Saturday, June 09, 2007
09/06
Hais...
if i had taken up the courage to tell her how i felt about her,maybe things will be different now...If i were to do this,were to do that,if...if...if...So many If's,So what i If,i won't do them anyways,if time were to go back to the past,i doubt i would ever do any of the things i regretted not doing in the past,im such a coward...Want,but just waiting,i won't budge,even others tell me to,Im such a wimp la...Im just a fat,stupid,hao lian guy,not many people really likes me anyways...Everyone says,if u have the courage to like someone,tell that someone that,or else,he/she wouldn't know how u felt about her,some of my mates in school did that,but for me,everytime,i just didn't want or should i say,do not dare to make the move,at home i thought of these,thought of those,planned everything well,but the next day,i just say to myself,"aiya tml la,still got time"...From the sec 3 i said this to sec 4,impressive eh? =,i just keep repeating these kinda things,even for other aspects of life as well...Why?why?why?baahhhh,allen is just a wimp,he sucks...=)) emo finish liao,after reading all those chunk of words up there,u think allen really liddat right?actually not la =),who would be so stupid to write all those things about himself/herself,haha,PUNKED =)
Alright,yesterday,i was so bored,i lvled my GE,then i decided to call people out for bball,thennnnn,everyone was busy,omg la,)): but nvms,i called yong wei for lunch,he's already out with Jing Hang,Shannon and Guan Hao,eating kfc,TMMMDDDDDDD,i was like NVR JIO,haha,but nvms la,cause last time,i kept staying at home,cause my cousin was there at my grandparents house,so i went over and accompanied him/them =),Oh,And my elder cousin,Ang Hock Seng,went for NS,)):,he was like my elder bro loh,from young played with me every weekend,he took care of me as if i was his younger brother la,i loved him so much,hence i shall write here,
HOCK SENG,I LOVE YOU =))
8th june 2007,he went to ns,):...i didn't see him off,cause i thought was not necessary as his family was there,alright,now,i gotta go over every friday night to accompany my grandparents,they are lonely lor...So every friday night,i'll not be at home :/,two more years until he comes out,i'll miss him soooooooo much ):
Ok back to friday,went to find those rascals =),and found them playing with their food with lil birds there,kinda stupid la,lol,Guan hao is sooooo big,yet he's so afraid of a teenie winnie bird,haiyo...ok,then after eating,went over to shop n save to buy some sweets,then i went to the game shop to look through and at the same time bought a game,the uncle is so hilarious la,im not a p0rn freak ok!Jerren is!but sadly,he kena caught,going to jail for a few months )): tmd la...
ok then,i proceeded to yong wei's house to pass him the game i bought,and then we watched some drama serial on youtube,that show was super duper haha-ing show,funny until i at home,laughed until my neighbours could hear me,so pai seh :/,but really is funny what,then we played poker cards until 6 when i was late to meet my cousin at the mrt station,i was late for 20 mins la,haha,ok then we went to yio chu kang swimming complex to find our swimming instructor,and on the way there,saw cherilyn outside the swimming pool,haha,she was like astonished to see me there,then we went into the complex and started swimming,amazingly,we joined our instructor's class,and found out that our stamina sucked omg,last time 8 laps freestyle,like walking liddat,now,im like panting like crazy...omg,must train up again )):,then we left at 8 and went to have dinner at amk s11 :/ and we went home,boring day,,,,)): oh and my cousin spent the night at my house =)),and we went to Queensway and vivo to look for shirts and shorts but found nothing )):
TMMMDDDDD,can anyone tell me where to find TYR shirts or shorts?i need em ))))):
HELP ME PLS ):
Alright,=) my fav. part x)
Jerren,you're one porno freak,handphone oso put porn,go away la
Farhan,got gf liao still liddat,keep ur hands to yourself pls,don't anyhow say me,im a decent guy
Ian,Who Is KimmI? =)
Jason,Alex And Guan Hao,woohooo,how's jamie doing? =)
Guan Hao,Don't zi bi liao la,everytime initial d,i d ur head
Dominic Heng Hsien Loong,still likes ying shi and he sucks in bickering =)
lastly,lin xunqi,i rox la,ok
Allen-Signing Out
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:36 PM
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