Sunday, December 30, 2007
30/12
i swear,i feel really really weak now,mentally,yes,i never felt so weak before,i really feel like crying out.but somehow,i just can't..
Why do you even give me hope?
Why did you even came to me with such an approach?
Why is it that i would think of you when i want to do anything?
Why,Why,Why?'
Why am i so naive?
Why can't i just open one eye and close one eye?
Really,i felt really,really dumb after knowing all these things,
i asked him,why you like her?he gave me a reason,and he led me thinking,
they say,feelings come and go,yes,it came,and i thought it'd go,i waited,it didn't go,it stayed deeply etched into my heart,and now it collected up and made me feel this way..
i want to forget it now,but i can't...
When i heard them say,i really felt,dumb to the extreme...
I really was envious when i saw him felt angry when he saw another him doing these things,he'd even feel this way,he could accept it,to tell you the truth,i won't,i felt really really angry inside,yet i acted as if nothing happened,and smiled and cool him down...
i feel really weak now and yet all the time,i thought i was strong,helping others,bullshit,im just another one of the weaker people
Why do you even give me hope?
Why did you even came to me with such an approach?
Why is it that i would think of you when i want to do anything?
Why,Why,Why?'
Why am i so naive?
Why can't i just open one eye and close one eye?
Really,i felt really,really dumb after knowing all these things,
i asked him,why you like her?he gave me a reason,and he led me thinking,
they say,feelings come and go,yes,it came,and i thought it'd go,i waited,it didn't go,it stayed deeply etched into my heart,and now it collected up and made me feel this way..
i want to forget it now,but i can't...
When i heard them say,i really felt,dumb to the extreme...
I really was envious when i saw him felt angry when he saw another him doing these things,he'd even feel this way,he could accept it,to tell you the truth,i won't,i felt really really angry inside,yet i acted as if nothing happened,and smiled and cool him down...
i feel really weak now and yet all the time,i thought i was strong,helping others,bullshit,im just another one of the weaker people
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:47 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities