< thiis iis miie_______`: August 2007
if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Thursday, August 30, 2007

30/08

i need someone to talk to )':

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:50 PM
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

28/08

fuaaa,ss and a math,both subs siao liao :/,but i expect more of ss =),cause i studied hard for it,if i get 18 for SEQ,im more than contented =)..okay,a maths,lost so many marks not because i don't know/don't want to do,cause i had no time to do,i became only very alert during the last few minutes and realised i knew how to solve it,but,no time =.=...bah nvms,i shall bank in more effort tml...
ahhh,why is it when always this feeling which i don't like always seem to come again when i finally am able to put it down,it comes back as soon as i enjoyed my day..bahh,don't care la
ah,yong siang,next time wanna talk to ming gui,don't call us along la,today the rain so heavy.yet u want to talk to ming gui,ask us go foyer do what sia,say want go liao,in the end,talk finish,say want go canteen eat,i felt like slapping u,u know?im really curious,just on the behalf on everyone,why u two,like each other,don't wanna be together?don't use o lvls as an excuse la,u two both got feelings for each other,then be together la,why dilly dally driggy draggy =O,if now don't do anything,u will regret later la,and now not much time already,or maybe u two already together,but just don't want to let all of us know,then write emo posts about each other...if not,then do something after o lvls la..
tch,u two like that u know other people see already will eyes red one anot,can be together don't want,drag here drag there...unlike some other people like me,want be with someone also cannot,pay the person money also don't want...ah
hehe,tml a maths again,hence i shall go do some more questions bye bye

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:43 PM
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

23/08

i feel really down now,worse down how i felt the day i had my oral,never felt so down in my life before,even worse than when i received my chi 'o' results..And really, i don't know why,it just sesms that i just couldn't put this heavy load of feelings off from me...i tried to not put u into my thoughts every now and then,but it seems so difficult to do so,rarrr,how,someone tell me how ):
okay,i felt so down today that i hardly said anything today,except some unaviodable issues like answering questions,or helping people solve their problems,had our last pe lesson today before prelims,and i fell down,not because i was careless when running or what,but someone landed on me,if im not wrong,hong qi wei,u bloody #@*#)@# =),ah nevertheless,it was still ok,but even after pe,i thought i would be a lil more lively,but it doesn't seems so,i still felt so down...
Okay,i tried to cheer up okay,but its like ahhh pssht,no use,took yong siang's beloved notebook and finished my editing,and in the end he whacked me,but still,i still felt so down,thinking of blah blah blah,hate this kind of feeling...Ahhh,ok time to study
My heart is now like the rain,raindrops falling,hitting the ground,but,instead its like shattered pieces dropping onto the cold hard floor )':

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:53 PM
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

22/08

hEllOoOOoOOO~ =)
actually im in a dilemma right now,dunno whether to feel happy or sad,feeling happy because,just one night and i feel so much better than yesterday,now,sad,how do i put it,alright,feeling sad because,uhhh,everything seems so different today,everything u did,everything u said...blahh...i don't feel like blabbering all these things
hehhehe,i was mischievious in class,i took yong siang's emo book and read,ah,dang,no more emo sayings but just studying notes or homeworks,its so stale..hence,i wrote some other extra things to his previous pages and i swear it was damn funny,but too bad,its his book so jinghang could not bring it back to scan so that i can post them here,anyways its with jinghang's help then could i write out such things,as soon as yong siang read that,he was damn unhappy and came to smack me with his book,but its ok,i already wrote what i wanted,felt so contented,haha..
and im really really frustrated with one a maths question whereby there is only two answers written on the answer sheet but i got four answers...Grrrr rawrrrrrrr
ahhh,and i did the career thing,and according to my interests and abilities,i should be a kindergarten teacher,Oh my god?What the hell?I don't like noisy kids >.<,its not reliable,no,not at all,i wanna read people's mind and manipulate them rararararar
hey,si yuan,why u always get the last in my test one,u won't sian one meh,zhen qi little bit la =)
well,kai xin,u still don't know me =)
dominic,wa liew,tell u so many things,u still fail...
jason,u suck leh,look on the bright side,puii... =) 50 only c6 Leh
Jasper,go away la =)
alex,hehe 60 is the best? x)
adeline,i don't believe the next test i set u will get more than 50 rarrrrrr
Jinghang,omg my dear comrade,u know me best x),and u said i gave u answers eh? omg,hehe,nvm next time set one more =)
btw only one person got correct for the last question =)

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:20 PM
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

21/08

im a weird person no doubt..i have weird temper,weird hobbies and a weird characteristic,and i especially don't like people to say,"i think i can get do very well for blah blah blah"In the end when he/she get the results is like the inverse of what he/she says/wanted,i especially hate people like that,and it pisses me off when i get to know that i have a classmate like that...He/she goes on blabbering about how he/she is going to get for that subject,just because u got lucky that you took something extra and know all those extra stuffs doesn't mean that u are certainly going to do well ok,actually,i kind of like u,but now,nonononono,ok,thats me for you,just all in all,i don't like this sorta people but for me myself i once was like that,and hope i have changed now >.<
Hmph,school was as usual boring today as well,but worked my brains during a maths,hehe,but still couldn't solve it..rararararar,=) im a strong man x)..
oh let me clarify =),the person that im writing above does not reads my blog or uses the comp often,hence,its not you ok =) i think finally im able to put this burden on my back down :

i know that i have loved you ... at 3:54 PM
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

15/08

heh,allen is a bad man,hehe,yeah,today was the photo shooting for the cca-s,alright,one of my junior who happened to hold like a major position,asked me to do,i said i'll go,but you know,he never tell me what to bring la,so today,i never bring anything and didn't take the photo with them,ok,i felt kinda bad ://,but nevertheless,i feel that i have no cca,even when i was sec 1,boy's brigade?nah,i never belonged there,doesn't even give me a sense of belonging,i don't even feel the urge to go there,go there just for the sake of going there,why?Ok,firstly,major positions are awarded if u just suck up to ur juniors and play with them,they vote for u,and u get the position,c'mon if u ever read this both of u suckers will know who u are,i never once liked u,i pitied u,even a person likes u gets a dog who follows u everywhere?this world has changed...And u know what?Teachers,if u all ever read this,pls pick on me in school,You all want to see who has the most potential to be a leader?How do you choose one if you just give the same oppurtunities to just those same two people,let them lead and see who follows the best is the one?What the hell man,like that,i also can be a teacher already,and you two,got major positions big shit?order people from the same ranks to do things when both of u stand there and do nothing,we don't do,u got more seniors backing u up,hey,juniors and seniors also suck up,win liao la,i don't even feel u can even lead us,Wanna get Gold?Dream on,You get silver can jump already,if u gained my respect,i tell u,i'll do anything for both of u all,but eh?seems not,u two are just junks in my eye,prove me wrong,beat me in something,but i doubt so,cause both of u got nothing to compare with me,use ur best one,leading people or should i say ordering people?B R I N G I T O N
ok i shall stop this x)
hehehhehee,allen observed something again =),but i need to gather more informations whether it is real anot,i wanna hope its true but uh,ya,the truth always hurts and if im right,and coincidentally you're reading this,you'll know what this sentence means...
And ya,recently i've been quite cmo :/,but ya,i won't die,you also don't die too ok? =) and i just love the feeling when i wake up each morning and just feels that my head is so empty,nothing inside no feelings nor any academic stuffs inside =)
actually now,im feeling kind of sad =/ and this new song just explains how i feel now...
I think i never once made anyone feel really happy before ):

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:45 PM
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Monday, August 13, 2007

13/08

okay,this is going to be an emo post = so,yea,if you don't like these kind of things,don't go on reading =
received my o lvl chinese results today,ok,for myself its a bad grade,but you know,after thinking after a good shower,i thought that i should not ponder that much about the grade but just move on work harder =),so yea,B3 is a good grade x)) and ok,now lin xunqi owes me a meal but i owe her a big pressie for her b'day and a meal ):
emo parts :/
okay,i know im a guy who gets jealous easily, a man with lots of intentions and certainly a selfish man,furthermore,im a loser...i see others often,observe them and frequently make silly remarks on them and often tells myself that i must not be like them,but in the end,i,myself repeat those things people do,if i don't want all these feelings,why not i work harder for it,blame people?ya,i blame people everytime,i never once blamed myself,im just a nothing ):
I only want to take the path closest to success and i always want to get that with only a little bit effort,then,nothing went well,and i blame people,luck or any other things..blah lets stop this now,we'll move on to the other personal side of me =))
I see,observe and think,and this inevitably leads me to conclusions which i don't like,and makes me feel sad or whatsoever,i just put a strong looking mask and just a ugly smile...
maybe in the first place i should not even have think of even having feelings for u
ahhh,this morning,i woke up with a feeling that nobody is as important as myself,no thinking of any extra things nor people =) felt so amazing,never this amazing before,i yearn for this feeling =) alright,this will be a painful period,but i swear,i will make her disappear from my head

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:05 PM
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

12/08

ah hah =),heLLo da jia,national day was really great,actually not great if i wasn't present at the parade itself,thought, i wasn't inside :/,i was outside heheh,super uber uber superb nice,i dunno what to say,although we cannot see anything from the place where yu kai and i was sitted but yea,those very spectacular ones were awesome,really really nice,=)
helicopters,apachis =),boats,fireworks,and lastly the PEOPLE,its really nice nice nice nice nice,i know very "fan" but still must say nice x))
okay,actually initially,the when me and yu kai were walking,i felt really disappointed after not being able to get the closest seat to the floating platforms,then we went to the next hot camping spot,but ah,wa lao!,FulL! after we reach there,ok i was devastated,but yu kai spurred on,he said go another place maybe got place,hence i followed,okay next was ONE FULLERTON,RARRRRRRRRRRRR,SO MANY PEOPLE,but nvm,we managed to go to the middle,but yu kai said,not nice let's shift to other places,and too,i was not quite satisfied there,cause very crowded,then we walked,then i said,"yu kai,go home la ):"he said,"walk la,will have one"
AND YA...WOOOHOOO,we found a really nice spot where we can seat and u know what,its only opposite the floating platform,can see the parade,but its like minimized but who cares rarrrrr,we got a front seat and there are nice people around us ya =)
The performances was great though i can't really see it,but im gonna watch it later =),and the fireworks,WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO,SEXAAYYYYYY,WOOONNNDDEERRRRFUULLLLL,finally our taxes and GST are put to good uses =),the fireworks are ya,nice nice nice nice nice and nice,
we even took the whole video of the fireworks,its REALLY NICE OMG (:
and the atmosphere,ahhh,what i wanted was there woohooooo,the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE atmosphere,ahhh,everything was there,and we were really united,once people in front,(our row)stood up we would go SEAT DOWN LA OI,or whistle blows and then in the end we would shout seat down,HAHA,so fun x)) SINGAPORE,I LOVE YOU
I WANT TO GET TICKETS FOR NDP O8' RARRRRRRR
then we wanted to have steamboat but ah,): the we waited 30 mins for the bus so wwe decided to go back to yishun eat and we went home (:
super uber nice day
and i want to go to the parade next time not with yu kai,but with the one i love =)
friday,was fuaallala boring...
saturday,went down to funan to collect some things then went to zhi hao's birthday party after that we went to play pool at safra,oh my gosh,next time don't let chung kit and farhan play pool together,they took 1/2 an hour to complete one short game,and ian,u just went lucky =)
the trip back alone home was scary ):
allen still loves you ):
and about the test, i set up,ehhhhh,really so easy meh,all of u pass except one passerby,i so ez to read meh?! :
alright,but no one still knows who i like x))

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:25 PM
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

08/08

SINGGAAAAPPPOOOOORRREEEEEEEEEE WWOOOOOSSSSHHHHH!!!!! =) =(
i think i really love you now ):

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:53 PM
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

07/08

2 more days to national day =)
xDD and im so excited,cause on thursday im gonna go out with yu kai,and watch fireworks!!!XD
and i know,confirm got people will follow us,don't spoil my plan to be with yu kai la ):
today huh,hur hur =),the day started off on a very weird tone,haha,as in,surprisingly funny,we went to the comp lab to do some recording of ourself reading a passage?haha,i did it like 4-5 times until i finally cannot take it,i finally saved my recording and that kind of reading also can get 8!?lol,anyhow one leh,AND U KNOW,MY MIC IS DAMN XIAO SHENG,NOT ALOT WIND LA,I HAD TO PUT IT NEXT TO MY MOUTH TO BE HEARD OR ELSE NO SOUND ONE LA,):
hah,after i did mine,hui ling did hers and i helped her to save and upload,until the uploading part =),i did sth funny,i added a jasper behind her name with a =),and i clicked upload,she saw,but u see,i type faster than she reacted and ALMOST uploaded,but dunno why never come out leh,oh btw listen to me =) reading practice one,www.blitztutor.com =),i sound so different from real life la,): hah,then ravi came over to my seat to record,so bo bian had to use hui ling's comp to browse the web and we heard ravi reading his passage like a newsbroadcaster,he sound so,urm,haha la,then hui ling keep going like"Welcome to news 5 tonight..." blah blah blah,she likes to make fun of ppl eh?but aiyo,ravi,u shudn't read like that,u just need to read the passage normally...
oh and ya,i rememebered jian zhong's funny guy,there was this time,he asked me that what girls like to listen to,and he said lies,then when i was talking to ian,he said,"i know what allen like to hear already,i was curious,cause i don't know too,and he said"allen rox man",haha,i broke into laughter,that caught me ya..haha and i love to sing,can't stop singing,and there was once,jian zhong said he could make me stop singing whenever he wants,then i asked how,he suddenly pointed at someone and started"eh brudder,na bian na ge yin de ren,jiang hua siii beeeiii gaoo siao."haha,immediately i stopped singing and burst into laughter,until now jian zhong has managed to make me stop singing whenever he wants,cause he changes targets everytime =
ah,english ended,then a maths came,and mr goh came late,but,the sexy thing was that the iieeeoouuuu iiieeeooouuuu sound came and it was just right that mr goh was coming to our class =),killed one period of our a maths period while we did the test worksheet again,i could have passed la,if not for numerous careless mistakes,nvm,stop with the "if"s
next few periods was like zzz,felt so restless but ok,managed to sleek by ya and lotsa uninteresting things happened so shall not blog em =)
Ian,u are one big white phat pig =x,if u wanna go home with ming gui the least if that don't like yong siang see la?now he's so pissed off and psed me and my dear yu kai =)
Derek,=),i love u
Si Yuan,if u ever read this,i succeeded =),told u my operations won't fail
Ming Gui,i still don't know the 4 3 4 ):
and u annonymous readers out there,tag leh!don't dao me );
ahhh,u make my day bright ahead =)
allen-signing out

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:36 PM
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Sunday, August 05, 2007

05/08

I want you to be the first person to know what happened to me,what i felt and i,too wish to be the first person to listen to u for whatever that happens,iLu (:
cool bah =),i wanna try to be like those emo bloggers,"if i can't have you,i will just want you to be happy" =.=,thats kinda urm,nvm i shall not say it,but for me,if i can't have it,i won't let them go easily,H-E-L-L would be the place i would make them have =),sicko right,but hais,i shall not say anymore later spoil my one-der-full image =x
ok,BM today,4 went,2 ended up happy,2 ended up sad,and im the happy ones =),lucky lucky me =),oh and u readers out there,next time want go swimming,for ur safety,pls call allen chia along =), i may save ur life but depends la,boy,big big no =),i believe boys have the physical fitness to struggle their way back,but ah,girls X),uh shall not elaborate,later people say i tiko,but practically i will save girls,aiya guys also la,but if i see someone like yu kai struggling,i'd rather let him drown than him,killing me with him :
If i were to ask u out,will you go with me?
If i were to call u,will u hang my phone?
If i were to talk to u,will u ignore me?
=)) im emo =x
and and I GOT A SLOPE X)
but seriously,i think i love u ):
alright,gou le =)
Ian,don't assume,cause it makes an ass out of you and me
Ah hah,Alex =),i think u are yearning ur name to be here,let's go out someday ya? =)
Jason,Yong Wei,Yong Siang,I PASSED MY BM XD,heh but still shall we go out togethere someday? let's go kua char bor next sunday =)
Ming Gui,i bet u are cursing and swearing at me when i took yong siang's book and read =) cause i sneezed dunno like how many donkey times today
Yong Siang,don't leave ur thing unattended,not many people are kind like me to return ur book to u =)
Adeline,ok la,i set one secret question,one person score 100 already,then i del the test =)
Si Yuan,HELLO,next time if u try to make me drop my food when i picked them up with the chopsticks,i shall not share any of my one-derrr-fuulll plans with u,and i tell u,my operation will succeed
xunqi,stop finding excuses =),u're just wols =)

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:55 PM
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Saturday, August 04, 2007

04/08

x) x) x)
i didn't know acids smells so bad,until today during chem lesson,it was like urm,so smelly,aiyo i don't know how to explain it :/ smelt like vomit but heng la,i stood quite far away from the acids and my shirt didn't have any rancid smell on it =x,and the chem lab assistant was so kind lol,took an air refreshener for us,and luckily its within my reach,so the air around my area was nice,unlike those,who wants to snatch a place to smell the stupid acid =)
haha,lee yong siang,smack my butt with ur foolscap pad one more time,i shall post everything i saw in ur book here =)
ok lessons were boring,except that the last period,it was so hilarious,yu kai fell asleep during lesson lol,and he was like shaking here and there like he's going to fall off from his tiny lil chair the next minute,thanks to adonis who told jing hang his discovery and jing hang called for me and then,the next minute,everyone was like turning their heads to look at what fascinating thing which made me burst into laughter =),haha,and there was this uniform thing which i discovered,when yu kai woke up,everyone turned their head together back to the front,and it was done as if we paka already,so united =))
alright,i just wanna tell those people out there,i ain't pervert,i just watch too much drama serial and who asks that guy to piss me off initially,im a petty man,selfish man,i don't really like to share things with other people,unless u are recognized by me to be a good guy =))
Oh and i wanna ask a question,but actually i don't really know the answer myself =) cause im still a 16 year old single ):
do i look like a person who
1)cares for people and express my care towards only a her? or
2)cares but do not express my care towards someone or
3)don't care even though i like a her?
4)lastly pushes everything to other people and stand behind and get jealous? =p
answers on my tagboard pls =))
alright,for now i need to go cut hair,or else monday i'll have a slope behind ):
CIAO =)

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:35 AM
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Thursday, August 02, 2007

02/08

Ahhhhh, =)
let me blog about something today,
我无法帮你预言委曲求全有没有用
可是我多么不舍朋友爱得那么苦痛
爱可以不问对错至少有喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走吹吹冷风会清醒得多
你说你不怕分手只有一点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了剩自己一个
其实爱对了人情人节每天都过
分手快乐祝你快乐你可以找到更好的
不想过冬厌倦沉重就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐请你快乐挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱像坐慢车看透撤了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收你发誓你会活的有笑容
你自信时候真的美多了
yong siang,for u one =)) the song's name is 分手快乐
your that note book really interesting leh lol,esp.the page with the I LOVE YOU one =)
but nowadays one abit sianz,cause is only STUDY STUDY STUDY,hehe,i shall stop here for now,next time if he make me,i shall threaten him with posting all i know here ^^ I know im bad,but he left the book on the table and i happened to sit on the table but no intention of reading the book,BUT again,he came close to us,looked at me,then,did i realise he was afraid that i read his notebook,so,i decided to peep a lil,but ian keep pushing my hand,and make me flip quite alotta pages ):
oh and and =),exchanged some interesting knowledge with some people around me,and the person claims that im the only one who knows that formula :O,i bet not =)
let me comment about the tests results below =)
Ian,foad =)
Adeline,:O,get 66 by luck one right =x
Jason,u so stupid ah,play bball together,learn lifesaving with me one,u still cannot get full marks,spiderman la u =.=
dominic,u are lucky for that marks i bet =)
alex,wa lao eh,tell u so many things already,u still don't get full marks =.=
jinghang,wa lao ):,u disappoint me
jasper,u so noob =x
kaixin,wa lao eh,4 years classmate still can get this kind of results =.=
Xunqi,wa,one or two correct?its like how i scored for ur test XD
ahahahaha,last one,i dunno what to say
Si Yuan,wa lan eh,tiao gang one ah? =.=
today was like so fun =),i threatened yong siang when school was ending,i made raymond carry my bag back to class,i held yu kai's hand XD,won yu kai in arm wrestling,and finally home sweet home to blog xD...
IAN,U STILL OWE ME $1.50!!!!!
maybe,i just ought to stop guessing things.. ):
but still i....llooooovvveeee yoooouuu

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:43 PM
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