Thursday, September 06, 2007
06/09
oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh
i got this urge to listen to some songs now and sing along with it,and furthermore is those kind of sad sad songs...yay,one more step to emo-ness,hehe,nah just joking,before that,i was watching some hong kong drama serial,well,its so much better than singapore's drama serials,and in the show there was this couple,despite many many quarrels they were still together,initially i felt that this so super uber boring,why quarrel already still come together...since both of you,can't understand each other,why bother getting together?but now,the story's coming to an end,and finally,i knew why,its so much touching if one really understand how the director wants the audience to feel...to like each other is already kind of difficult,furthermore,but to feel for each other,to want to make each other happy,to want to help to comfort each other,to want to help each other solve their problems,there's so much to it...being together isn't easy as what others think...if u feel that being together is easy,well i can say that what u call that is just a child's game,there's no chemistry between you and your partner,obviously,you don't feel for each other,even though u call each other "honey" "dear" its only verbal,how can you prove that you seriously love him/her?If a female,more attractive than your female partner or if a male more attractive than your male partner,comes to you and talk to you everyday,will your relationship get shakened?come to think about it,why should anyone reading this even give a thought about that,im just a guy,who knows nothing about this,neither experience nor any professional in this kind of things...ya but thats how i feel,but,aiya,i just hope for this day that i can feel for someone seriously..sob..
ya but nevertheless,the show's still a nice one,the way they play around with the law,hah,its interesting and sometimes the actors really get you into the show,you feel for the innocent parties and you will feel angry for them,at least,that's what i felt..sometimes i get really fed up by the bad people,by any means,they know they did the wrong things,but they insist they did nothing wrong,and make it until it seems like the good people are in the wrong...its just so unruly...haha.
ya,heh,i still need someone to talk to grrr,but it seems like when someone approached me,i can't seem to make myself type it,or say it,it just feels so wrong telling anyone my problems,but i just can't solve it myself,i don't even want to tell my father about it,i just feel that its so wrong...
arrrrr....how?...i often help people to solve their problems why can't i solve mine..i just feel so frustrated sometimes,thinking about such stupid things...
aaahhhhh...ok,i need sometime to think again...k bye!
i got this urge to listen to some songs now and sing along with it,and furthermore is those kind of sad sad songs...yay,one more step to emo-ness,hehe,nah just joking,before that,i was watching some hong kong drama serial,well,its so much better than singapore's drama serials,and in the show there was this couple,despite many many quarrels they were still together,initially i felt that this so super uber boring,why quarrel already still come together...since both of you,can't understand each other,why bother getting together?but now,the story's coming to an end,and finally,i knew why,its so much touching if one really understand how the director wants the audience to feel...to like each other is already kind of difficult,furthermore,but to feel for each other,to want to make each other happy,to want to help to comfort each other,to want to help each other solve their problems,there's so much to it...being together isn't easy as what others think...if u feel that being together is easy,well i can say that what u call that is just a child's game,there's no chemistry between you and your partner,obviously,you don't feel for each other,even though u call each other "honey" "dear" its only verbal,how can you prove that you seriously love him/her?If a female,more attractive than your female partner or if a male more attractive than your male partner,comes to you and talk to you everyday,will your relationship get shakened?come to think about it,why should anyone reading this even give a thought about that,im just a guy,who knows nothing about this,neither experience nor any professional in this kind of things...ya but thats how i feel,but,aiya,i just hope for this day that i can feel for someone seriously..sob..
ya but nevertheless,the show's still a nice one,the way they play around with the law,hah,its interesting and sometimes the actors really get you into the show,you feel for the innocent parties and you will feel angry for them,at least,that's what i felt..sometimes i get really fed up by the bad people,by any means,they know they did the wrong things,but they insist they did nothing wrong,and make it until it seems like the good people are in the wrong...its just so unruly...haha.
ya,heh,i still need someone to talk to grrr,but it seems like when someone approached me,i can't seem to make myself type it,or say it,it just feels so wrong telling anyone my problems,but i just can't solve it myself,i don't even want to tell my father about it,i just feel that its so wrong...
arrrrr....how?...i often help people to solve their problems why can't i solve mine..i just feel so frustrated sometimes,thinking about such stupid things...
aaahhhhh...ok,i need sometime to think again...k bye!
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:33 PM
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