Thursday, March 29, 2007
29/03
ahhhh..
School today was boring,first period english,-.-,compo writing again,Advantages and disadvantages of keeping animals in zoo,the first forty minutes in school was torturous,wanted time to go by as fast as it can,but it can't ):..Then pe,hehe,1st time in my sec 4 life,i played soccer,and we lost cause of me xD song bo qiwei :p..After that was a maths,it was ok,except that i was worrying about the chemistry practical test which was an hour or few later...But to my horror~,the chem prac was not so difficult except the last question,so it was ok :p...But the person beside me abit dumb,Ang Hui Ling,got one solution,need to add some acid,she forgot to add and thought that she added,and it gave a colourless solution,thus she wrote it as water,HAHA,and after that she said that i never remind her,wah how i know,i was just curious that she got a colourless solution,thought that she dunno do what thing wrong,so i continue doing my one,and di yao ah,you so godly?Can see iodide,then jasper was making a joke out of it,recently can see a change in jasper,he became much more friendlier and funnier...nothing much happened during physics lessons..A maths lesson was a nightmare for Mr Goh,we shoot out questions from the next chapter so repeatedly that he wasted almost 45 mins just to explain them..Then went to play bball with those guys,hehe,fun seh..but still lost la..
I feel a bit truamatized speaking with you,maybe because of the people emitting the aura around me? :p
If you are clever enough,you would get what i mean and if you people are one of them,please don't whack me :/
Q: Why after dinner, the whole family like to sit down in front of the TV and watch TV?
tag at my tagboard if you want to know the answer
Allen-Dea
School today was boring,first period english,-.-,compo writing again,Advantages and disadvantages of keeping animals in zoo,the first forty minutes in school was torturous,wanted time to go by as fast as it can,but it can't ):..Then pe,hehe,1st time in my sec 4 life,i played soccer,and we lost cause of me xD song bo qiwei :p..After that was a maths,it was ok,except that i was worrying about the chemistry practical test which was an hour or few later...But to my horror~,the chem prac was not so difficult except the last question,so it was ok :p...But the person beside me abit dumb,Ang Hui Ling,got one solution,need to add some acid,she forgot to add and thought that she added,and it gave a colourless solution,thus she wrote it as water,HAHA,and after that she said that i never remind her,wah how i know,i was just curious that she got a colourless solution,thought that she dunno do what thing wrong,so i continue doing my one,and di yao ah,you so godly?Can see iodide,then jasper was making a joke out of it,recently can see a change in jasper,he became much more friendlier and funnier...nothing much happened during physics lessons..A maths lesson was a nightmare for Mr Goh,we shoot out questions from the next chapter so repeatedly that he wasted almost 45 mins just to explain them..Then went to play bball with those guys,hehe,fun seh..but still lost la..
I feel a bit truamatized speaking with you,maybe because of the people emitting the aura around me? :p
If you are clever enough,you would get what i mean and if you people are one of them,please don't whack me :/
Q: Why after dinner, the whole family like to sit down in front of the TV and watch TV?
tag at my tagboard if you want to know the answer
Allen-Dea
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:43 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
27/03
I wonder when will i open my mouth and talk to her or make her day
Allen-Dead
Allen-Dead
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:17 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, March 26, 2007
26/03
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN!!! =D
Alright,This year I didn't stay up to countdown,so someone wished me first even before i wished myself..I was touched when Jing Hang said at 11.00pm that he was going to stay up to 12 to wish me but i went to sleep at 11.30pm so,ah,I'm sorry..but thanks anyways
Ian ah,Its not even 12 yet,then u wish me happy birthday at 11.34,cannot wait 26 more mins ah? :p jk...haha btw thanks for wishing me through a sms
Thank you Adeline for wishing me,but u late 13 mins lei,bah,but nvms thanks anyways
Lin Xunqi!you abit wols leis,u ask me for my handphone number,but never sms me that night,then the next morning u sms me say happy birthday,with a number u think i dunno,even stupid people will know is u de ma...And u are way more evil than i am loh
Thank you,Dominic,Hui Fong,Yong Wei,Jerren,Si yuan and others(i dunno who bought it)for the billabong pencil case,i kinda like it :/
Thank you,Yi jie,Dominic,Ying Shi,Adeline,Qiong Hui,Yong Wei,Wei Ming,Qiong Hui and Hui Ling,Benjamin,Chen min,Xuan wen,Kai Xin,Isaiah,Ming Gui,Derek,Ravi,Yidi,Gracia,Qi Wei,Shimin,Si yuan,Yu Kai,Pitchaya,Yong Siang,Chi Chuan,Cherilyn,Kelly,Yew Zhen,Syahril,raymond,Natasha,Jasper,Jing Hang,Jessica,Eng Tian,Zhang Shou,Adonis,Yuan Lin,Diyao,WeiXin,Ian i think i missed out one person,SORRY
AND finally thanks to my parents for giving me 16 years of sweet memories,and taking care of me...
Today was a disastrous day la,but i was quite happy that,even the heaven gave me a birthday present,i didn't wanna have assembly cause need to sing national anthem and school song,but this morning,it rained! so no need to sing xD songz,see even heaven give me face xD,w00ts...After our first lesson was pe,pe was fun or messy,played captains ball,but play until half i changed team cause the other team was too strong,and $*(&*$ Ang Hui Ling bluff me to pass the ball to her when she's not my teammate #*$#*()$,first time a person in my class did that,she sounded too much like ming gui,and i wasn't even looking as zhang shou was in my way,bah but nvms,suddenly play till half i played bball and score several balls =DD,but didn't count but nvms la and Lee Yu Kai,started to play rough cause i started to score,what a jealous guy,bah,he tried to pull jing hang's hand and pushed me alot of times,but it was fun,After PE,Dunno why i had a bad stomachache,but i managed to tahan >.<
Everyone who wished me,shook hands with me,but was really quite shocked when,hui ling walked past my desk,then suddenly stops and says happy birthday to me,and yong zhen sitting on a bench in canteen,suddenly loooks at me and says happy birthday,weird way eh..
Thank you all for wishing me happy birthday,and the birthday card..
Qi Wei,i don't care,i demend a present from u
Jing hang,you can give me my present after u get the nike af1 =D
Qiong Hui,I want present!
Adeline and ying shi where's my present
Okay,I'll write down the wishes u all wrote on the card :p
Weixin wrote ALLEN!!!SHEN RI KUAI LE!!Stay happy!All the Best in everything!!winkx!
Thank you,i will,and same for you too,winkx
Cherilyn wrote Happy Birthday!Do well in the 'o' levels and excel to your fullest potential!Best wishes cherilyn
Thank you,Same to you too
Zhang Shou wrote Do well for all subjects! Do It Allen!
Ok i Will!
Jing Hang wrote Happy Birthday Allen Hope you can continue to slim down FAT BOY xD GLHF
Thank you,tmd other ppl wish me studies de thing,u wish me to slim down,but nvms thanks anyways =D
Jasper wrote Allen Chia Chee How,Happy Birthday!Watched BLEACH 119 already?
Thank you,watched le :D
Adonis Toh wrote Happy 16th B'Day Allen!!!Hope you had fun on sat dude... shi liu da shou!! =P
Thank you,With you guys there,i really had a fun time
Ang Hui Ling wrote Allen!Happy Birthday!Hope you had a great time at Sentosa with your friends.Smile Always =)
Thank you,ya i had a great time there,same for u too
Yu Kai wrote Happy Birthday!Allen!is:-healthy,knowledgeable,qualified lifesaver,fit swimmer,sucessful,Thats Allen!
Thank you Yu kai,Your words touched me,i didn't know i was this great :/
Yidi wrote Happy Birthday All the best in this year
Thank you,Same to you too
Benjamin wrote Enjoy your 16th birthday(Its not every year you're 16 you know)Treasure it!Its been nice knowing U & i'm shocked to know what a good sportsman you are.Keep it up!Do well for your 'o's & pursue your dreams.God Bless.Agape,Benjamin
Thank you,I will trasure it,nice knowing u too,Same for you too.
Diyao wrote Happy Bitrthday Allen!Sentosa celebration was FUN.haha,you must be appreciated that i never go back m'sia wor...Hope you do well in your 'o'level and other things in your life!!!And hope you can get your lifeguard cert!!!Jiayou From :Di Yao
Thank you,haha,same to you too,and i will confirm get my lifeguard cert
Qi Wei Wrote Happy Birthday!So Sorry that no present for you..No money liao ma!Hope you do well in your studies!To:Kobe Bryant From Q.w =)
Thank you,no excuses i want present,same to you too,XD KOBE BRYANT
Yuan Lin wrote Yo!Allen Chia Gou Gou,Happy Birthday to you! Hope you pass your o levels with flying colours & happy always!
Thank you,and pls la i not dog >.<,same to u too
Pitchaya wrote Happy Birthday All the Best for your studies =)
Thank you same to you too
Gracia wrote happy b'dae Allan!and many happy returns =P all the best in ur studies!score well in everythin u do!!
Thank you,You spelt my name wrongly :/ same for you too
Ravi wrote Yo!Allen....HAppy Birthday!!!Wish u always healthy and happy,success in what u do!!!
Thank you,same to you too
Xuan wen wrote
Allen...Happy Birthday!Dun show off to me that u wan watch Nc16 movies!!!=)
Thank you,you sound abit reluctant to wish me,i consider 1st la..
Ian wrote Happy B'dae Good Luck in slimming down quickly!
thank you la ian =D i will xD
Chi Chuan wrote Happy B'dae Allen All the best 4 ur studies :=)
Thank you,same to you too
Syahril wrote Hi!Allen,my good friend :) Happy sweet 16th birthday.May your 'O' level results be of flying colours!
Thank you,my good friend syahril,Same for you too
Chen Min wrote Happy Sweeth 16th Birthday!---Ha!can watch NC16 ler..just like mez.Whatever,stay happy.All the best for 'o'levels :)
Thank you,want find one day go watch NC-16 movie?Same to you too
Kaixin wrote Yoz!Happy Birthday to Jian Ren Didi!HaHa...finally 16 le..Hope you will grow mature(because you have not) and find a "chio bu"whop suits you...ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR 'O' level!(cuz i would never wanna be in the same school as you again)Lastly...Hope you can lose some weight!Haha =D
Thank you,takes a clever person to be jian,same school as me very lose face meh?Same for you too,all the best,and i will lose weight =D
Si yuan wrote something but i dun understand but i understand frenz 4ever
frenz forever =D
Dominic the extra from 4s1 wrote Happi Bdae Allen Chia!plz grow up to be more mature.Best wishes.=)
Thank you,Ok la,let nature take its course
Qiong Hui wrote ello Allen!!!Great to know you and hope that no matter where you are,you are at the best and enjoying every moment in life!HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!Sorry no present >.<>
Thank you,great to know u too,and same for u too,u can owe me presents 1st :p
What u said just now,in school,surprisingly enlightened me i thought i could have forgotten you,but things doesn't really seem that easy...Dun ask "wad do i wan in life?" ask "what does life has 2 offer?
Allen-Dead but 16on 26th march 2007
Alright,This year I didn't stay up to countdown,so someone wished me first even before i wished myself..I was touched when Jing Hang said at 11.00pm that he was going to stay up to 12 to wish me but i went to sleep at 11.30pm so,ah,I'm sorry..but thanks anyways
Ian ah,Its not even 12 yet,then u wish me happy birthday at 11.34,cannot wait 26 more mins ah? :p jk...haha btw thanks for wishing me through a sms
Thank you Adeline for wishing me,but u late 13 mins lei,bah,but nvms thanks anyways
Lin Xunqi!you abit wols leis,u ask me for my handphone number,but never sms me that night,then the next morning u sms me say happy birthday,with a number u think i dunno,even stupid people will know is u de ma...And u are way more evil than i am loh
Thank you,Dominic,Hui Fong,Yong Wei,Jerren,Si yuan and others(i dunno who bought it)for the billabong pencil case,i kinda like it :/
Thank you,Yi jie,Dominic,Ying Shi,Adeline,Qiong Hui,Yong Wei,Wei Ming,Qiong Hui and Hui Ling,Benjamin,Chen min,Xuan wen,Kai Xin,Isaiah,Ming Gui,Derek,Ravi,Yidi,Gracia,Qi Wei,Shimin,Si yuan,Yu Kai,Pitchaya,Yong Siang,Chi Chuan,Cherilyn,Kelly,Yew Zhen,Syahril,raymond,Natasha,Jasper,Jing Hang,Jessica,Eng Tian,Zhang Shou,Adonis,Yuan Lin,Diyao,WeiXin,Ian i think i missed out one person,SORRY
AND finally thanks to my parents for giving me 16 years of sweet memories,and taking care of me...
Today was a disastrous day la,but i was quite happy that,even the heaven gave me a birthday present,i didn't wanna have assembly cause need to sing national anthem and school song,but this morning,it rained! so no need to sing xD songz,see even heaven give me face xD,w00ts...After our first lesson was pe,pe was fun or messy,played captains ball,but play until half i changed team cause the other team was too strong,and $*(&*$ Ang Hui Ling bluff me to pass the ball to her when she's not my teammate #*$#*()$,first time a person in my class did that,she sounded too much like ming gui,and i wasn't even looking as zhang shou was in my way,bah but nvms,suddenly play till half i played bball and score several balls =DD,but didn't count but nvms la and Lee Yu Kai,started to play rough cause i started to score,what a jealous guy,bah,he tried to pull jing hang's hand and pushed me alot of times,but it was fun,After PE,Dunno why i had a bad stomachache,but i managed to tahan >.<
Everyone who wished me,shook hands with me,but was really quite shocked when,hui ling walked past my desk,then suddenly stops and says happy birthday to me,and yong zhen sitting on a bench in canteen,suddenly loooks at me and says happy birthday,weird way eh..
Thank you all for wishing me happy birthday,and the birthday card..
Qi Wei,i don't care,i demend a present from u
Jing hang,you can give me my present after u get the nike af1 =D
Qiong Hui,I want present!
Adeline and ying shi where's my present
Okay,I'll write down the wishes u all wrote on the card :p
Weixin wrote ALLEN!!!SHEN RI KUAI LE!!Stay happy!All the Best in everything!!winkx!
Thank you,i will,and same for you too,winkx
Cherilyn wrote Happy Birthday!Do well in the 'o' levels and excel to your fullest potential!Best wishes cherilyn
Thank you,Same to you too
Zhang Shou wrote Do well for all subjects! Do It Allen!
Ok i Will!
Jing Hang wrote Happy Birthday Allen Hope you can continue to slim down FAT BOY xD GLHF
Thank you,tmd other ppl wish me studies de thing,u wish me to slim down,but nvms thanks anyways =D
Jasper wrote Allen Chia Chee How,Happy Birthday!Watched BLEACH 119 already?
Thank you,watched le :D
Adonis Toh wrote Happy 16th B'Day Allen!!!Hope you had fun on sat dude... shi liu da shou!! =P
Thank you,With you guys there,i really had a fun time
Ang Hui Ling wrote Allen!Happy Birthday!Hope you had a great time at Sentosa with your friends.Smile Always =)
Thank you,ya i had a great time there,same for u too
Yu Kai wrote Happy Birthday!Allen!is:-healthy,knowledgeable,qualified lifesaver,fit swimmer,sucessful,Thats Allen!
Thank you Yu kai,Your words touched me,i didn't know i was this great :/
Yidi wrote Happy Birthday All the best in this year
Thank you,Same to you too
Benjamin wrote Enjoy your 16th birthday(Its not every year you're 16 you know)Treasure it!Its been nice knowing U & i'm shocked to know what a good sportsman you are.Keep it up!Do well for your 'o's & pursue your dreams.God Bless.Agape,Benjamin
Thank you,I will trasure it,nice knowing u too,Same for you too.
Diyao wrote Happy Bitrthday Allen!Sentosa celebration was FUN.haha,you must be appreciated that i never go back m'sia wor...Hope you do well in your 'o'level and other things in your life!!!And hope you can get your lifeguard cert!!!Jiayou From :Di Yao
Thank you,haha,same to you too,and i will confirm get my lifeguard cert
Qi Wei Wrote Happy Birthday!So Sorry that no present for you..No money liao ma!Hope you do well in your studies!To:Kobe Bryant From Q.w =)
Thank you,no excuses i want present,same to you too,XD KOBE BRYANT
Yuan Lin wrote Yo!Allen Chia Gou Gou,Happy Birthday to you! Hope you pass your o levels with flying colours & happy always!
Thank you,and pls la i not dog >.<,same to u too
Pitchaya wrote Happy Birthday All the Best for your studies =)
Thank you same to you too
Gracia wrote happy b'dae Allan!and many happy returns =P all the best in ur studies!score well in everythin u do!!
Thank you,You spelt my name wrongly :/ same for you too
Ravi wrote Yo!Allen....HAppy Birthday!!!Wish u always healthy and happy,success in what u do!!!
Thank you,same to you too
Xuan wen wrote
Allen...Happy Birthday!Dun show off to me that u wan watch Nc16 movies!!!=)
Thank you,you sound abit reluctant to wish me,i consider 1st la..
Ian wrote Happy B'dae Good Luck in slimming down quickly!
thank you la ian =D i will xD
Chi Chuan wrote Happy B'dae Allen All the best 4 ur studies :=)
Thank you,same to you too
Syahril wrote Hi!Allen,my good friend :) Happy sweet 16th birthday.May your 'O' level results be of flying colours!
Thank you,my good friend syahril,Same for you too
Chen Min wrote Happy Sweeth 16th Birthday!---Ha!can watch NC16 ler..just like mez.Whatever,stay happy.All the best for 'o'levels :)
Thank you,want find one day go watch NC-16 movie?Same to you too
Kaixin wrote Yoz!Happy Birthday to Jian Ren Didi!HaHa...finally 16 le..Hope you will grow mature(because you have not) and find a "chio bu"whop suits you...ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR 'O' level!(cuz i would never wanna be in the same school as you again)Lastly...Hope you can lose some weight!Haha =D
Thank you,takes a clever person to be jian,same school as me very lose face meh?Same for you too,all the best,and i will lose weight =D
Si yuan wrote something but i dun understand but i understand frenz 4ever
frenz forever =D
Dominic the extra from 4s1 wrote Happi Bdae Allen Chia!plz grow up to be more mature.Best wishes.=)
Thank you,Ok la,let nature take its course
Qiong Hui wrote ello Allen!!!Great to know you and hope that no matter where you are,you are at the best and enjoying every moment in life!HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!Sorry no present >.<>
Thank you,great to know u too,and same for u too,u can owe me presents 1st :p
What u said just now,in school,surprisingly enlightened me i thought i could have forgotten you,but things doesn't really seem that easy...Dun ask "wad do i wan in life?" ask "what does life has 2 offer?
Allen-Dead but 16on 26th march 2007
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:58 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, March 23, 2007
23/03
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK,
I LOVE MY DAD,HE'S THE BEST DAD ONE COULD HAVE!!!=))
today should be a sad day for me,cause we are taking back our report slip,i was worried cause teachers wants to see my parents,but as usual,i called my dad to come..He came at six,but i chased him back home,cause If he ever listens to Mr low's speech,he will make sarcastic or stupid remarks,and make me laugh and then tell my friends which will make them laugh too...Sometimes i wonder,HE REALLY IS MY BIOLOGICAL father,what kind of dad,gives you what kind of son,Me=him Him=me,no difference,but i don't smoke like him,BUT i like him smoking,so cool and he even told me to smoke,but i didn't wanna cause i told him,i don't want to die so early...Had a long talk with my dad before the parent's and teachers meeting,He touched me,so i really hope i do well the next few tests,i really want to do him proud...Then we started to queue up to take my report book,we were behind yu kai,and he started to do stupid stuffs,i told him teachers wanna meet him,and he asked,:"Got any female teachers?"I told him,"got,look in front."HE said,"aiya,that one too old,don't want."I laughed...Ok then,we were supposed to move in front,and he started to do stupid stuffs again,he changed the seat,as the next seat was too warm,then ravi's dad saw,and smiled at him,again i laughed..Then when its our turn,he looked at my report book,then he went speechless,then until half
Ms Lee:"allen is a bright kid,but he's too lazy,the problem with his english is that,he don't talk in class,and he needs to read more and speak more in class or at home."
My dad:"So its my fault la,cause im chinese educated(in a joking tone),Then he said:"So he must make more noise ah?"
i went LOL then ms lee said:"nonononono,he must volunteer more."
Ok then,
we went to mr ramesh following by mr goh,they were ok,cause i told my dad not to talk,or make me laugh anymore,Thus after that my dad brought me for supper :D...Had a terrible dinner la,The food like shit )):...But i really had fun talking with my father +D...
If any of you want to know more stupid stuffs said by my father,can ask me,cause some contents are not to be posted here because of religious reasons :/
Allen-Dead but loves his dad
I LOVE MY DAD,HE'S THE BEST DAD ONE COULD HAVE!!!=))
today should be a sad day for me,cause we are taking back our report slip,i was worried cause teachers wants to see my parents,but as usual,i called my dad to come..He came at six,but i chased him back home,cause If he ever listens to Mr low's speech,he will make sarcastic or stupid remarks,and make me laugh and then tell my friends which will make them laugh too...Sometimes i wonder,HE REALLY IS MY BIOLOGICAL father,what kind of dad,gives you what kind of son,Me=him Him=me,no difference,but i don't smoke like him,BUT i like him smoking,so cool and he even told me to smoke,but i didn't wanna cause i told him,i don't want to die so early...Had a long talk with my dad before the parent's and teachers meeting,He touched me,so i really hope i do well the next few tests,i really want to do him proud...Then we started to queue up to take my report book,we were behind yu kai,and he started to do stupid stuffs,i told him teachers wanna meet him,and he asked,:"Got any female teachers?"I told him,"got,look in front."HE said,"aiya,that one too old,don't want."I laughed...Ok then,we were supposed to move in front,and he started to do stupid stuffs again,he changed the seat,as the next seat was too warm,then ravi's dad saw,and smiled at him,again i laughed..Then when its our turn,he looked at my report book,then he went speechless,then until half
Ms Lee:"allen is a bright kid,but he's too lazy,the problem with his english is that,he don't talk in class,and he needs to read more and speak more in class or at home."
My dad:"So its my fault la,cause im chinese educated(in a joking tone),Then he said:"So he must make more noise ah?"
i went LOL then ms lee said:"nonononono,he must volunteer more."
Ok then,
we went to mr ramesh following by mr goh,they were ok,cause i told my dad not to talk,or make me laugh anymore,Thus after that my dad brought me for supper :D...Had a terrible dinner la,The food like shit )):...But i really had fun talking with my father +D...
If any of you want to know more stupid stuffs said by my father,can ask me,cause some contents are not to be posted here because of religious reasons :/
Allen-Dead but loves his dad
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:09 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, March 22, 2007
22/03
Another He told me that,he suffered and she suffered with him
I wonder,what does this mean...
Allen-Dead
I wonder,what does this mean...
Allen-Dead
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:12 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
22/03
):...As my birthday comes closer,my emotion just gets richer in a way that i become so much sentimental,that's really bad...
The way u talk to others will be the way i talk to you,if u ever shout at me or add soem stretching notes of ur sentence,i'll talk back same and if you're not happy with that,and u try challenging me,just bring it...You know who I'm talking to fucker,You made me shout today,You're just one fuck'n hypocrite,act big among the boys?act such sweet guy in front of girls?everytime u go u need accompany,eh , dude,YOU SURE YOU'RE A GUY?EVERYTIME YOU'RE FREE U GO POR CHAR BOR,go fuck youerself and get a life please,if you know who you are,or if the person ever reads this,jolly well change the way you talk and the was you act,you are so fuck'n disgusting...
k...i'll stop that :/
Again i saw a few unpleasing scenes again related to the person above,how i wish i could just throw some words to him...bah...but nvms,i'll tolerate...
As u all can see,I'm not in school today,and im bored,so im blogging now while u all are in school studying=)...Fuck,i cried last night,not because of a dream,but because of the things that went through my mind,i was quite conscious that night,i thought if i was really happy with what i have now and when i was really happy,whether i made my parents feel embarrassed if they have me as their son,whether i really made them once in this 15 years,i really can't think of once i made them happy..And i was happy once during my primary school times,because of grades and praises around me,but now,its all encouragements or facts that shows what i am...Those smiles i give in classes,were just a cover to cover up my sadness in my heart,out there,i might be that happy-go-lucky guy but now i can tell u all,im not that,i can cry easily which i hate...bah...i'll stop this here la,or else u all dun wan read liaos...
For the 1st time in my sec 4 life,i was praised by a teacher,that really brightened up my day,then again i thought,when was i really praised by a teacher,I kinda felt like crying not for joy,but for grieve,i thought of my results now and friday i know,i'll disappoint my parents...
My day was a bad day yesterday,but thank you ian,u came and u kinda lifted my spirits up...
Allen-Dead
The way u talk to others will be the way i talk to you,if u ever shout at me or add soem stretching notes of ur sentence,i'll talk back same and if you're not happy with that,and u try challenging me,just bring it...You know who I'm talking to fucker,You made me shout today,You're just one fuck'n hypocrite,act big among the boys?act such sweet guy in front of girls?everytime u go u need accompany,eh , dude,YOU SURE YOU'RE A GUY?EVERYTIME YOU'RE FREE U GO POR CHAR BOR,go fuck youerself and get a life please,if you know who you are,or if the person ever reads this,jolly well change the way you talk and the was you act,you are so fuck'n disgusting...
k...i'll stop that :/
Again i saw a few unpleasing scenes again related to the person above,how i wish i could just throw some words to him...bah...but nvms,i'll tolerate...
As u all can see,I'm not in school today,and im bored,so im blogging now while u all are in school studying=)...Fuck,i cried last night,not because of a dream,but because of the things that went through my mind,i was quite conscious that night,i thought if i was really happy with what i have now and when i was really happy,whether i made my parents feel embarrassed if they have me as their son,whether i really made them once in this 15 years,i really can't think of once i made them happy..And i was happy once during my primary school times,because of grades and praises around me,but now,its all encouragements or facts that shows what i am...Those smiles i give in classes,were just a cover to cover up my sadness in my heart,out there,i might be that happy-go-lucky guy but now i can tell u all,im not that,i can cry easily which i hate...bah...i'll stop this here la,or else u all dun wan read liaos...
For the 1st time in my sec 4 life,i was praised by a teacher,that really brightened up my day,then again i thought,when was i really praised by a teacher,I kinda felt like crying not for joy,but for grieve,i thought of my results now and friday i know,i'll disappoint my parents...
My day was a bad day yesterday,but thank you ian,u came and u kinda lifted my spirits up...
Allen-Dead
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:35 AM
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Monday, March 19, 2007
19/03
Again,i saw something today which don't really pleases me,but i'm gonna leave that aside
Shout out to all those people who encourages me or pushes me on,I thank you sincerely,but due to some unforseen situations,i think maybe some good things will change only after the mid-years examinations.
Allen-Dead
Shout out to all those people who encourages me or pushes me on,I thank you sincerely,but due to some unforseen situations,i think maybe some good things will change only after the mid-years examinations.
Allen-Dead
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:21 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, March 16, 2007
16/03
)): i feel so useless
i had the guts to like someone,but didn't dare to admit to her or whatsoever.
Since that feeling came,i stopped talking to her,and i don't know why this feeling keeps going on in me,fuck it!I hate this.I keep saying,I want to do this and want to do that,but until the actual day,i did nothing,i drag and drag,This really pisses me off.."No point talking to her","what for",these were just excuses,all the smiles were just coverings for the weak side of me,remembering that time,when i was primary 6,i cried for a girl?i knew that she liked me,and I liked her too,but why didn't i tell her?fuck that,i had such low self esteem,im so afraid of failure,being rejected or what..Though i often help some people with their problems,i can't even solve mine myself,and i think im that great..Fuck that la.I don't even dare to talk to her,nor look at her,but just to peep at her from some corner...Even when she's near me,i won't even look at her,or talk to her,when she talks to me,i just nod my head or shake my head,i won't even try to continue talking,i just keeps quiet..And when i reach home,i kept asking why i don't talk to her,i keep assuming an answer,trying to look on the brighter side,but it seems,it ain't that way...Im just too afraid of myself failing again..When she talks to me,sometimes,i even ignore her,WTF was i thinking that time,again,i went home asking myself questions...When others talks to her or goes near her all the time,dunno why i just gets pissed off,my mood changes so quickly just because of that..Fuck it la,that's other people's freedom why should i care so much,Im just so fucking selfish..Whenever i see her name somewhere,my vision stops there,for quite sometime,and i dunno why..This is so...
bahh..this post sux ):
Oppurtunity waits for no one,A clever person creates oppurtunities,a normal peron makes use of one,while a stupid one,waits for one..
I don't create oppurtunity,nor i make use of one right in frong of me,or i don't even wait for one..
I really am useless
i had the guts to like someone,but didn't dare to admit to her or whatsoever.
Since that feeling came,i stopped talking to her,and i don't know why this feeling keeps going on in me,fuck it!I hate this.I keep saying,I want to do this and want to do that,but until the actual day,i did nothing,i drag and drag,This really pisses me off.."No point talking to her","what for",these were just excuses,all the smiles were just coverings for the weak side of me,remembering that time,when i was primary 6,i cried for a girl?i knew that she liked me,and I liked her too,but why didn't i tell her?fuck that,i had such low self esteem,im so afraid of failure,being rejected or what..Though i often help some people with their problems,i can't even solve mine myself,and i think im that great..Fuck that la.I don't even dare to talk to her,nor look at her,but just to peep at her from some corner...Even when she's near me,i won't even look at her,or talk to her,when she talks to me,i just nod my head or shake my head,i won't even try to continue talking,i just keeps quiet..And when i reach home,i kept asking why i don't talk to her,i keep assuming an answer,trying to look on the brighter side,but it seems,it ain't that way...Im just too afraid of myself failing again..When she talks to me,sometimes,i even ignore her,WTF was i thinking that time,again,i went home asking myself questions...When others talks to her or goes near her all the time,dunno why i just gets pissed off,my mood changes so quickly just because of that..Fuck it la,that's other people's freedom why should i care so much,Im just so fucking selfish..Whenever i see her name somewhere,my vision stops there,for quite sometime,and i dunno why..This is so...
bahh..this post sux ):
Oppurtunity waits for no one,A clever person creates oppurtunities,a normal peron makes use of one,while a stupid one,waits for one..
I don't create oppurtunity,nor i make use of one right in frong of me,or i don't even wait for one..
I really am useless
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:45 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
13/03
haiyo,jason and alex came to my house yesterday to spend the night,we slept at 2+ then the next morning,i was disturbed by jason's screamings
jason:"OI LATE LE LA"
then i said:"lac la,7.30 only can take cab there."
And i dunno why,when i woke up,my body was like radiating so much heat,and my head was like having two walls closing up,really very painful la..
And something bad happened,Sorry Jason cause u lost ur shoe,kinda pai seh la,he come my house overnight the 2nd time,then he lost his nike shoe,and its over a hundred bucks,sorry la ):...
Ok,when they reached school,i had to find cyrus at some coffee shop,something surprising oso happened cause qi wei came too,so we went to another coffee shop as the previous one was overcrowded,my back was on the virge of breaking la,dunno why,the pain was so excruciating,then qi wei and cyrus started to push me,i was so nua la ):...then we went to school (:
When we reached school,my headache wasn't any better,back ache wasn't any better too,so i rested my head on the table,but my whole body was so hot that even the air i breathe out is hot la,my hands cannot take it ):,then i took four chairs to let me rest on,i felt quite bad la today ):,never do miss lee's homework and i even sleep during her lesson,after sleeping in class for 1 hour and a half~it was geog lesson,but i didn't feel any better,continued to sleep,during the lesson,but this time i rested my head on the table,and when i opened my eyes,i found out that,my hands were filled with saliva,i quickly woke up and wanted to wipe away,but someone turned over ,so pai seh la :/
then after school,went to play bball,aiyo,sorry to all the people there la,i abit sick,not feeling well,so i threw my tantrums on u all,very very sorry to u all,next time when i sick,ask me not to play :D,then after that,went to sleep at the study table around the la vista,it was much more comfortable than the four chairs in class!After that,alex followed me home,cause he left his phone at my place,after that,i took a bathe and slept till 7 :D
Oh ya,during the sleep at the study table,had a really fun talk with jasper lol,he's a really fun guy,to talk to,but sometimes he's a little bit irritating :/
When i saw u that day,im lost for words...
jason:"OI LATE LE LA"
then i said:"lac la,7.30 only can take cab there."
And i dunno why,when i woke up,my body was like radiating so much heat,and my head was like having two walls closing up,really very painful la..
And something bad happened,Sorry Jason cause u lost ur shoe,kinda pai seh la,he come my house overnight the 2nd time,then he lost his nike shoe,and its over a hundred bucks,sorry la ):...
