Monday, September 07, 2009
07/09
The thought of losing seriously sucks.Furthermore, the thought of how i performed yesterday sucked even more. I was like just going in there and getting my ass kicked. I didn't even fare how i did during normal trainings. Maybe during trainings i sucked too, but totally not kicking at all is totally dumb.
Zzzzz. Standing inside the arena and outside feels totally different. Ahhh, everything was just sucky yesterday. Stupid me, still thinking of at least winning something.
That bronze medal shouldn't even be given to me at all, i feel like shit even getting that medal.
Nevermind, i should start training harder from now on.
Whatever anyone does, i'll do 10 more of what they do.
and and, why you always ignore me ):
Zzzzz. Standing inside the arena and outside feels totally different. Ahhh, everything was just sucky yesterday. Stupid me, still thinking of at least winning something.
That bronze medal shouldn't even be given to me at all, i feel like shit even getting that medal.
Nevermind, i should start training harder from now on.
Whatever anyone does, i'll do 10 more of what they do.
and and, why you always ignore me ):
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:39 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities