< thiis iis miie_______`: April 2007
if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, April 29, 2007

29/04

yesterday was kinda a fun day,woke up played and soon after people came to my house,jing hang and si yuan came first,mapling was what they did for the first half hour,then soon after came guan hao and shannon...Shannon and Jing Hang were playing my psp :/...But as for Guan Hao,he was mapling,trying to buy 60% wand scrolls..Okay...He bought five,and scrolled them to his kage,it goes like this,as he clicked on his first one,it failed and he shouted C*$& C*$* B#$ LA,,then he passed,failed,passed and failed again,2/5,less than 60% ): awww,i remember last time i scrolled two 60% one day,i passed both,i felt kinda sad for him,k..Then,when jing hang and me decided to start our a maths paper,someone suggested playing mahjong,omg,but nvm,it was fun,the first part when i was playing,it was not so fun la,but when guan hao started playing for me,he started doing stupid stuffs,i told him to discard a tile,instead he threw the tile to the table,and i realised,he didn't know how to count :D,as normal human with average IQ,the picture shows u five sticks,so must be five right?,when shannon explained to him,he then realised it,omg?Low IQ?But ok la,there was so much laughter when he plays,he likes to do stupid stuffs.Oh,and before i forget,Jing Hang typed some msg,and sent someone,but guan hao was too engrossed in his maple stuffs than his future =),then Jing Hang sent another msg to the person who's name on my tagboard is *=)* and he gave s stupid reply back...Ok,thats for the day..
But Guan Hao is a really nice guy if you know him more,he cares alot for people :X,esp the person who calls him xiaopang =D,he gets angry when someone tries to get attention from her,being a nice guy,i won't name the person =))
As for Jing Hang,Nice guy,no doubts,excels in his studies,and i dunno why people always share their darkest secrets to him but,but its good la,very socialable,very helpful too,but sometimes act cool and act cute too much ;P
Si Yuan's a great guy too,helpful,caring and well mannered =),but sometimes he scold too much vulgarities,when he's happy or sad,he just shoots them out,i also dunno why loh +),I kinda envy xuanwen :,Omg i sound gay
Shannon,Hmm,i dunno how to describe him,:
Ok,so jing hang and me went to mac to do a maths,and after i did 4 questions,i knew how to do almost all of them,but i realised all of my answers were wrong,copy question also copy wrong,tmd,not one question lei,3 but its 3,and i even forgotten some of the easy basics )):
Okay,so we finished,and went home,and when i reached home,JingHang told me some incredible news,Okay,that time,i was playing my psp,and when i saw that,for the moment,i lost the whole damn game,spoiled my mood la...Omg,how can that be true,she likes a loser ):..OkOk,i shall not insult people on my blog...
This was what Jing Hang sent using Guan Hao's phone,
Sender,Choo Guan Hao
I love you :)
Receiver:Jamie
=))
Mid Years is tomorrow,still reading my blog?
Allen
Signing Out

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:39 PM
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Thursday, April 26, 2007

26/04

wow..one month pass so fast,its already 26/04,last month,this date,its my birthday =),well this posts will be about mostly about other people =)
I remember not long ago,while all the usual guys were in the basketball court playing some mini game,Dominic did something remarkable for someone who meant quite alot to him,he danced while playing basketball :D,but not as elegant,but still he did it and scored,that's really fascinating.Power of love?However,not long ago i talked to him,and he became really pessimist asking questions like "am i fit for her?"blah blah blah then again,few days ago,he said he wanna give up,what the heck....Aiyo nevermind la,his decision,not mine...But a note to you if you ever read this:
I think you're so better than him in anyways,you're not much of a hypocrite like him,least you have a unique character,unlike him,who's just a dog following everyone's butt around so what if he believes in God?If he ever prays to God that he wants a girl,I tell you,If he does that and he gets that girl,I will immediately whack him,no doubt,and if by praying to God,his answers gets answered,Im so going to swear at God,What shit is this?Relationship God also can help with?#)*()$#*
Oh and today after recess,once i got back to my seat,shak li qun from 4s1 came to the door trying to tell me something,but i can't seem to hear him,thus i gave him a curious look and coincidentally our maths teacher Mr Goh saw my face and went to the door to ask what he wanted,but being the sneaky shak,he went away in time,not long after he came again and said the same thing again,but i still couldn't hear him,hence he pointed behind me...I turned and now i tried to lip read him..Coincidentally,i read his lips right and i got what he said =p
he said S*****l likes *** L***,=) the name is obvious so i think liddat is enough for all of you to guess what's the secret =P...And i told to Jing Hang and other people...And now i finally know why ian couldn't come to school today x)
Day was fun,everything was cool,but still i felt something is lacking,therefore i shall stop here now..
Im getting more and more hooked onto you,someone please pull me out ):
Allen
Signing Out

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:35 PM
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Friday, April 20, 2007

20/04

~Didn't blog for quite sometime due to some unforseen circumstances~
I had a fever last night )): and before that night,during noon i played basketball,omg,and i felt so giddy and so worn out that i almost wanted to collapse onto the floor when i reached home...the fever went up to 38 degrees omg..so being a good boy,i went to sleep at nine and my father did not allow me to on the fan nor air con )):...The night was so unbearable la,i woke up countless number of times cause it was so hot that i couldn't sleep,but eventually i was able to sleep till the next morning,and i was sweating all over..But my father's method worked,i sweated and,my fever went down,so i went to school,but still,the heat sustained in my body and i still felt very hot when i reached school...School was great,this is the 1st time i spend two lessons outside classroom and it felt so great :D..It was like so fun,had a fun time talking to two of my companions outside the classroom,haha,I hope next time Mdm lim can always send me and jasper out so that we can have a fun time chit chatting outside the classroom,maths was ok,AND we were dismissed from school xD...as usual,played basketball with all those guys then went home..
And i realised something today which really..uh..i dunno how to say,i tried something which jasper used to do last time which was to do something special for someone he had in mind and although not every single one of the things i did succeeded,i was so afraid of the ball not being able to go in or when the ball falls out of the ring,i felt so disappointed,this is bad ): or maybe should i say good :/,i just dunno...maybe this is just pure infatuation or love...aiyo,let's put this aside,too much about me...
This portion of my blog is with response to Tan Jing Hang's blog:
Can you stop acting cute like doraemon?Do you think its cute?But to me,you're just a joke,you're no much better than me

That's what we say in class,and people thinks that we are making fun of each other,but we aren't ^^ we're just trying be bad and make silly remarks...

Dominic ah dominic,you're getting too emo nowadays,you think so low of yourself,say cannot cannot cannot,still say will lose to another guy,who sucks more than you do,you aren't even giving it a try,but yet you are giving up already,has the fire that was lighted up during the superteens course died out?Where's the high self esteem dominic i knew went to,or are you the low self esteem guy who has only two coins in his hands but he lost one,so he does not dare to give up any more coins for the chance?C'MON LA,YOU CAN DO IT!

Adeline,can you choose the present yourself and don't ask me to think what i want can?
Qi Wei,Can you don't be so gay everytime?cause i can't stand it anymore )):
Yong Wei,Can you stop acting cool,cute like him?
Wei Ming,Can you stop playing like an idiot? :/
Guan Hao,Can you stop being zi bi everytime?
Shannon,Can you stop thinking about Grace everytime?
These are all the names i could think of and what they do ;)
Allen
Signing out

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:27 PM
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

10/04

I'm so so so...I dunno what word to use to describe the mixed feelings i have now,i just totally feel so devastated,such low marks for tests even though there was a teeny little bit of improvement but that wasn't really significant...Most importantly i disappointed my parents badly enough,furthermore,when i thought of the high hopes my whole family has for me,i really felt like crying,everyone thinks so highly of me,yet now i get this kind of results which an express student taking all these subjects should not be getting...Memories of people being happy for me when i received my results last time,all flashed back,within minutes,I almost broke into tears...I really felt remorseful about what i have been doing since the starting of my secondary school life,everything seems so different from then...I really dunno what to do
And its been a long time since those feelings came,sometimes,this power is so miraculous?..There was once,we were playing some basketball shootings,or you could call it "HORSE",i was on the verge of losing,yet when that name came into my mind,i thought "for her" and miraculously it went in,and i won the whole dumb shit game..everyone there knows that the percentage of me scoring that was so low that its even lesser than 30% yet it went in,i really dunno why...Seldom,when i was doing some strenous exercise,always when i know or could not make it anymore,the name comes to my mind,and i will like overkill and beat the others flat...It's the first time i felt so strongly for someone,but we know nothing's everlasting or maybe i don't even stand a chance at all,just taking all these stuffs to myself,thinking of all those stupid things which won't even happen...And lastly we are like worlds apart,she excels in studies and cca while i suck in both or rather you could call it hopeless,i'm just like a brute,excelling in all those things which demands someone to do physically which are of no use,i feel really..
Just these two days,school was torturing enough for me,everything went so wrong,from what i can see from my math teacher,i can see that he has already given up on me,this was the first time,i gave a teacher such impression,even my sec2 or 1 art teacher didn't even do that even when my artworks were horrendous...Maybe I'm not even trying for my studies,i just dunno
I really look forward to the day when i can be really really happy for once in my secondary school life,i still remember how i felt when i was really happy during my primary school years,that feeling was very very good,
Allen-Dead

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:46 PM
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Sunday, April 08, 2007

08/04

yay!My parents gonna be back in a few more hours time from Japan =D
Finally,i do not need to do anymore extra household chores which i don't do usually,and no more lonely nights at home,the loneliness is so unbearable,no one to talk to,whats more when im sad,there's no one i can talk to...
Well,but that means,no more freedom ):,i will need to report to them wherever i go and i cannot do things which i did this whole week,blast music as loud as i can,leaving my things as messy as possible etc etc..
Something really touching happened today,i went over to my grandparents house for lunch and i saw one of my cousin,we talked alot about games,animes but when i talked to him about my work,which was done very badly last term,he said"OI!OI!you ok anot?"
Wa,it really touched me,and last time he asked my mum which JC i wanna go,and my mom asked you look so highly of him ah?and he said,"yes,he's a smart kid"
when my mom told me this,i was so touched,but never cry la,although my cousin wasn't a really clever kid,he's really a very caring person,i really love him,but he's 19 this year )):,army time
He's really a great cousin compared to those on my father's side which i feel like just giving them a slap...
Yesterday went to singapore expo for a concert with Yong Wei and Ian,It was a great concert i have to say,althought im a freethinker,while my parents are taoists but it really moved me when Jesus got to take dunno how many number of lashings,and there was one funny part where three guys changed the lyrics of the theme song of Tokyo drift to some thing related to Jesus,but it was really funny,ya..
And Ian ah,he's one ass
During church services or preaches,we aren't supposed to sms,being knowledgable,me and yongwei decided to ignore our incoming sms,but ian continued to reply his sms during the service,despite me and yongwei's suaning he just kept smsing like no one's business...Then we went to have our dinner at tampiness,the food,due to the time,it was 10pm++ so there was not much choice of food left,and we were damn hungry so we bought anything we saw and ate...
And again,ian is such a bastard,he bought his food first and ate without waiting for me and yongwei,despite that we told him not to do this last time,he did this again this time,he's really a stubborn guy..and before we went to singapore expo,we went to shop for my outing shoe =P,i shall the picture next time :p,and we had a great time talking about someone in my class while having our dessert near northpoint...
Lin XunQi you wasted my $5.50 on thursday and i'll not forget that :p
Allen
Signing out

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:43 PM
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

03/04

AHHHH =D,My water bottle was found in class xP heng ah :p
As i said before,my parents left for japan last night around 10.30pm and i was left alone at home,all alone,i slept alone,alone in the house,but wasn't as boring as expected..And i got people to give me morning calls as my old alarm clock,my dad went overseas,so i was afraid that i would not get up in time for school...One of them is Jing Hang..Thanks la =D for waking me up,i still remembered what u said :p
Jing Hang:"eh,wake up le la."
Me:"Orh"
Then i put down the phone,and found out it was still quite early so i slept a little bit more,Then the other person called,Lin Xunqi
Lin Xunqi:"hello"
Me:"hello,ya"
Lin Xunqi:"ok bye bye"
So i hanged up and finally reluctantly left my bed...The Day was ok,but the a maths test was disastrous,i think im gunna fail it )): pssht,im only aiming for 60% and i think i won't meet it )):
bah,but nvms overall the day was ok,Chinese lesson was stupid Assembly too was stupid,but luckily jinghang sat beside me and we joked :p
I hope my parents are having fun in tokyo now ^^..
Allen-Dea

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:11 PM
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Monday, April 02, 2007

02/04

Today was a fun day,really,especially after school,laughters could be heard everywhere,i just can't stop keeping my mouth shut and my smile off...Despite the fact that there were two tests and i predict that i will do badly for my english compo test,i still was in a very cheerful mood...

Alright,i slept at 12.30 last night and woke up at 5.40 to study for my chem test(Guai right),day started bad,my stomach was playing pranks on me,i went to the toilet two times and i didn't feel any better...Luckily the pain was gone and the lessons went well...Geog was ok,after that was pe..4 Boys against like 10++ girls,and we lost by one )): but still it was fun,rather than competitive,shrieks could be heard everywhere and all the girls like shouted when the ball drops or i hit the ball away,I know im good la,But ah don't need liddat scream for me one what...;)
Then was chinese,yong siang and me were late,then that chinese teacher of ours punished us to apologise to the whole class,apparently we said several times,but she tiao1 gang1(purposely) just wanna punish us,or joke with us or she is just zi high...Then physics =D,i love physics practical,Jing hang jokes alot with me,we did two accurate readings but we thought it was wrong,thus we did it over and over again until we didn't want to do anymore...
Recess,was studying time for me,i studied studied and studied..A maths was ok,practising what we learnt last time,as they say practise makes perfect but as i say nobody's perfect what for practising?I really wanna do well for my a maths )): Then was chem test,the paper was eassier than expected but i know i lost 3 marks for my front page which is all my mcqs are wrong )): shit!But ok las,got confident can pass...English was ok,jokes were cracked unnecessarily but i was so tired that i closed my eyes in class after lesson i just ko-ed on my table and Ang Hui Ling, happened to walk by and hit my table,which shocked me and woke me up *(&$(&$@# and she laughed,you watch out i tell you =p...English compo test sucked big time...
After school,eat and went to play bball,4pm-6pm was quite competitive but after that we were making fun of each other like
Me:"I don't need to use my hand to block you,i use leg can liao."
Guan Hao:"You see us no up issit?" he gave a pig face and walked to me,of course i ran and we laughed and
Guan Hao:"Why the indian security today never come chase us home?"
Jasper:"she go little india dance la."
Immediately I went to a pole and did the bollywood dance and Guan hao joined in,we laughed some even sat on the floor..and when Guan hao was dribbling the ball,Jing hang wanted to block him,thus they collided and Guan Hao suddenly shouted
"WA LAO WEI,YONG ELBOW DU WO"
again after hearing this,we sat on the floor and laughed and Guan Hao said it was such great pain and he had a bruise at the place where Jing Hang Elbow him,You gai si la,who ask u play play play never see,then langa,huo gai!ZI BI!
And a miracle happened today,JING HANG came to the basketball court and watched us play basketball,and made alotta jokes,you rock :p
I LOST MY WATER BOTTLE *(&$*(@()*#$ T_T,5 months of feelings with it T_T..lets just hope that its iin my class ):
What's panda bear's 2 biggest wish on earth ???
Tag at my tagboard if y ou wanna know the answer :p or know the answer :x
Oh and my parents are going overseas tonight TO JAPAN =D,song right ;P,but im not going and i think i won't be using my comp for the next four days cause i dun think i will be at home )):
Allen-Dea

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:47 PM
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