Ok,when they reached school,i had to find cyrus at some coffee shop,something surprising oso happened cause qi wei came too,so we went to another coffee shop as the previous one was overcrowded,my back was on the virge of breaking la,dunno why,the pain was so excruciating,then qi wei and cyrus started to push me,i was so nua la ):...then we went to school (:
When we reached school,my headache wasn't any better,back ache wasn't any better too,so i rested my head on the table,but my whole body was so hot that even the air i breathe out is hot la,my hands cannot take it ):,then i took four chairs to let me rest on,i felt quite bad la today ):,never do miss lee's homework and i even sleep during her lesson,after sleeping in class for 1 hour and a half~it was geog lesson,but i didn't feel any better,continued to sleep,during the lesson,but this time i rested my head on the table,and when i opened my eyes,i found out that,my hands were filled with saliva,i quickly woke up and wanted to wipe away,but someone turned over ,so pai seh la :/
then after school,went to play bball,aiyo,sorry to all the people there la,i abit sick,not feeling well,so i threw my tantrums on u all,very very sorry to u all,next time when i sick,ask me not to play :D,then after that,went to sleep at the study table around the la vista,it was much more comfortable than the four chairs in class!After that,alex followed me home,cause he left his phone at my place,after that,i took a bathe and slept till 7 :D
Oh ya,during the sleep at the study table,had a really fun talk with jasper lol,he's a really fun guy,to talk to,but sometimes he's a little bit irritating :/
When i saw u that day,im lost for words...
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:40 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, March 11, 2007
11/03
wa today=songz
woke up in the morning at 10.30 to watch power rangers,quite nice lei that show then after that went online to see if i can ask people to go out,in the end,jing hang adeline and ying shi wanted to watch a movie,but dunno why they dun wanna go liao,so im left with alex and jason,we had our lunch at mac then went to take bus to parkway parade again :D,it's a really nice place...
Those two boys really pigs sia,they slept like almost the whole journey la,tmd left me alone with my comic ):...
Then when we reach there,we started to look for my bag,but after 1 hour of walking,i couldn't decide so we went to the food court to have some desserts but dunno why alex got really obsessed with the smell of the BAK KUT TEH,keep saying so nice de aroma which is not even present?Then after that we went to talk again and I bought a crumpler :D,ex lei $95,i also saw another one which cost $159 then we compared,one got padding and stripes the other one doesn't have and the difference is $64,then they started saying,what's the difference between a plain tee-shirt and a billabong shirt,one costs $10++ while the other costs $40++,only the designs are different and the brand,and i got the brand,so i got the cheaper one,cause i got the brand :D...
After that,we decided to have steamboat for dinner,it costed like $15 per person,but just now alex called me and said that we were conned cause if we hadn't ordered the set it would be much cheaper ):,but nvms la we learn from our mistake :D...then when eating i started to joke by saying stuffs like,"eh alex,the crab meat calling u liao,faster eat it"then they started luffing dunno like what.We spent like 2 hours eating our steamboat lol,other people started eating later than us left earlier than us and the employee had to chase us off loh or else we would not have gone lol..Then we started to shop for necklace,for someone,which i shall not name here :D...but in the end i never buy la cause i dunno what girls like :/..
Then we played a game,we started to call people to make them say a certain phrase,so jason called cause i picked him :D,then they go,
jason:"i very angry u lei"
man xing:"angry angry lor"
then dunno what they say,man xing said sorry,but our rule is must be in chinese,but the stubborn man xing refused to say it,despite jason's plead he still doesn't want to say,so jason lost..funny loh,then was alex's turn,we picked jerren for him,
alex:"i very angry u lei,i wan call ppl whack u liao"
jerren:"what?"
alex repeated again but now he added say something to make me happy
jerren:"i shy lei"
then we were like WTH? LOL he thought alex wanted him to say i love you? LOL
but in the end somehow he said dui bu qi and alex nvr lose la,as for me before i can even talk,i got kupped ):
So after this we went home...I also found out that how bastardised could man xing and guan hao and jing hang could be,they could say things so qian da that you would feel like whacking them..
note to adeline:ask shao rui buy u meal la,i no money z
woke up in the morning at 10.30 to watch power rangers,quite nice lei that show then after that went online to see if i can ask people to go out,in the end,jing hang adeline and ying shi wanted to watch a movie,but dunno why they dun wanna go liao,so im left with alex and jason,we had our lunch at mac then went to take bus to parkway parade again :D,it's a really nice place...
Those two boys really pigs sia,they slept like almost the whole journey la,tmd left me alone with my comic ):...
Then when we reach there,we started to look for my bag,but after 1 hour of walking,i couldn't decide so we went to the food court to have some desserts but dunno why alex got really obsessed with the smell of the BAK KUT TEH,keep saying so nice de aroma which is not even present?Then after that we went to talk again and I bought a crumpler :D,ex lei $95,i also saw another one which cost $159 then we compared,one got padding and stripes the other one doesn't have and the difference is $64,then they started saying,what's the difference between a plain tee-shirt and a billabong shirt,one costs $10++ while the other costs $40++,only the designs are different and the brand,and i got the brand,so i got the cheaper one,cause i got the brand :D...
After that,we decided to have steamboat for dinner,it costed like $15 per person,but just now alex called me and said that we were conned cause if we hadn't ordered the set it would be much cheaper ):,but nvms la we learn from our mistake :D...then when eating i started to joke by saying stuffs like,"eh alex,the crab meat calling u liao,faster eat it"then they started luffing dunno like what.We spent like 2 hours eating our steamboat lol,other people started eating later than us left earlier than us and the employee had to chase us off loh or else we would not have gone lol..Then we started to shop for necklace,for someone,which i shall not name here :D...but in the end i never buy la cause i dunno what girls like :/..
