Wednesday, March 21, 2007
22/03
):...As my birthday comes closer,my emotion just gets richer in a way that i become so much sentimental,that's really bad...
The way u talk to others will be the way i talk to you,if u ever shout at me or add soem stretching notes of ur sentence,i'll talk back same and if you're not happy with that,and u try challenging me,just bring it...You know who I'm talking to fucker,You made me shout today,You're just one fuck'n hypocrite,act big among the boys?act such sweet guy in front of girls?everytime u go u need accompany,eh , dude,YOU SURE YOU'RE A GUY?EVERYTIME YOU'RE FREE U GO POR CHAR BOR,go fuck youerself and get a life please,if you know who you are,or if the person ever reads this,jolly well change the way you talk and the was you act,you are so fuck'n disgusting...
k...i'll stop that :/
Again i saw a few unpleasing scenes again related to the person above,how i wish i could just throw some words to him...bah...but nvms,i'll tolerate...
As u all can see,I'm not in school today,and im bored,so im blogging now while u all are in school studying=)...Fuck,i cried last night,not because of a dream,but because of the things that went through my mind,i was quite conscious that night,i thought if i was really happy with what i have now and when i was really happy,whether i made my parents feel embarrassed if they have me as their son,whether i really made them once in this 15 years,i really can't think of once i made them happy..And i was happy once during my primary school times,because of grades and praises around me,but now,its all encouragements or facts that shows what i am...Those smiles i give in classes,were just a cover to cover up my sadness in my heart,out there,i might be that happy-go-lucky guy but now i can tell u all,im not that,i can cry easily which i hate...bah...i'll stop this here la,or else u all dun wan read liaos...
For the 1st time in my sec 4 life,i was praised by a teacher,that really brightened up my day,then again i thought,when was i really praised by a teacher,I kinda felt like crying not for joy,but for grieve,i thought of my results now and friday i know,i'll disappoint my parents...
My day was a bad day yesterday,but thank you ian,u came and u kinda lifted my spirits up...
Allen-Dead
The way u talk to others will be the way i talk to you,if u ever shout at me or add soem stretching notes of ur sentence,i'll talk back same and if you're not happy with that,and u try challenging me,just bring it...You know who I'm talking to fucker,You made me shout today,You're just one fuck'n hypocrite,act big among the boys?act such sweet guy in front of girls?everytime u go u need accompany,eh , dude,YOU SURE YOU'RE A GUY?EVERYTIME YOU'RE FREE U GO POR CHAR BOR,go fuck youerself and get a life please,if you know who you are,or if the person ever reads this,jolly well change the way you talk and the was you act,you are so fuck'n disgusting...
k...i'll stop that :/
Again i saw a few unpleasing scenes again related to the person above,how i wish i could just throw some words to him...bah...but nvms,i'll tolerate...
As u all can see,I'm not in school today,and im bored,so im blogging now while u all are in school studying=)...Fuck,i cried last night,not because of a dream,but because of the things that went through my mind,i was quite conscious that night,i thought if i was really happy with what i have now and when i was really happy,whether i made my parents feel embarrassed if they have me as their son,whether i really made them once in this 15 years,i really can't think of once i made them happy..And i was happy once during my primary school times,because of grades and praises around me,but now,its all encouragements or facts that shows what i am...Those smiles i give in classes,were just a cover to cover up my sadness in my heart,out there,i might be that happy-go-lucky guy but now i can tell u all,im not that,i can cry easily which i hate...bah...i'll stop this here la,or else u all dun wan read liaos...
For the 1st time in my sec 4 life,i was praised by a teacher,that really brightened up my day,then again i thought,when was i really praised by a teacher,I kinda felt like crying not for joy,but for grieve,i thought of my results now and friday i know,i'll disappoint my parents...
My day was a bad day yesterday,but thank you ian,u came and u kinda lifted my spirits up...
Allen-Dead
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:35 AM
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