Thursday, November 20, 2008
20/11
Bb basketball,hello taekwondo.
2 weekends without working and im feeling super poor now,again,need to buy materials and all those stuffs which need money,and coincidentally,i told myself not to work this month.
How?!
Nevermind,so,every wednesday and saturday im going to work at wild wild wet to get back salvage this situation i am in now.
Which leads me to,no basketball training on saturdays afternoons,nor for morning fun sessions because i think my legs will die out on me for the friday trainings.
so uh,i feel so damn bored now,and am really moody.
Now,my mum's comparing me with my cousin which seriously pisses me off because im just inferior to him by physical appearance.
Im fat,and he's not.Family talk about him more,i get the lesser topic.
Mum's angry,wants me to slim down.
I get pissed and blogs it out.
Seriously,why not compare talent?
I design,he can't.
He go management,i also can -.-
I can do card tricks,he can't
well,basically parents makes me feel damn pissed off because of comparing and i seriously don't want to fall out with my cousin because of this.
tsk.
Anyways,studio's pretty sucky nowadays because of the machine thingy.
Seriously,school of design should be more considerate to us to build some artfriend or some factories near dover or we got to go all the way,nearest,bugis to buy just some ugly acrylics which costs alot,got to bring them home some more,next day to school.
This really sucks
2 weekends without working and im feeling super poor now,again,need to buy materials and all those stuffs which need money,and coincidentally,i told myself not to work this month.
How?!
Nevermind,so,every wednesday and saturday im going to work at wild wild wet to get back salvage this situation i am in now.
Which leads me to,no basketball training on saturdays afternoons,nor for morning fun sessions because i think my legs will die out on me for the friday trainings.
so uh,i feel so damn bored now,and am really moody.
Now,my mum's comparing me with my cousin which seriously pisses me off because im just inferior to him by physical appearance.
Im fat,and he's not.Family talk about him more,i get the lesser topic.
Mum's angry,wants me to slim down.
I get pissed and blogs it out.
Seriously,why not compare talent?
I design,he can't.
He go management,i also can -.-
I can do card tricks,he can't
well,basically parents makes me feel damn pissed off because of comparing and i seriously don't want to fall out with my cousin because of this.
tsk.
Anyways,studio's pretty sucky nowadays because of the machine thingy.
Seriously,school of design should be more considerate to us to build some artfriend or some factories near dover or we got to go all the way,nearest,bugis to buy just some ugly acrylics which costs alot,got to bring them home some more,next day to school.
This really sucks
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