went home after one match,well,there were like 5 people there,me eddie qi wei cyrus darren...
FUAAAA,there's bb camp on monday,but,fua,im not going (: i'd rather have fun myself with some random people before i am strapped down tightly by work...
I hate my parents when they switch on the air con at the living room la,my room will be so hot even when the air con is at like 20 degrees,roar...

random

2007-11-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

if u want courage,i'll not give you,but i'll force it out from you

23/11

2007-11-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG,FUAAAAA,YAY,OMGZXZXZXZXZ,ROAR,FWEEEEEE,FUAALALA
today is such a fun day,omg,firstly went to wild wild wet with my cousin cause i wanted a job and then since he's in it already,which im pissed of why he didn't ask me earlier...And Omg,the manager is so funny can,Jimmy is his name,fuaa,he's so friendly,but i forgot what he did which made me laugh eh...
At first i was like,oh no interviews,then he just asked me how long had i gotten the bm cert,hence i said 3 mths and he went on and ask me just like 3 or 4 questions,then he said,are u free on next thurs?We have a training for those interviewers,and then you can start work,and i was like,wow?so fast?Fuaaa,songz man,and we shooked hand and weee,im so gonna do well on next thurs...
Then i got to know some information from my cousin omg,he says that if you fail to save one person,you'll be guilt stricken forever,although you didn't kill him/her la,but it stays with you forever,from a video la,and because of this ah,OMG,two guys quit from it,omg lor...
And trainings for the facilities there and other safety rules ah,omg,i can't wait for it,why can't it be earlier >.<>
Then i took bus 39 back from there and then,to causeway from mrt,fuaaa,saw jason,and he's forever like that,condemned from girls for 4 years and he's on the lose,omg,and he claims that he's one of the decent ones already,others are like wolves...
Omg la,i love zikeng lor,he's so damn funny,used to make fun of me,but now he ganged up with me to buwee some othr people,omg,he's really funny...but he's way of humour is always wrong,always got some vulgarities inside..And we went to seoul garden for lunch (:
Ate some food,and i was full la,Omg la,Seoul garden is never fun without yu kai,they took so little food la,then i need to walk so much,i remember that time,i only walk twice lor,when yu kai was around,and the food they cooked,SUCKED,OMG,but aiya,im there la,saviour for them (:
And fuaaaa,11 people went lor,so fun,many,got me,jason,zi keng,ker liang,aloy,ting si yuan,cherie,yu zhen,adelene,regina,xin jie and some people left and joined us later,they were...oops,only lyon,fuaaa
Jason,went off halfway when we wanted to go bowling...cause he dsa-ed to sajc and needs to attend some things there,he claims that he's needed la,he keeps going lor,until we numb to it...
FUAAAAAA,then we went to orchid country club for bowling and roar bowling is definitely not the sport for me la,23 points only,wth...i emo-ed there for the scored ): but,weee,im a sportsman,never give up!got a better score,but still not good la,bu neng jian ren's score,only 54,i tried to learn on sport,not easy eh,doing those spins like the pros XD but still,hais...very very diu lian ):
Alright,im so busy on msn now,can't blame for being famous (:
And wa lao,why you always not free one ):

22/11

2007-11-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg,im so so so so so so so so excited about tml la...firstly is interviewing for a lifeguard job and then,fuaaaa,pri 6b outing la,weee,get to meet fun people like jason and etc.s well,yu kai couldn't go ): *frowns* i need someone to get food for me as im too lazy to move,hahahaha,no la,yu kai makes nice food,he cook and i eat... (:
ZXZXZXZXZ
today not as boring as yesterday la,although the game that i wanted to play was undergoing maintenence,had fun bickering with other people in maple,e.g.koh si yuan,he's so funny ok,
Si Yuan:"...going for job interview"
YuKai:"What job interview?"
Me:"Gigolo."
SiYuan:"NoOOOOOOooOooo.Anything but that."
fuaaa,so funny la,i know he's got xuan wen,but i still love making fun of him (: Its so fun..
Well,after that went swimming with yu kai,i ran,and i almost fell,woah,then we swam and yu kai did silly tricks like doing a backflip elegantly and we did some synchronised swimming,but i couldn't do it well ):
OMG la,i aged alot eh,tried to challenge those yishn swimming team people,but,2 laps,and i was like,god,give me some air,omg la,my stamina drop like the water level in a bottle in a very very very very thirsty person's hand,omg,they can swim at my sec 2 speed and continuously,can't admit that they are good...
Then went to eat at northpoint,AND OMG,i saw the gigolo,adonis,darren and man xing,omg omg omg,i love man xing...He makes fun of me and i counters back with one sentence but now,he says even more which makes me speechless.Fuaa,i cannot say here,cause got something sensitive about me (: well,went to eat with them and then proceeded to the game's corner to let si yuan clarify his doubts why he cannot play some of his game and adonis bought his 2nd psp (:
a slim one though,heard that he sold his previous one.doH!omg la,never ever make fun of man xing when your phone is near him,he will take your phone and then call some people to ask for another person's phone,omg la...
Well,man xing is just another l00ter,eat yu kai and my food like its his,roar,eat you up ar!
and woah,some da xiao jie is going to work eh...
Fuaaa,i shall prepare for tml's work,Buai buai

21/11

2007-11-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

ahhh,omg,im so bored la,just now went out to take back my bm cert,and i just found out that my cousin is not at home,omg la,sianz,waste time,then i went around doing nothing and slacked,relaxed with the breeze and fuaaa,ian saw me,i saw him but,roar,he was going to the movies so he left ):
Psshhtttt,wanted to go to the reservoir,but going alone is like,emo and yes sianz look at the water,my best friend,fishes,i enjoy eating them and not forgetting mosquitos,i hate them,because they always feed on my delicious blood,fua,then i went home...
Roar,mum scolded me for not taking back my cert ): but nevermind,she see me everyday like that nothing to do,also kind of pissed off,so,i can understand her la,and i always tell myself,Calm down,don't make rash decisions like shouting back or what,fuaaa,yay,and there was harmony.
Well,nothing much happened today,i really like watching kids playing,they show the really pure side of human,having fun,voicing out their minds totally...So,hah,uh relaxing...
Well,recently,i've been thinking,what style do i play,and omg,just nice the prince of tennis showed what style of tennis fuji played,Fuuaaa,dumbness ._. Well,now i am determined (: i desire to try to win your heart :/ Omg,i sound so,fuaaa,hahahaha,yes i want you...And omg,i know its irritating of me to talk about her all day,sorry la alex ):
And and,no,i am not missing her lots so stop sending me that picture and and is getting jealous a way to show someone that the person is important to me?I don't think so eh,because i get jealous of ming gui and yongsiang,AHAHAHHA,not because i like ming gui,and of course not yongsiang,but is the chemistry they have,so....mmmmhhh,don't say already (:
alright,and panda,chillz la,take things slowly,think of me la,best way,then laugh (:
Well,im kind of crossed with my cousin for not asking me to go for interviews and he's happy having chalet and holding on to my bm cert,and yes,im certainly not going for other job interviews except lifeguard as i wanna be closer to my best friend,the water roar....
Ok,imma start maple soon,hence,add me in bootes XD xxfuji,but i dunno when i'll be online,hahahaha (:
Ok,yu kai's rushing me to play with him,i shall stop now,Bb

20/11

2007-11-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

fuaaaaaa,omg,another boring day,well let me start with yesterday's visit t the expo
booo,so many people was late la,i thought i was the latest but still got people reach the meeting place even later,roar,but nvm,anyhows we got to the food expo in a group...
When we reached there,all of us were like finding food to sample,but only got drinks ): and we walked and walked,eventually,i cannot stand it,we were not eating any food,hence we split into smaller groups so there will not be so many different suggestions,
Me Yong Wei and Jason
Eddie Kai Yat and Ming Zhou
roar,once we split we started buying otah and was like splitting the cost,but it was 4 for $2 i think,hence one person has to pay more but get one more share of it,I had no change hence i took $2 out but that jason,"Each person 50 cents the person that pays $1 gets an extra share"
He was already holding out the $1 coin while he has a 50cent on his other hand,but clenched fist,hence this shows that he wants to have the extra share la,wa lao!say la,me and yong wei
will give u the extra share one la jason...Fua,tasted some more food,like the takoyaki balls,unagi,shark fin soup,some juicesand lastly the taiwan ichiban chicken (:
Fuuaaaa,when i saw it,i told them it was nice,then when we met up with another group,eddie and me were like "hehehehe,they die liao,make them die after eating this."
Yep,they died,the chicken was very spicy,wahahhaa,Jason accepted one challenge from Yong Wei,it was not to show signs of spicyness when eating the chicken piece,Jason failed miserably,though he didn't open his mouth or ask for water,we saw tears coming out from his eyes,hahahaha! la,Well,although Eddie and me tried it before,its still spicy :/
And eddie was like lagg after eating,he's starting to speak nonsense,hahaha,a h0t thing after a long time of course will not be hot after that la, ._.
Then all of us went home,Fuuaaa,the unagi was like sux ._.
Mmmm,today,more jia lat,nothing to do stone at home,play comp,psp,and watced some anime,Omg,D grayman is so what man,i watch until cry >.<>
Fuuaaaa
Alright,Last night i got this feeling,yes,i hate people interrupting me when im playing,i tend to shout at that person if he/she continues bothering me when im playing,but eh?I had this weird feeling last night,i was really not interested in replying that sms,and my replies were like short...I wonder,if you felt the same in replying my smses...
Tsk,tomorrow's gonna be an even boring day,some peepsare going chalet ):
and omg,im thinking of you even more today than yesterday ):

19/11

2007-11-19T11:24:00.000+08:00

doh!omg la,last time my left shoulder injured,now,i cannot turn my neck,)': someone sayang me pls =x joking ah,hahahaha,ok la,anyways im kind of bored,waiting for me to settle down and deal with my injuries before i go food expo,yay,food sampling time,fuaaa...
Ok,something really weird happened just now,there was this rebound,cyrus,qiwei jumped,tapped the ball,no one could reach it,i jumped and tapped again as cyrus was jumping,and i thought it was mine,well,and OMG,it went into the hoop ._. T-T i scored their point?Omg,silly mistake,then i emo-ed,for another two balls before i go all out...and heng ah,got win by a few balls if not,ah,i think if we lost by one ball,they'd kill me ~~~~
One person really makes alot of difference eh,one kind of playstyle and the team goes with it,yay,influential eh,woohoo,well,and omg,shoot ball until half,turned my head and saw someone ._. then i look at qiwei,he gave me that gay face again...hates him ';...;'
Fuaa,Oi,Not everytime i look elsewhere is look at girls ok,im not that hum sap,blah,ok i go prepare some things to eat before i go for food sampling...
And RARARARARAR JING HANG IS WORKING ALREADY ):

18/11

2007-11-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

omg,im so in love with old songs nowadays...
bahhh,today when i was stoning alone at home,eddie called up and said he wanna come over my house with four other peeps,they were,jinghang,yongwei,jason just nice 4 (: they know i won't wanna mahjong,hehe,hence call just nice 4 and they started playing,yes,initially it was kind of boring not many laughters and not many many talkings..
But woohoo,they started monopoly after i suggested and how they missed monopoly,alot of noises lor,jason keep shouting here and there,so noisy >.<>
YongWei did a bad move which made the game a really exciting one,he exchanged one property with Jason and jason went like crazy,built houses and made hell lot of money,everyone was like Oh no,we don't want to lose to jason,but heng,everyone ganged up and wanted jason to lose..
Unfortunately Eddie lost first,to jing hang,but it was damn funny la
Eddie:"i lose to jing hang also don't want lose to you"
Jason:"Wa lao,we both a1 one leh,how can you like that,i also teach you so many homework things."
then eddie started my psp and ignored him...
Jason was ignored la,he was damn funny...Then Jason lost,bo bian one,two person ganging up against him,very ke lian eh ):
Okkkk,and then Jing Hang was like winning but suay suay step onto yongwei's just built land and he lost,awww,alright,it was a fun game by the way,yup and ren hui came my house too...
Then we went to interchange to find alex and went off to prata house to dine,omg,it was like alot la the XL murtabak,eat until bloated,and alex was like so full that he cannot finish,but hehe,you never finish 8 pieces so you must finish the last one,he eat until like damn full,wahahhaha
OoOooOooO,seems like lotsa things happened after i went to sleep eh :/ and roar,who keeps talking behind my back when i woke up this morning,sneezed like dunno how many times...roar,let me find you out,and you die!
ok,i go find some other things to do now,buai buai

18/11

2007-11-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

Omg,omg,omg,pitchaya's gone): *sobs*
ok la,actually not so sad,but still,she left us ):
mmhmm,ok,my legs are like breaking,this morning went to basketball,and then went to airport,to see pitchaya off,and yo,i didn't cry,my eyes were so tired that i start having blurred visions,then that gracia say i cry =.= and there goes everyone with their woohoo and wawas'And no,i am not gay and i do not have any relationship with kai xin please stop those nonsense,ok
bah,initially i met ian,and he dressed shabbily ._. , never seen him so shabby before,well,changi airport is really far from yishun ok,and i remembered something like going out,hence tsk,he went home to change,or maybe,off to meet the other group with girls,tsk la,
Nevermind,i saw qiwei,yay,there were like different channels of groups,me qiwei syahril and di yao,the almighty guys (: the other one was the couples group cecelia,adonis,xuanwen,siyuan tsk,and then the last one (: heh,yongsiang,jinghang,ian,hui ling,cherilyn,kai xin,chen min,ming gui,lovers,kum admirers and some lightbulbs...
Tsk,went off to plaza sing after that to watch some movies,but,no fav. time slot ): then we went to cathay and omg,my cousin is working at the adidas shop there,saw her and chatted with her for awhile,then i brought chen min who knew her to her...
We watched Beowulf, ._. its a really ;;;;; no link show ok,9.50 fly away watching some guy fighting naked and then the cycle goes on and on,but that beowulf was just the lucky chap who was chosen to be animated.
And then,went back to plaza sing to look for something that i desired,but,hoh,so ex,i'll go and buy next time (: Oh ya and qiwei,syahril diyao left me alone with the weird weird groups of people there ): i feel so alone after that lor..
and then we took the mrt back and woaaaahhhh,there was this art performance,there's hip hop in modern ballet,Omg,mind me,im a newbie in dance,and omg la,pri 4 kids breaking on the stage,cool man,but i left halfway,because my leg was like,"pls go home"hence i went home,and take away some food and left,fuaaa,im so dumb there's this f&n soda water drink,i thought it was some fizzy drink,in the end,yes it was fizzy,fizzy plain water,OMG,i felt like spitting it out after one mouth,fuaaa,then reached home
yay,after a few months,i felt that i've grown (: not getting upsetted by trivial things and yes,i am making much move precise decisions now.omg,i sound so bhb :/
well,yes and i thought that today i will have some weird weird actions,hence,woohooo,i changed them and hahahaha,there was a clone of me today,but i cannot say who,because only through experiences you get to find out such beautiful things (:
Well,you are still mada mada dane,work on more if you wanna escape my eyes (:

16/11

2007-11-16T14:19:00.000+08:00

XD,prom's over...
Everyone dressed extravegantly eh,omg,except me,): so lupsup,hahahah,but ok la,OMG la,ian and me doesn't have a table hence we sat with the teachers,omg omg omg omg,and we happen to know all the teachers,but it was like kind of stress lor,eating with adults but,there was only 6 people,hence we got extra servings of food XD...
The programme started off with singing of the school song,first time sec 4s sing so loud eh,hahahha,and then there was some games,but,the teachers and us couldn't be bothered hence,we just started eating,the food there was ok la,uh and many other small programmes which we didn't really care also because whenever there's a programme,food was served,hahahaha,
and then was the prom king and queen,bah,shak won,unbelievingly lor,i bet everyone's unhappy with it (: but nvm,he brought entertainment,keh,and then after prom was phototaking session time,mass photos,solo photos,doh!I took some and then went off to the first floor with yongsiang and listened to some songs,he really very emo eh,keep quiet and then actually we wanted to go for nightwalk,but in the end he decided not to,maybe because of the dunno who or some other reasons la,and then i no choice,went to find other people,but just to find out that they wanted to go hui fong's house,tsk,i was so bored,that i decided to go home with dominic and chung kit...
Alright,let me say something interesting,dominic has a new crush,or how do i put it,bah,i dunno,when he receives one sms from the girl,he smiles to himself,and then chung kit and me was like non-existent and he kept repeating the same old chinese love song from his phone,however i won't say who the girl is (: just take a look at his inbox,he doesn't deletes them XD hahahahaha wooo
oh ya,and i didn't know teachers were so resourceful,they even knew who and who were together in our level,even the lower secs,omg la,aaLllllooottttt lor...
Oh man,today's gonna be a boring day again ): watching anime,play games,stone at home ): Omg,someone ask me out pls );
and Boooo,pitchaya's going off tml ): let's hope i make to the airport on time (:
and ian,im not following you (:
P.S ian did not taunt last night because he is going to play badmintion with the dunno who today and after that go east coast with the dunno who,maybe several few different people is the dunno who because i also dunno thedunno who,
omg,i contradicts ):
ok,i go stone with my psp now

15/11

2007-11-15T13:22:00.000+08:00

doH!Omg,prom is tonight,Omg,Omg,Omg,and heard from panda that some other school has their prom tonight too,wow,cool,i don't want to see so many people hanging outside at night,because i may want to hang out after prom too,a crowd too big makes nothing goes well ):
bah,anyways,omg,i wonder how some people will dress...
tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk
yesterday went kbox-ing with some peeps,dominic,yongwei,jinghang,guanhao and tsoi man xing (: that man xing,is such a bastard,once he reached there,he's start to disturb people,e.g. dominic,and it was non-stop ok,but who cares eh,he was the latest to reach!and when he is reaching,the bus just went off!we had to wait for another bus ok...But that man xing kept disturbing him,hence,i started to help dominic,
Manxing:"Wa,got new handphone liao can hao lian liao la"
Me:"Now i know why xiang yun want to break with you"
Then man xing give the ... face (: Everything man xing does that irritates us,always get shot back by the same phrase,(:
Ok and then we started singing,however,man xing when man xing held the mic,he was not singing,instead,he was playing a fool,shouting,making weird noises,but eventually,he began to sing...That dominic likes to challenge limits (: he went to sing Ai Cuo,in the end cannot make it XD Zou Yin,hahahahahha,wooohooo,and i duet with him and jing hang omg,wahahhaha,but it was kind of weird eh,two guys singing fa xian ai,liang shan bo yu juliet,and some more la,i forgot,the effect was weird eh,and i got to admit,i sang the lousiest there ):
Duet-ing with dominic was damn weird,but the feeling came when i duet with jing hang XD
maybe because used to it,i used to duet with him so much in school ((: and hah,i thought that one song that jing hang and dominic sang together was nice,the song by jiand mei qi and guang liang,very soothing and they were in sync (:
well,the worse one was with man xing,he make so much noise that i couldn't even sing ._. (:
but it was fun eh XD
and yea,well,we got sorta high for some songs that we all shout the lyrics together,(: some songs which guan hao changed the lyrics XD
WOooooo,i think i hogged the mic the longest,hehehehehehe
Ok and then we went to eat at amk hub it was packed,hence we splitted and after that we went to ren hui's house,man xing and dominic left,sobs ):
well mahjong-ed there,and ren hui anyhow played and got pwned (:
doh!and we went home,well,today's going to be a busy day for some (:
and fuaaaa,i want more kbox sessions!

14/11

2007-11-14T11:01:00.000+08:00

doh!one more day to prom night...
ok,actually i blogged on monday,but when i pressed the post button,they say got error,my iexplorer closed down,OMG LA *&#*(&*(!&!*^@)!@)!&* everything gone,i became emo and went to sleep...
mmhmmm,and yes,o lvls is over,now i gotta plan what to do during the holidays and blah blah blah,aiyo,i forgot what i wrote on monday,but nevermind,lotsa things happened yesterday,gah!
ok,i was so bored at home and thought i could have gone out,but in the end i stayed at home until 5+ when jinghang's cliqe came to my house for mahjong,ok before that,i was so hungry that i almost fainted ok,no food from morning till 3+ so i went to cook maggie mee,and quickly finished it,gah,the battle of the big elephants attack and the small elephants attack,continuous one eh,until i came in buahahaha,but,aiyo,yongwei caught me off guard,he was short of one tile,tsk,but nevermind,then we went to eat dinner at mac,and chatted chatted and chatted until 10+ then when i reached home,that ren hui called me and asked me for help on his new psp game,bleach..
bah,then some people chatted with me on msn,and i'd like to tell you ah,i would rather you not tell me anything than giving me that kind of extra informations,it just leads me into more thinking and makes me sorta emo,and go serious into games,which makes it not fun anymore as i kill my brain cells on the game instead of having fun,rar,you know who you are,gah...
and i wanted to blog something like,"after o lvls,i still feel so empty,something seems to be missing for me."But after getting to know what's happened,ok,i know,im not so empty anymore,i still have friends who joke around and have fun with me...poo
yes,i know,im falling for you,but,yet,i am so cold towards you,tsk,give me time to overcome this obstacle,when people get closer,communication just becomes the problem,alex told me before,but i didn't know,i would have a problem like this,ah,well,sometimes,its just different,maybe because there's someone beside me?tsk,troubles...
and another song entered my fav. list (:
Apologize
Oh and,seems that lotsa people are dying their hand,but i am certainly not dying,ok (:

10/11

2007-11-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omg omgzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz
o levels are almost over already,and prom is coming ._.
well,i was very very shocked today,my mom came home after work and said,"tml we go out go and see the home theatre and the plasma tv that you want for your room"omg la,i want to go so much eh,but,ah,exam the next day,last two papers and,im lazy to go out la,i just want to sport sport sport and sport,don't know why,i like sweating so much nowadays,despite i sweat very easily la,and omg
that weird weird feeling is coming ._. , which means,after awhile she will just become another memory,i was thinking about it a few moments ago,maybe its good,anyways she's heading towards another sort of education from me and ya,well,all these weird,vexing feelings will soon be away,but again,i thought,do i want her just to be another memory of mine?Omg,so many things la,link and link and link,then become nonsensical ._.
and boo,pitchaya is going back to thailand,and im going to see her off (: so,pls,anyone who knows what time to gather inform me ((:
wugaga,recently,i've been staying at home,doing nothing,maybe,just staying at home so that i can remember my very empty room where i sleep,cause imma get a queen sized bet,plasma tv,and home theatre,BOOYA,yay,hehe,maybe next time can call people over my house and watch some movies together? (: ..mmm and well,maybe staying at home now can just prepare me to be prepared to go out frequently during the long holidays because i might be working and going out alot,then i won't miss my home so much (:
keh,i wonder eh,go different school means that two people cannot be together?Just really puzzled by ming gui,cause when she says that the dunno who might not be going the same school as her,she says that therefore they have no point of being together,but eh,i got one friend in poly but is together with another girl at jc leh,don't know how they got together but he says they were together in sec school...
Ya,and i saw some harsh things by the dunno who,no wonder,recently they never go home together,they quarreled,haha,neverminds,monday (: i shall see la,and maybe,im gonna do something stunning or maybe something might just happen :/
gah,and i love saying this phrase
be awed by my prowess,then the fans go,wugaga,WINNER IS ALLEN,ALLEN IS WINNER
hahahahah,some quote from prince of tennis,hehe
alrights,imma go play now
ciao

07/11

2007-11-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

wuyiwuahah,blambalemlembelemlem~
heard that song some time ago,heh,some things are so coincidential eh,when i just off mine my phone at 11.30++,someone sms me at 11.35,then i slept at 12,someone sms another person at 12++ to ask if im slping,wooaaaahh twice...some things are just so nice one lor,and i remembered last time,when i read yong siang's blog,he sms that melissa,at the same time and he got another sms from her eh,heh,cool eh, (:
ok and today,i got woken up by another sms,when i was lying dead after getting up from my louya mattress and to the masterbed,don't know why,i feel so lethargic nowadays,ok and then,the rally began,hui ling's brother was having his cpr test today,and he was like so,nervous,and kept shooting questions at me,then even after msn asking,he smsed me,un fortunately ah,sms until half,i decided to go for a swim at the complex,hence,i never answer some of his questions,but fortunately he passed la,or should i say,instinctively,because its not really hard anyways..
booo,just 12 laps,my eyes are killing me swimming in the pool water without goggles,blah,and just after one lap of normal speed swimming,my arms are like dropping,totally no strength,now,i really wonder,how did i do 50m in 35 sec and 25m in 13 sec,or 30 laps in 39min,totally off my standard now,nevermind,i shall go swimming twice per week during the holidays (: and gah,i saw my cousin and my group of ls,bm classmates there,they were swimming there too,blah,ahgahgahgahgah,and yu kai is going wulala to know who i like..
and today yu kai asked me a question which i cannot answer,"who do you like" apparently i couldn't say the name out,and normally i would not want to la,but,today,its like if i said out,am i lying to myself,that sorta feeling...
and im getting really frustrated over people asking,"hey,you bought new clothes for prom?What you wearing?"ok,prom night is a night you dress well,but do you need to go to the extent for buying those extreme uber flashy clothes,think of it la,you buy that sort of clothes over 2 digits,just for one night,worth anot..anyways,anyone reading this,stop asking me what im wearing,i'll be wearing some formal clothes only,no blazers,no tie,no tuxedo
poo,and i still can't think of what to get for that panda

06/11

2007-11-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

ok,now,my leg is in a terrible state,its hurting every step i take,blah,all thanks to my slippers la,played basketball on it,jumped like a kangaroo and landed,always on one leg,and then i jump and jump and jump,until my back,was like,omg,and furthermore eh,i walked back,despite having a very very fragile back already,if someone was to hit me on my back,i'd ko :p,mmmhh,and well had some random challenges from naval base sec people and ya,was fun though
and,yea,im back from the 2 day one night trip at yu kai's house,they are like crazy la,slept at 5+ am,while i slept at like 1 or 2 like that,then they even got woken up a little bit later than me as i woke them up because we need to have our breakfast..and ya,nothing much happened last night,except that ian,was really getting on my nerves,when i was using msn,he kept repeating what i type and what the other person replies,and you know,he has a very low and unsexy voice,which easily pisses anyone off easily,haha.
oh and ian is really a pig,ask him to wake up,need to guys to call him until we very pissed off,ask him up is like waking a person who hasn't slept for days..roar,felt like taupok him with yu kai

05/11

2007-11-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

ahhh,omg la yay woohoohahahahahah,today is so what la,ok,i woke up at four cause i got a tummyache and couldn't sleep even after i tried to close my eyes,hence i decided not to waste time and study more on the conflict and cooperation theme,and you know,IT NEVER COME OUT LA,WA LAO EH,T_T,i studied one day for it lor,then nothing come out,i was really gek ok,but,aiyo life,must accept it,but luckily,hehe,i studied venice also,hence i could do that last question on venice and ok la,i think can get a c5 at least ((:
mmhmmm,and then,got back our testimonials and i saw mine,my teacher wrote me as a sensible,matured wellassuming,although i dunno what it means la,then my teacher also writes that im a person who other people turn to when they have problems,eh,HOW COME SHE KNOW,but anyways,im not a person who believes alot in coordination la,although i wen t to national camp (:
ehehehehehhe, after i saw my testimonial,i was like on cloud's nine la,smile from ear to ear eh heh,and now its only a few papers left so can relax,and now,im spending my night at my friend's house and this is blogged at his house,wooooooohooooo....
mmhmmm,and yea,i make sure that,if you don't tell me the venue on wednesday,i haunt your brother from your house to the swimming complex ((:
and uh,panda,you say more ah,i make you cannot take colour photos anymore,roar

02/11

2007-11-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

omgzxzxzxzxz,the physics paper is omgzxzxzxzxzx la,what i read up,didn't even come out ):
ok,nevermind,shan't talk about the paper anymore..
cool,si yuan got his own psp slim,purple colour,tho it looks nice,but,still,its gay,haha,anyways,he's well known for that,heh...
it really is annoying to observe people's ugly side,yes,i have an ugly side of certain things i do,but ah,to see people repeat what i did,really,i don't know whether to laugh,or to help la,because i felt that way before,the feeling...but,ya,its really pleasing to see old kids like us,still behave like young kids so naive (:
mmhmm,soon adonis's gonna get his own psp slim,hehe,faster get your own psp!I don't like your wangan midnight >.<>
tsk leh,that thing still bugged me,i seriously don't know how to deal with it eh ):
wa lao,people around me are getting attached one by one,for 16 years,i remained single, ): very,very,very,stale life i lead lor,no breakthroughs,rawr...
heh,today is damn funny la,when i was outside,walking to school,i was like damn tired,and couldn't concentrate,and then when i was reaching school,my eyes were on the floor gazing around then looked up,suddenly Mr Ramesh tapped on my shoulder and say,"WAH IGNORE ME",omgzxzxxzxzxz,i didn't even know it was him,i was gazing around,its damn scary la,when,its like,a stranger tapping on your shoulder saying never greet me,but lucky,my lag not that long,recognised him few miliseconds later (: mmhmm,yu kai couldn't see him properly as he hadn't had his specs on,specky (:
ya well,off for games now,and
WILL ANYONE BE MY JENNY? (:

31/10

2007-10-31T22:01:00.000+08:00

!!!!omg,last night was really horrendous,only a few people knows it and even one of them laughed at me!';...;' u know who u are eh,roar,eat u up ar panda,or nevermind,don't eat you up,give you a few more obaka at your eye,make you cannot take colour shots forever!muahahah,ok la (: i stop cursing you
mm..ok...ah hah,i read jing hang's post,wa lau eh,so emo,like shen li shi bie like that,ahahahha
bleh,everything is like that one eh,always opposite of what i hope it will happen,not once eh,not even twice,thrice...blah,i'll just try not to think so much about it,life's never easy to walk through,tsk...
overall for o lvls,easier than i thought,but i know,with all my luck,i'll just get an average score,if no luck,then imma do quite badly ): blahh..anyways i just want to go to a poly :// tsk...
fuuuaaaaa,sleepless night lor last night,closed my eye,but turn here turn there until 2+ then i can rest,and woke up at 11,OMG LA,so late,)):
my post feels so empty,tsk,
k,i go do some other stuffs now,chao
P.S. im not gay

22/10

2007-10-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

!!!!!O level a maths paper 4018/01 today,heh (:
ok la,it was fairly ez but i had a few mistakes here and there,bleh,so,ya,i just aim for a b3 eh,unless tomorrow is an interesting paper and miraculously i can solve them somehow,mmhmm,the atmosphere was really tense eh,aiyo,study so many years just for the next few days,bleeehh..
few days ago was like,so fast over,went out to study and stayed at home to study,then time just pass like this ): mmhmm,went out to study on saturday with diyao and alex,that crazy diyao and the always hardworking yuan lin,mug from 10pm to 8am at khatib mac,siao one eh them,no need to sleep,just mug,that is not good eh,your liver is going to suffer (:
mmhmm,alex was more like doing nothing there eh,and i was doing a math (: then that diyao,went all emo when i said he cannot come my house (: mmm,ya,i went home and did some more a math paper,well,they were fairly ez..
ya,and this morning,i went over to yu kai's house to study some a math and help him with some questions,regretted ):,with my help the o lvl paper,he can pass,if i never help him,i think he fail LOL blah,no matter what,i'll help him one la,haha,my pri school to sec school friend,so,we studieed for like 1 hr and i started to play his comp ((: yu kai took out his shirts and shorts in front of me ._. blah
im going rara over an old song,really describes my feeling eh,and the mv is so,haha,awesome,like my life ._. jian jian dan dan ((:
well,off for more a maths practices chao (:

18/10

2007-10-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

tsk,graduation ceremony,its like,so weird la,not really special,but there was this thought in my mind which bugged me for the entire day,eventually,before i went to have extra activities,i solved it,but it was not for long eh,during the basketball game,something's gotten into me,i can't get my head into the game,passes,dribbles all screwed,i thought that i can't guage the distance as my eyesight's getting bad,it was for two games,that i can't even pass properly,my passes were either too slow,or too short,i can't even see open spaces eh,my brain is like lagged,i thought that this was because too long never play full court,and hence,i was a bit held back...but i realised,after the match,it was something else eh,i saw something really surprising,then again,emo liao lor ): i decided to walk home,even though my back hurt and i suppose my knees are falling as they can't support my weight for fastbreaks,but still,if u don't push yourself over your own limits,you won't exceed yourself eh?ok la,then was supposed to go out to study,and i reached late,because tired+im not those who only appears punctual because another party is a girl la,jinghang,if u ever read this u will know ((: or any othe person of his clique (: and i left early because of some other reasons (:
si ming gui,u put my aeroplane,u good rawr
im tired,really tired of all these shit,after liking someone,communicating with that person becomes a problem,but i didn't expect that problem to be so serious,i can't even look into the eyes,not don't dare,i think is that i don't want,pssht,and then,when the person speaks,its as if i don't know what to say,what to reply,really vexing eh,k la,i stop this here...but seriously eh,i really don't like those kind of people who changes totally to a totally nice person when there is the prescence of a girl,those kind of people really disgusts me.
mmm ok,and
i love jinghang XD "MOTHER!!!!"
haha, ;P
and thank you pandas, (: eventually i found a way to do what u adviced me to do (: thanks ssssssss

15/10

2007-10-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

tsk,7 more days eh,mmhmm,big study groups never work out,i was really really bored at home,really nothing to do because aiyo,alot of things happened eh,i wanted to study,but i thought that,i could get someone out to study together,but in the end,that jasper,didn't wanna 1 on 1 study,hence,i got no choice but to go to the big groups eh..well,but,i flew someone's kite,sorry (: and ya,i watched diehard 4.0 and bourne ultimatum,wowderful shows ok,live free or die hard (: or change ur identity (:
mmhmm,i rushed down for jasper,and in the end,i saw him strolling to the mrt station at sembawang,rararararar,ok,and then as we reached there,i saw,4 guys on a table,no seats ): sob
then i stood and wait because i don't wanna sit on the floor!so i stood and wait until one person left,rarararar,tsk,in the end that ang hui fong,took my psp out,and spoilt all our mood on studying,and soon farhan started taking out his psp and played and everyone got a touch on both our psp...see,big study groups won't work for long ):
tsk,this is bothering me eh,i keep thinking and thinking even when im sick,this is very weird eh,i thought that,what will happen to us after o lvls?will we stay in contact with each other?will i pluck up the courage to do something daring?tsk,all these things bothering me,blah,i hate farewells..and pandas say that i am monotonous,then cheer me up la (:
k,tml got extra lesson so chao~

14/10

2007-10-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

8 more days eh,(: and im still not really done with my revision,its almost done though (:
well,someone asked me to blog,so,hmm,hence im here (: , recently these few days,not i don't wanna blog eh,its because i am sick ): then become tired,and it eventually leads to no mood to blog,nothing much happened these few days,except a few recent papers,chem paper 3 and phy paper 3,i won't score well for them (: the most i think is a b4 or a c5,hence im going to work hard for the other papers :/,but i know,kinda impossible la,based on my lousy iq..
tsk,i can't really remembered what happened these past few days,my illness,makes me forget them all but still,there's still one image in my mind,very clearly (: but aiya,that time,i didn't bring my phone or else,that would be nice eh,and hmm,hey,wait,my phone bill's exploding,so pls,don't call my hp anymore >.<>
mmhmm,and heh,i met up with this old schoolmate of mine,and we had a long talk,(: he's a clever guy eh,14 pts for prelim in andersson sec,that's like *#@#@(# good,for me la,cause when i had a glance on their paper,i was like ()*(#)@*)@,
bah,blogging crap..
well,being sick isn't really bad,u are so tired that you can't even think well,so all my other thoughts were not completed,so i can't emo anymore,and wow,not long ago,you came online,and now,im emo ):
how?
k i need my rest now chao bb

07/10

2007-10-07T19:59:00.000+08:00

this is really vexing,everything's hidden within me,i can't even voice out
i am no longer the allen everyone knows now

07/10

2007-10-07T11:16:00.000+08:00

16 more days left huh..
mmhmmm,omg,the feeling of graduating isn't really good eh,recently,it makes some people around me,really sad,everyone thinks about the past and then get really sad,all these things we've done,all these things we've said and all we had gone through...mmhmm,yes,i do feel kinda bu she de la,but no choice eh,its a part of life,i wanna go back to school everyday to sit there,and daze off thinking about some other things,and do zhang shou's revisions,its really touching when people says,"Allen,you can do well,you just need to put in more effot."eh?,i didn't know eh.."allen how come you know so many things,but you cannot score well"eh,its by luck that the question is something i know,so i can think about the answer quickly eh...mmhmm,and i like to sit there to listen to hui ling's observations,she never fail to observe how peculiar the teachers' outfits eh,mmhhhh,and many many other things..
last night,i had this conversation with yu kai,and ohhhh,i feel so sad after that la,not because he said something that upset me,but it's the questions he asked,those things he'd said,"allen,my mom compares u with me,she often says that u see allen,no tuition oso do better than you"hey,that was ages ago when i did well without tuition,but he still said something else,"You were once good"O M G,it's so weird that,that phrase comes out from him la,and then he rattles on and on about his life and my life..
i may look cheerful on the outside,but i feel really empty inside,those laughters are just to cover the emptiness in me,i seem to look like i have everything,materialistically,but,i've got nothing,the only thing that i face at home when i reach home from school is my empy house,the walls,the tv,there's no one for me to talk to,when some things bad happens in school,there isn't anyone for me to turn to,only until night time,my parents reach home from work then,i could share it with them,the time between was really really,unbearable,i felt like breaking down,but,there's something that keep preventing me to tear out..
i hate loneliness,pls take away the loneliness away from me )':

01/10

2007-10-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

01/10,i would be damn enthu on this day 4 years and more ago,haha,but i bet some of my beloved schoolmates and some friend i have outside must be having fun today too..

hahaha,haiyo,today,don't know how to say,haiya,wished i was still a kid back then,nothing to worry about,now,need to study stress exam ._. hais,so many things to think about la,then got this weird weird feeling,then want this want that,alot of things to think about la,bllaaahhh

mmhmm,today,not bad la,at least not as sad as before (: and the weird weird feeling about someone is like gone (: yippee,and then even though i heard that guy,whom i don't like laugh/talk about me,i was not angry la,then so on and so on lor (:

heh,we did scgs paper 2,the paper isn't ez at all leh,but still i aim for a 2 or 1 xD which is like impossible :/ mmhmm,and ya,ravi is very very irritating..

today,did the first few qns,very vexing,because the answers all not nice one,very very funny numbers,fraction,then that ravi keep sniffing,very very noisy,i was like cursing and swearing softly to myself and when i came to a question,QN 6,totally don't know how to do,but kept recalling,but ah,he kept sniffing,and i finally cannot take it,i put down my pens and smacked my face,which became very loud la,then after that he kept laughing at me because of that,and he began to push me around,but...i don't mind haha,he makes my day actually,haha,

and i love taking raymond's metal rule and whack him,who ask him,everytime take the scissors swing swing swing,and is i dunno then he swing,if he lau qiu,hit me how ): and he like to take his scissors and does an action like going to put that scissors to my back, ';...;' mmmmm,and

jason and yongsiang are trying to threaten me,rawr,qu chi da bian la you two..

and i shall post a random pic (:

hehe,and HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY to lin xunqi,haha
fuaaa,and the story ends with they live happily ever after
0168 <3>

29/09

2007-09-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

So much for my happy ending..
lets talk this over,its not like we're dead,
was it something i did,or was it something u said
don't leave me hanging...
)': lyrics from my happy ending,haha,part of it only
alright,life isn't so easy as it seems eh,pssht,recently,when i stay at home,i'll emo ): , hence i try to stay outside,but no difference la,no one likes me ): all don't wanna acc. me
gah,life is just so drama la..
heh,yay,im finishing a maths in a couple of days time,then imma proceed to chemistry,(: well,i actually wanna try something on friday,but,failed ): something really unexpected happened :/
so,well,couldn't get the other party to come,so,i went to study with yong siang and i completed quite an amount of work eh? (: well,studying with him always produces results,don't know why i can't concentrate when im studying with big group of people..
mmhmm,i was late yesterday,and,hah,i was two hours late, :/ but luckily yong siang wasn't there,but still,when yong siang reached,i was still 1/2 an hour late..
ya,so,mmhmm,failed la,wanted to ask the who to come,and when i smed her,she said she slept!omg la,): puo huai le wo de ji hua.. rawrr
omg and jing hang,u're just my favourite friend,haha..
si ming gui,see la,u say in my tagboard now alot ppl know alr la ): i will not tell u this sort of things next time!unreliable secret holder!
koh si yuan,pls la,stop threatening me T_T
ian,hey,yooOOoOooO wassupp xD
okayyy,i got to go to prepare for studying later chaoo
oh and from the story i posted last time
it seems that on friday both of em,didn't really talked to each other )':
live happily ever after together leh
oh and yongsiang was frequently looking at his phone when he was studying (:
seems like he's waiting for something (:

28/09

2007-09-27T19:41:00.000+08:00

ahhh,today was no different from last night,totally no mood,wanted to go out to study,yet no one wanna help me ): ... actually there's some people whom i didn't ask,so not everyone don't wanna help me la, :-\
there's this uncomfortable feeling in me,really,really uncomfortable feeling,it justs feels like my heart is so incomplete,i can't even smile that night,and there was this feeling that i don't even want to play or do anything,i just feel like crying out loud ): , ya,i tried,but no use,can't even shed a tear..bllaaaahhhh
however,this morning,i tried to smile as widely as possible,still,i felt really empty,those smiles were put on...everything seems so stale... )':
why is it like this,why can't i just put more effort into pushing myself ): ...why can't i even open my mouth to say those things i wanted to...why am i only looking secretly from behind...this is really getting more and more unbearable..
and thank you for all the things you've helped me with,whenever i needed help,i'd sought help from you,and you never fail to help me..ya,thanks alot..
uh-huh,english mock exam today,and i came across this question..Write about an occasion when you lied for someone you love from an embarrassing situation..
what is love?like?special feelings for someone?what is love? is it edible?i turned my head and asked ppl around me
me:"xuanwen,what is love?
xuanwen:"like la"
me:"like=love?"
xuanwen:"nono,love is 10x of like"
me:"..."
hah and then,
me:"raymond,what is love"
xuanwen:"all those things xuanwen said"
me:"...."
and one more joker
me:"jianzhong,what is love"
jianzhong:"ai lor"
me:"..."
i was stuck there for like so long,i was stuck at the word "love" what is love..is it edible?
bllahhh,in the end,came up with a shitty plot and tried to finish my compo on time,mmhmm,
everything was boring after that...
mmmhhh,school was so empty,the sec1-3s were at home studying when we were still in class doing nothing,bllaahh,then went out with the other two in-school gamers,the pro,jasper,the noob,ren hui
hah,we crapped there for like dunno how long and they left for home,while i,trying to find another partner to study was roaming there aimlessly,in the end,tmd,ian was using the comp,and that diyao,don't wanna come out to study with me,bleh..
ok,and hence,i proceeded home,yes,i walked (: its really weird when i don't sweat out much,i feel really weird when not sweating,and ya,i got emo on the walk home,it felt really really great,and i dunno why,the wind blows to my face and i think...(: its so soothing la,haha,
well,alot of weird things happened recently,my heart feels empty,sudden sharp pains at my ribcage,and blah blah blah,why can't more happy things happen? >.<
bllaaahh,life is complicated,): and
chung ming gui,u don't show others the ____ hor,and go tml la, (:
koh si yuan,shush >.< , u're not only hinting to other people,and you're indirectly telling ppl ):
ian,xing yi dai qing chang wang zi,yo,ni de hao yi wo xing ling le,but too late!
the walk home,is really great...

28/09

2007-09-26T18:43:00.001+08:00

why am i feeling so uncomfortable now ):

28/09

2007-09-26T15:52:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg,): ): ):
i saw something really really bad just now,but im not going to post it here (:
wahahaha,jing hang really damn funny today,ahahhaha,cannot take it,imitating someone..wahah,ok,i not emo,but i wanna be emo,this morning never talk only,then is emo meh =.= and whenever i sit there,i feel this don't-wanna-talk aura,so i kept quiet (: do nothing and organised my thoughts...mmhmm,im halfway to go for my a math revision (: , i know its slow but im trying my best >.<>
mmhmm,to dislike someone,isn't a one day effort,unless that guy is really really tao ren yan la,its like a snowball effect,everything bad or thing he does that annoys the other party is all stacked up one by one,until one day it hits a tree,everything comes out..
bleh,ignore that >.<
eeehhh,panda,u feeling better?,don't worry la,you can do it! (:
ah and who wanna go out to study tml? (:
alright,i go play some games before i study,buhbye (:

24/09

2007-09-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

mmmhmm,seems like the more i explain,the more complicated things get,hence,i shall ignore this problem,aiya,this kind of things depends on how well you understand that person,it justs depends on who he hang out with,if you're a guy,and u happen to befriend him,all his ugly sides comes out,which i shall not mention,if you're a girl,of course his attitude changes and becomes another person,who is kind,good,i don't deny that im petty after asking some ppl how they feel about me,but neither is he correct,he should have never gave me those attitude and those things he'd done...ok i stop here la (: thank you xunqi,thank you ming gui,thank you ian,thank you jing hang for helping me out..
rooarrrr,yay,actually i felt really better after asking them what to do,last night,i don't know why,this thing actually bugged me for the whole night,i wake up countless times,i just can't sleep well,then morning,i thought about this,hence becoming even more grumpy,it just really didn't go right...
bah,so next time,i shall go to the toilet whenever i cannot take this yi kou qi (: just like what i did today,i really dislike you..
heee,tan jing hang,omg,u are so funny can,u went to remember the moves for the mocca advertisement,and then show to us,its so funny can,and actually u brighten up my day,that's really good huh,haha...and i enjoyed singing with ian and jing hang to jasper,who just gives us the sian face and then swears at us,haha...heeeheeee and that xuan wen tries to eavesdrop us when i was talking to ian... >:(
heh,so
today
i
was
feeling
better
than
yesterday (:
and no,im not extra sensitive to only her comments,if any other girl would to say that,i would do the same for this manner,but if its a guy writing that,bah,that's easier to settle (: because boys and boys are easier to communicate..so mmhmm,haha (:
and and,not to forget,the girl and the guy are getting closer each day (: so,will they have their living happily ever after ending? (:
To be continued...HAHA (:
lastly,i shall ask u all to vote here for the story to be up again,if yes,i shall post it again with more facts,if no,ok lor,don't post it,and mmmm,the two main characters won't get to vote (:
ok chao,off to a maths revision bb (:

24/09

2007-09-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

omg,today took back some results,and ya,disappointing >.< , but nvm,i shall work harder for my o lvls (:
eh,got problem with me then say la,throw my paper for what sia,give me face that when u see me like see ghost like that,what is your problem man?Christian very big?give u authority to trick the security guard twice?Where is your integrity?Man,you're messing with the wrong person la,you got problem come face to face,why wanna do some small actions,if you've got rich parents,means that you can boss around?You think you look really good?pls la,ur face disgusts me,so many big big pimples,and you still don't wanna do something about it,go to adonis ai mei ya la,=x,go get ur face done before you talk to me before your pimple burst and something disgusting flies to me..You really really piss me off lor,although i know you won't even read this,because u don't have the time to,but i still want to write it here (: and ya,some of you knows who he is,but keep it to yourself la, (:
heeeheee,the story of the couples,today,both of them went around the school to don't know do what,haha,so...i don't know how to say,although i was there,standing,watching them,eating vinegar,they still never saw me!Omg,in a couple's eye,only their partner exists,im like transparent,T.T...
Okay again,i forgot to say that during recess,i wanted to go to a smart person to ask a math question AND AGAIN,he left me alone,to do my work,say want to help me,in the end went off with another person,wa lao eh,MY B'DAY NEVER GIVE ME PRESENT,YOU GIVE HER =X
and so,im left alone doing a question which i cannot do,but there's another smart person in the class too,but aiya,distance too far,lazy to shout pass,hence i tried again,and luckily not long after,help came (: so i asked and got the answer to my question ((:
omg omg omg...why are you always in my vision...and oh no,i think im eating vinegar because of you ):