Then we played a game,we started to call people to make them say a certain phrase,so jason called cause i picked him :D,then they go,
jason:"i very angry u lei"
man xing:"angry angry lor"
then dunno what they say,man xing said sorry,but our rule is must be in chinese,but the stubborn man xing refused to say it,despite jason's plead he still doesn't want to say,so jason lost..funny loh,then was alex's turn,we picked jerren for him,
alex:"i very angry u lei,i wan call ppl whack u liao"
jerren:"what?"
alex repeated again but now he added say something to make me happy
jerren:"i shy lei"
then we were like WTH? LOL he thought alex wanted him to say i love you? LOL
but in the end somehow he said dui bu qi and alex nvr lose la,as for me before i can even talk,i got kupped ):
So after this we went home...I also found out that how bastardised could man xing and guan hao and jing hang could be,they could say things so qian da that you would feel like whacking them..
note to adeline:ask shao rui buy u meal la,i no money z
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:51 PM
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10/03
US :D
took this picture out of boredom
alex and jason singin :D
this was the elephant i thought about :/firstly i wanna say two things,happy birthday to chen min and samantha,finally sixteen :D can watch NC-16 shows liao but chen min dun really look like 16 :/ lols jk...bahh...sry samantha for not going for your steamboat cause i need to get a bag badly :/ so didn't went with them but still Happy birthday :D
today was a really fun day :D
firstly in the morning,i was late for my swimming course,but due to some reasons i wasn't punished cause only 3 ppl attended the course today so was kinda empty,but learned some techniques on what to do when ppl grabs hold of u from the side back or front,then after that went to amk to find alex then we went to eat then after that jason came and we went kboxing xD...alex sure can sing not bad sia he sing :D then jason oso really fun ^^ but after that adeline came to amk but dunno how to go the place where we are at so i gotta bring her...after we sang jason left for home cause he needs to eat,then me alex and adeline,the THREE A's lol..went to parkway parade to shop for my bag..But instead we stayed at the food court and chit-chatted for like almost 2 hours about stuffs,tmd,then they still use my phone,call someone while there's no topic to talk about la,then pranked call two times,REALLY SORRY TO HER :/.THen after we walked out of the shopping centre i saw this hotel got some light emitting from it in blue and green thus i thought it was a picture of an elephant but what it actually was,was a reflection of the word PP from the one of the towers of parkway parade,Alex and Adeline laughed really loudly ): i felt so embarrassed :/
..bahh,then went home with all of them but alex took the train to mrt cause he stays at sembawang,so i accompanied adeline home,then go home liaos and came to blog,Have a nice night everyone and here are some of the pics :D
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:51 AM
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Friday, March 02, 2007
02/03
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Really boring these few days...): actually nothing much happened except on thursday practical,i held a hot test tube with my bare hands and got burnt ):...Something really unexpecting also happened on thursday morning but i shall not mention it :D...and Hong Qi Wei,you got a problem with my layer ah -_- keep on talking about my hair -.-...
Alex ah alex...today such a great chance u just stay there,never talk to her...wa lao...i waited in school for you lei..then you liddat,waste my time ';....;' bah nvms la,i also can understand that situation...And Adeline ah,Not i dun want bring the chocolates,is because u come school so late everytime,the chocolate will melt so,maybe next time go out then give u bah :/
Oh ya,On wednesday my class went to Ju Eng Home,unlike those other people,i interacted with those old folks,considering their condition,i actually pitied them,they were dumped by their unfilial children and put into that home,such faggot ';..;' I talked with some old folks,luckily i could understand abit and speak abit so i didn't really had much difficulties communicating with them...They were really pitiful la,wheelchair bound and nothing to do,Like what Mr Goh said,"they are just waiting to die."TMD what the hell la,but quite true la,i really pitied them lor ): but that's the cruel fact about life,Life suxx..well i should name all those brave classmates of mine who went to interacted with them,they were Ming Gui,Kai Xin,Yuan Lin,Chi Chuan,Chen Min and Benjamin...Well Yuan Lin and i were like the braver ones who talked more while the others just stand aside and listen to us but they still got interact in the end la using some of the braver ones as a pole to hang on...Had an unforgettable sorrowful experience there ):
I feel really useless ): Just a few words that i wanna tell you,but i just can't open my mouth to say it,every night i sit in front of my computer thinking i wanna do this i wanna do that,but in the end,the next day i just let time pass by and that day was gone...I often encouraged my friends not to give up one-sided infatuation but now i'm one of them and i feel like giving up ):...I really don't know what to do now...well i shall stop here now
Allen
Siging Out
Really boring these few days...): actually nothing much happened except on thursday practical,i held a hot test tube with my bare hands and got burnt ):...Something really unexpecting also happened on thursday morning but i shall not mention it :D...and Hong Qi Wei,you got a problem with my layer ah -_- keep on talking about my hair -.-...
Alex ah alex...today such a great chance u just stay there,never talk to her...wa lao...i waited in school for you lei..then you liddat,waste my time ';....;' bah nvms la,i also can understand that situation...And Adeline ah,Not i dun want bring the chocolates,is because u come school so late everytime,the chocolate will melt so,maybe next time go out then give u bah :/
Oh ya,On wednesday my class went to Ju Eng Home,unlike those other people,i interacted with those old folks,considering their condition,i actually pitied them,they were dumped by their unfilial children and put into that home,such faggot ';..;' I talked with some old folks,luckily i could understand abit and speak abit so i didn't really had much difficulties communicating with them...They were really pitiful la,wheelchair bound and nothing to do,Like what Mr Goh said,"they are just waiting to die."TMD what the hell la,but quite true la,i really pitied them lor ): but that's the cruel fact about life,Life suxx..well i should name all those brave classmates of mine who went to interacted with them,they were Ming Gui,Kai Xin,Yuan Lin,Chi Chuan,Chen Min and Benjamin...Well Yuan Lin and i were like the braver ones who talked more while the others just stand aside and listen to us but they still got interact in the end la using some of the braver ones as a pole to hang on...Had an unforgettable sorrowful experience there ):
I feel really useless ): Just a few words that i wanna tell you,but i just can't open my mouth to say it,every night i sit in front of my computer thinking i wanna do this i wanna do that,but in the end,the next day i just let time pass by and that day was gone...I often encouraged my friends not to give up one-sided infatuation but now i'm one of them and i feel like giving up ):...I really don't know what to do now...well i shall stop here now
Allen
Siging Out
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:44 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities