Saturday, September 29, 2007
29/09
So much for my happy ending..
lets talk this over,its not like we're dead,
was it something i did,or was it something u said
don't leave me hanging...
)': lyrics from my happy ending,haha,part of it only
alright,life isn't so easy as it seems eh,pssht,recently,when i stay at home,i'll emo ): , hence i try to stay outside,but no difference la,no one likes me ): all don't wanna acc. me
gah,life is just so drama la..
heh,yay,im finishing a maths in a couple of days time,then imma proceed to chemistry,(: well,i actually wanna try something on friday,but,failed ): something really unexpected happened :/
so,well,couldn't get the other party to come,so,i went to study with yong siang and i completed quite an amount of work eh? (: well,studying with him always produces results,don't know why i can't concentrate when im studying with big group of people..
mmhmm,i was late yesterday,and,hah,i was two hours late, :/ but luckily yong siang wasn't there,but still,when yong siang reached,i was still 1/2 an hour late..
ya,so,mmhmm,failed la,wanted to ask the who to come,and when i smed her,she said she slept!omg la,): puo huai le wo de ji hua.. rawrr
omg and jing hang,u're just my favourite friend,haha..
si ming gui,see la,u say in my tagboard now alot ppl know alr la ): i will not tell u this sort of things next time!unreliable secret holder!
koh si yuan,pls la,stop threatening me T_T
ian,hey,yooOOoOooO wassupp xD
okayyy,i got to go to prepare for studying later chaoo
oh and from the story i posted last time
it seems that on friday both of em,didn't really talked to each other )':
live happily ever after together leh
oh and yongsiang was frequently looking at his phone when he was studying (:
seems like he's waiting for something (:
lets talk this over,its not like we're dead,
was it something i did,or was it something u said
don't leave me hanging...
)': lyrics from my happy ending,haha,part of it only
alright,life isn't so easy as it seems eh,pssht,recently,when i stay at home,i'll emo ): , hence i try to stay outside,but no difference la,no one likes me ): all don't wanna acc. me
gah,life is just so drama la..
heh,yay,im finishing a maths in a couple of days time,then imma proceed to chemistry,(: well,i actually wanna try something on friday,but,failed ): something really unexpected happened :/
so,well,couldn't get the other party to come,so,i went to study with yong siang and i completed quite an amount of work eh? (: well,studying with him always produces results,don't know why i can't concentrate when im studying with big group of people..
mmhmm,i was late yesterday,and,hah,i was two hours late, :/ but luckily yong siang wasn't there,but still,when yong siang reached,i was still 1/2 an hour late..
ya,so,mmhmm,failed la,wanted to ask the who to come,and when i smed her,she said she slept!omg la,): puo huai le wo de ji hua.. rawrr
omg and jing hang,u're just my favourite friend,haha..
si ming gui,see la,u say in my tagboard now alot ppl know alr la ): i will not tell u this sort of things next time!unreliable secret holder!
koh si yuan,pls la,stop threatening me T_T
ian,hey,yooOOoOooO wassupp xD
okayyy,i got to go to prepare for studying later chaoo
oh and from the story i posted last time
it seems that on friday both of em,didn't really talked to each other )':
live happily ever after together leh
oh and yongsiang was frequently looking at his phone when he was studying (:
seems like he's waiting for something (:
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:33 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, September 27, 2007
28/09
ahhh,today was no different from last night,totally no mood,wanted to go out to study,yet no one wanna help me ): ... actually there's some people whom i didn't ask,so not everyone don't wanna help me la, :-\
there's this uncomfortable feeling in me,really,really uncomfortable feeling,it justs feels like my heart is so incomplete,i can't even smile that night,and there was this feeling that i don't even want to play or do anything,i just feel like crying out loud ): , ya,i tried,but no use,can't even shed a tear..bllaaaahhhh
however,this morning,i tried to smile as widely as possible,still,i felt really empty,those smiles were put on...everything seems so stale... )':
why is it like this,why can't i just put more effort into pushing myself ): ...why can't i even open my mouth to say those things i wanted to...why am i only looking secretly from behind...this is really getting more and more unbearable..
and thank you for all the things you've helped me with,whenever i needed help,i'd sought help from you,and you never fail to help me..ya,thanks alot..
uh-huh,english mock exam today,and i came across this question..Write about an occasion when you lied for someone you love from an embarrassing situation..
what is love?like?special feelings for someone?what is love? is it edible?i turned my head and asked ppl around me
me:"xuanwen,what is love?
xuanwen:"like la"
me:"like=love?"
xuanwen:"nono,love is 10x of like"
me:"..."
hah and then,
me:"raymond,what is love"
xuanwen:"all those things xuanwen said"
me:"...."
and one more joker
me:"jianzhong,what is love"
jianzhong:"ai lor"
me:"..."
i was stuck there for like so long,i was stuck at the word "love" what is love..is it edible?
bllahhh,in the end,came up with a shitty plot and tried to finish my compo on time,mmhmm,
everything was boring after that...
mmmhhh,school was so empty,the sec1-3s were at home studying when we were still in class doing nothing,bllaahh,then went out with the other two in-school gamers,the pro,jasper,the noob,ren hui
hah,we crapped there for like dunno how long and they left for home,while i,trying to find another partner to study was roaming there aimlessly,in the end,tmd,ian was using the comp,and that diyao,don't wanna come out to study with me,bleh..
ok,and hence,i proceeded home,yes,i walked (: its really weird when i don't sweat out much,i feel really weird when not sweating,and ya,i got emo on the walk home,it felt really really great,and i dunno why,the wind blows to my face and i think...(: its so soothing la,haha,
well,alot of weird things happened recently,my heart feels empty,sudden sharp pains at my ribcage,and blah blah blah,why can't more happy things happen? >.<
bllaaahh,life is complicated,): and
chung ming gui,u don't show others the ____ hor,and go tml la, (:
koh si yuan,shush >.< , u're not only hinting to other people,and you're indirectly telling ppl ):
ian,xing yi dai qing chang wang zi,yo,ni de hao yi wo xing ling le,but too late!
the walk home,is really great...
there's this uncomfortable feeling in me,really,really uncomfortable feeling,it justs feels like my heart is so incomplete,i can't even smile that night,and there was this feeling that i don't even want to play or do anything,i just feel like crying out loud ): , ya,i tried,but no use,can't even shed a tear..bllaaaahhhh
however,this morning,i tried to smile as widely as possible,still,i felt really empty,those smiles were put on...everything seems so stale... )':
why is it like this,why can't i just put more effort into pushing myself ): ...why can't i even open my mouth to say those things i wanted to...why am i only looking secretly from behind...this is really getting more and more unbearable..
and thank you for all the things you've helped me with,whenever i needed help,i'd sought help from you,and you never fail to help me..ya,thanks alot..
uh-huh,english mock exam today,and i came across this question..Write about an occasion when you lied for someone you love from an embarrassing situation..
what is love?like?special feelings for someone?what is love? is it edible?i turned my head and asked ppl around me
me:"xuanwen,what is love?
xuanwen:"like la"
me:"like=love?"
xuanwen:"nono,love is 10x of like"
me:"..."
hah and then,
me:"raymond,what is love"
xuanwen:"all those things xuanwen said"
me:"...."
and one more joker
me:"jianzhong,what is love"
jianzhong:"ai lor"
me:"..."
i was stuck there for like so long,i was stuck at the word "love" what is love..is it edible?
bllahhh,in the end,came up with a shitty plot and tried to finish my compo on time,mmhmm,
everything was boring after that...
mmmhhh,school was so empty,the sec1-3s were at home studying when we were still in class doing nothing,bllaahh,then went out with the other two in-school gamers,the pro,jasper,the noob,ren hui
hah,we crapped there for like dunno how long and they left for home,while i,trying to find another partner to study was roaming there aimlessly,in the end,tmd,ian was using the comp,and that diyao,don't wanna come out to study with me,bleh..
ok,and hence,i proceeded home,yes,i walked (: its really weird when i don't sweat out much,i feel really weird when not sweating,and ya,i got emo on the walk home,it felt really really great,and i dunno why,the wind blows to my face and i think...(: its so soothing la,haha,
well,alot of weird things happened recently,my heart feels empty,sudden sharp pains at my ribcage,and blah blah blah,why can't more happy things happen? >.<
bllaaahh,life is complicated,): and
chung ming gui,u don't show others the ____ hor,and go tml la, (:
koh si yuan,shush >.< , u're not only hinting to other people,and you're indirectly telling ppl ):
ian,xing yi dai qing chang wang zi,yo,ni de hao yi wo xing ling le,but too late!
the walk home,is really great...
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:41 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
28/09
why am i feeling so uncomfortable now ):
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:43 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
28/09
omg omg omg,): ): ):
i saw something really really bad just now,but im not going to post it here (:
wahahaha,jing hang really damn funny today,ahahhaha,cannot take it,imitating someone..wahah,ok,i not emo,but i wanna be emo,this morning never talk only,then is emo meh =.= and whenever i sit there,i feel this don't-wanna-talk aura,so i kept quiet (: do nothing and organised my thoughts...mmhmm,im halfway to go for my a math revision (: , i know its slow but im trying my best >.<>
mmhmm,to dislike someone,isn't a one day effort,unless that guy is really really tao ren yan la,its like a snowball effect,everything bad or thing he does that annoys the other party is all stacked up one by one,until one day it hits a tree,everything comes out..
bleh,ignore that >.<
eeehhh,panda,u feeling better?,don't worry la,you can do it! (:
ah and who wanna go out to study tml? (:
alright,i go play some games before i study,buhbye (:
i saw something really really bad just now,but im not going to post it here (:
wahahaha,jing hang really damn funny today,ahahhaha,cannot take it,imitating someone..wahah,ok,i not emo,but i wanna be emo,this morning never talk only,then is emo meh =.= and whenever i sit there,i feel this don't-wanna-talk aura,so i kept quiet (: do nothing and organised my thoughts...mmhmm,im halfway to go for my a math revision (: , i know its slow but im trying my best >.<>
mmhmm,to dislike someone,isn't a one day effort,unless that guy is really really tao ren yan la,its like a snowball effect,everything bad or thing he does that annoys the other party is all stacked up one by one,until one day it hits a tree,everything comes out..
bleh,ignore that >.<
eeehhh,panda,u feeling better?,don't worry la,you can do it! (:
ah and who wanna go out to study tml? (:
alright,i go play some games before i study,buhbye (:
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:52 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
24/09
mmmhmm,seems like the more i explain,the more complicated things get,hence,i shall ignore this problem,aiya,this kind of things depends on how well you understand that person,it justs depends on who he hang out with,if you're a guy,and u happen to befriend him,all his ugly sides comes out,which i shall not mention,if you're a girl,of course his attitude changes and becomes another person,who is kind,good,i don't deny that im petty after asking some ppl how they feel about me,but neither is he correct,he should have never gave me those attitude and those things he'd done...ok i stop here la (: thank you xunqi,thank you ming gui,thank you ian,thank you jing hang for helping me out..
rooarrrr,yay,actually i felt really better after asking them what to do,last night,i don't know why,this thing actually bugged me for the whole night,i wake up countless times,i just can't sleep well,then morning,i thought about this,hence becoming even more grumpy,it just really didn't go right...
bah,so next time,i shall go to the toilet whenever i cannot take this yi kou qi (: just like what i did today,i really dislike you..
heee,tan jing hang,omg,u are so funny can,u went to remember the moves for the mocca advertisement,and then show to us,its so funny can,and actually u brighten up my day,that's really good huh,haha...and i enjoyed singing with ian and jing hang to jasper,who just gives us the sian face and then swears at us,haha...heeeheeee and that xuan wen tries to eavesdrop us when i was talking to ian... >:(
heh,so
today
i
was
feeling
better
than
yesterday (:
and no,im not extra sensitive to only her comments,if any other girl would to say that,i would do the same for this manner,but if its a guy writing that,bah,that's easier to settle (: because boys and boys are easier to communicate..so mmhmm,haha (:
and and,not to forget,the girl and the guy are getting closer each day (: so,will they have their living happily ever after ending? (:
To be continued...HAHA (:
lastly,i shall ask u all to vote here for the story to be up again,if yes,i shall post it again with more facts,if no,ok lor,don't post it,and mmmm,the two main characters won't get to vote (:
ok chao,off to a maths revision bb (:
rooarrrr,yay,actually i felt really better after asking them what to do,last night,i don't know why,this thing actually bugged me for the whole night,i wake up countless times,i just can't sleep well,then morning,i thought about this,hence becoming even more grumpy,it just really didn't go right...
bah,so next time,i shall go to the toilet whenever i cannot take this yi kou qi (: just like what i did today,i really dislike you..
heee,tan jing hang,omg,u are so funny can,u went to remember the moves for the mocca advertisement,and then show to us,its so funny can,and actually u brighten up my day,that's really good huh,haha...and i enjoyed singing with ian and jing hang to jasper,who just gives us the sian face and then swears at us,haha...heeeheeee and that xuan wen tries to eavesdrop us when i was talking to ian... >:(
heh,so
today
i
was
feeling
better
than
yesterday (:
and no,im not extra sensitive to only her comments,if any other girl would to say that,i would do the same for this manner,but if its a guy writing that,bah,that's easier to settle (: because boys and boys are easier to communicate..so mmhmm,haha (:
and and,not to forget,the girl and the guy are getting closer each day (: so,will they have their living happily ever after ending? (:
To be continued...HAHA (:
lastly,i shall ask u all to vote here for the story to be up again,if yes,i shall post it again with more facts,if no,ok lor,don't post it,and mmmm,the two main characters won't get to vote (:
ok chao,off to a maths revision bb (:
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:04 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, September 24, 2007
24/09
omg,today took back some results,and ya,disappointing >.< , but nvm,i shall work harder for my o lvls (:
eh,got problem with me then say la,throw my paper for what sia,give me face that when u see me like see ghost like that,what is your problem man?Christian very big?give u authority to trick the security guard twice?Where is your integrity?Man,you're messing with the wrong person la,you got problem come face to face,why wanna do some small actions,if you've got rich parents,means that you can boss around?You think you look really good?pls la,ur face disgusts me,so many big big pimples,and you still don't wanna do something about it,go to adonis ai mei ya la,=x,go get ur face done before you talk to me before your pimple burst and something disgusting flies to me..You really really piss me off lor,although i know you won't even read this,because u don't have the time to,but i still want to write it here (: and ya,some of you knows who he is,but keep it to yourself la, (:
heeeheee,the story of the couples,today,both of them went around the school to don't know do what,haha,so...i don't know how to say,although i was there,standing,watching them,eating vinegar,they still never saw me!Omg,in a couple's eye,only their partner exists,im like transparent,T.T...
Okay again,i forgot to say that during recess,i wanted to go to a smart person to ask a math question AND AGAIN,he left me alone,to do my work,say want to help me,in the end went off with another person,wa lao eh,MY B'DAY NEVER GIVE ME PRESENT,YOU GIVE HER =X
and so,im left alone doing a question which i cannot do,but there's another smart person in the class too,but aiya,distance too far,lazy to shout pass,hence i tried again,and luckily not long after,help came (: so i asked and got the answer to my question ((:
omg omg omg...why are you always in my vision...and oh no,i think im eating vinegar because of you ):
eh,got problem with me then say la,throw my paper for what sia,give me face that when u see me like see ghost like that,what is your problem man?Christian very big?give u authority to trick the security guard twice?Where is your integrity?Man,you're messing with the wrong person la,you got problem come face to face,why wanna do some small actions,if you've got rich parents,means that you can boss around?You think you look really good?pls la,ur face disgusts me,so many big big pimples,and you still don't wanna do something about it,go to adonis ai mei ya la,=x,go get ur face done before you talk to me before your pimple burst and something disgusting flies to me..You really really piss me off lor,although i know you won't even read this,because u don't have the time to,but i still want to write it here (: and ya,some of you knows who he is,but keep it to yourself la, (:
heeeheee,the story of the couples,today,both of them went around the school to don't know do what,haha,so...i don't know how to say,although i was there,standing,watching them,eating vinegar,they still never saw me!Omg,in a couple's eye,only their partner exists,im like transparent,T.T...
Okay again,i forgot to say that during recess,i wanted to go to a smart person to ask a math question AND AGAIN,he left me alone,to do my work,say want to help me,in the end went off with another person,wa lao eh,MY B'DAY NEVER GIVE ME PRESENT,YOU GIVE HER =X
and so,im left alone doing a question which i cannot do,but there's another smart person in the class too,but aiya,distance too far,lazy to shout pass,hence i tried again,and luckily not long after,help came (: so i asked and got the answer to my question ((:
omg omg omg...why are you always in my vision...and oh no,i think im eating vinegar because of you ):
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:58 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, September 22, 2007
21/09
ahhh,boring day,but at least,i spent the day wisely (: , did revisions,yay,a maths ((: , had to polish up some not really good chapters,the others don't really know how to do one,i'll leave it when i study with yong siang or any other smarter people out there (: ,hehe,but ah,i just realised if i don't even revise more,i won't have enough time to finish my revision for all my subs..which is very depressing, ):
blah,okay,im in love with this song "First love" haha,old song already,but still kinda like it,the singer,well,is awesome,omg,her high pitch,is really really high...and she can sing english song too,omg,awesome..bah..go and try out this song "Hikari" or "Simple and Clean",its really great :/
hehe,omg,im so bored la,don't feel like revising anymore for the time being,and i feel like playing,but no one's online >.<...
ok la,i go play with computer,chao byebye (:
oh and ming gui i know whats the ____ already (:
blah,okay,im in love with this song "First love" haha,old song already,but still kinda like it,the singer,well,is awesome,omg,her high pitch,is really really high...and she can sing english song too,omg,awesome..bah..go and try out this song "Hikari" or "Simple and Clean",its really great :/
hehe,omg,im so bored la,don't feel like revising anymore for the time being,and i feel like playing,but no one's online >.<...
ok la,i go play with computer,chao byebye (:
oh and ming gui i know whats the ____ already (:
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:42 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, September 21, 2007
21/09
oh my,oh my,oh my,what's gotten into me,feeling so depressed out of a sudden,si liao la,yue diao yue shen,how,pandas!pull me out ):
oh my,what to do,play game don't even feel like playing,study also don't feel like studying,whatever i do,its like only a 5 minute thing,after that time,i will feel so depressed and stop doing that thing and start thinking,and ah,wa lao eh,not those kind of optimistic things,its those,sad sad things and then think and think and think,die le la,how how how
bleh,brrr,roar,ok noon,went out to study with two girls but,i felt kind of weird,hence phoned another guy down,which is ian,and he came down 15mins later,which after that,became talking session,we were talking,laughing for the rest of the day,bllaaahh,and we played hangman,hehe,ming gui ah ming gui,_ _ _ _ *_ _ _*_ _ _ _* _ _ _ _* _ _ _ _ _ (: ,how come u so fast know the answer ah,not even one word was guessed la,or is it a fact that only you know?so you can shoot out the answer so fast,li hai leh!and hui ling ah,pls use english words/names leh,the what anthony jlajfdf one,we didnt even read the book and u expect us to know meh ._. and ur julius caesar, ._. ,we also never read the book,how we know,and he isn't really famous,not in our textbook nor related work,ian,u deserve the most portion,i shall leave it to you below,roar!,u stupid white pig,next time want to go meet girl then say la,wa lao eh,ps me go find the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _* _ _ _ _ and then go your house somemore!wa lao!next time u explain qing chu,we won't misunderstand and then,won't anyhow spread or, if u told me/us the truth,i won't tell anyone one,but if u let me find out ah,(: , everything i see/hear will be here (:
P.S. When i reached macdonalds i saw two pigs with their heads on the table.
SIAN-ED
oh my,what to do,play game don't even feel like playing,study also don't feel like studying,whatever i do,its like only a 5 minute thing,after that time,i will feel so depressed and stop doing that thing and start thinking,and ah,wa lao eh,not those kind of optimistic things,its those,sad sad things and then think and think and think,die le la,how how how
bleh,brrr,roar,ok noon,went out to study with two girls but,i felt kind of weird,hence phoned another guy down,which is ian,and he came down 15mins later,which after that,became talking session,we were talking,laughing for the rest of the day,bllaaahh,and we played hangman,hehe,ming gui ah ming gui,_ _ _ _ *_ _ _*_ _ _ _* _ _ _ _* _ _ _ _ _ (: ,how come u so fast know the answer ah,not even one word was guessed la,or is it a fact that only you know?so you can shoot out the answer so fast,li hai leh!and hui ling ah,pls use english words/names leh,the what anthony jlajfdf one,we didnt even read the book and u expect us to know meh ._. and ur julius caesar, ._. ,we also never read the book,how we know,and he isn't really famous,not in our textbook nor related work,ian,u deserve the most portion,i shall leave it to you below,roar!,u stupid white pig,next time want to go meet girl then say la,wa lao eh,ps me go find the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _* _ _ _ _ and then go your house somemore!wa lao!next time u explain qing chu,we won't misunderstand and then,won't anyhow spread or, if u told me/us the truth,i won't tell anyone one,but if u let me find out ah,(: , everything i see/hear will be here (:
P.S. When i reached macdonalds i saw two pigs with their heads on the table.
SIAN-ED
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:17 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
21/09
k,the next few words after this won't be nice,only for 16 and abocve
effffffffyooouuuuuuuseeeeeeeeeeeekkaaaayyyyy
ok,my day again,was ruined by the same guy which i posted yesterday,eeffff eeffff eefff la,okay,i blame no one but myself for being late,stomachache,bo bian,BUT i thought i was the latest,then that guy,came even later,FUCK,and he just walked by as if nothing happened,FUCK LA,i got sip u know,and he just walked away like nothing happened,and when i went up and asked him how'd he done that,and he said talk to the security guard,ok,FUCK,CALL YOURSELF A CHRISTIAN,FUCK OFF LA..then did the ne survey...im already very pissed off by him and yet he continued telling the girl beside me,eh hui ling,i got 4k points already,i ignored,again he said,hui ling i got 10k points already,then i felt very annoyed and said,shut up la,i got 40k points...ok,this is how my day got spoilt by just one passerby in my life,and,he's one really annoying passer-by...
ok,yongsiang isn't in school today,hence i rushed home and staart blogging which is now,and amazingly,i can't contact ming gui and she never contact me,hence i dunno what to do now,im supposed to go out to study today,but,aiya,wa lao wei,yongsiang never come,ming gui dunno at home or school or at mac,how,zzzzzz,maybe i shud go and find them :-/...
ok,chao,and yongsiang what happen to you sia...
effffffffyooouuuuuuuseeeeeeeeeeeekkaaaayyyyy
ok,my day again,was ruined by the same guy which i posted yesterday,eeffff eeffff eefff la,okay,i blame no one but myself for being late,stomachache,bo bian,BUT i thought i was the latest,then that guy,came even later,FUCK,and he just walked by as if nothing happened,FUCK LA,i got sip u know,and he just walked away like nothing happened,and when i went up and asked him how'd he done that,and he said talk to the security guard,ok,FUCK,CALL YOURSELF A CHRISTIAN,FUCK OFF LA..then did the ne survey...im already very pissed off by him and yet he continued telling the girl beside me,eh hui ling,i got 4k points already,i ignored,again he said,hui ling i got 10k points already,then i felt very annoyed and said,shut up la,i got 40k points...ok,this is how my day got spoilt by just one passerby in my life,and,he's one really annoying passer-by...
ok,yongsiang isn't in school today,hence i rushed home and staart blogging which is now,and amazingly,i can't contact ming gui and she never contact me,hence i dunno what to do now,im supposed to go out to study today,but,aiya,wa lao wei,yongsiang never come,ming gui dunno at home or school or at mac,how,zzzzzz,maybe i shud go and find them :-/...
ok,chao,and yongsiang what happen to you sia...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:29 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, September 20, 2007
20/09
mmhmmm,
he likes her,she likes him,but why aren't both of them together when everything's there,well not everything,they still lack something,they so good eh?feelings for each other..i think i've got this feelings for that somebody,but i know she won't have that kind of feelings for me )': blah,well why is it when i can help solve other people's problems while i can't solve mine.everytime like this one...bah but nvm,there's this friendly panda who is there for me to ask for help (: , mmhmmm,
well today actually wasn't really a good day,got back my sucky results which i don't dare to say,ya,sucky,really bad,mood affected,patience were runnning out,yet there's this guy,who pisses me off even further,i held back,three four times yet he kept bargaining,"1 MORE % ONLY,teacher,pls la,help me moderate",ok,"WTEFFFFFFF"results=goods?bargain for more?dude i really felt like slapping you..an exam is a test to show how much u gotten hold of the subject,yet you bargain for marks,WTEFFFFF,IF RESULTS ARE WHAT U CARE,GO BRIBE THOSE MARKERS IN CAMBRIDGE LA..he really spoilt my day bad,i felt like eating him up,can i?panda? (:
well,i went to study with yongsiang after school,yes,two guys,we aren't gay,he got a girl of his mind and i got a girl of my mind too,we're just friends,nothing more than that (: and ya,he helped me alot,wise guy eh,mmhmm,and we chat chat chat,studied for like 3 hours,until im like half gone can't even differentiate between 3x2 and 3x3,haha,then we went home,and ya i need to revise even more >.<>
panda,if u want someone to talk to,you can just text me or call me,im 24/7 (: but im not so sure when its pass 10pm (:
he likes her,she likes him,but why aren't both of them together when everything's there,well not everything,they still lack something,they so good eh?feelings for each other..i think i've got this feelings for that somebody,but i know she won't have that kind of feelings for me )': blah,well why is it when i can help solve other people's problems while i can't solve mine.everytime like this one...bah but nvm,there's this friendly panda who is there for me to ask for help (: , mmhmmm,
well today actually wasn't really a good day,got back my sucky results which i don't dare to say,ya,sucky,really bad,mood affected,patience were runnning out,yet there's this guy,who pisses me off even further,i held back,three four times yet he kept bargaining,"1 MORE % ONLY,teacher,pls la,help me moderate",ok,"WTEFFFFFFF"results=goods?bargain for more?dude i really felt like slapping you..an exam is a test to show how much u gotten hold of the subject,yet you bargain for marks,WTEFFFFF,IF RESULTS ARE WHAT U CARE,GO BRIBE THOSE MARKERS IN CAMBRIDGE LA..he really spoilt my day bad,i felt like eating him up,can i?panda? (:
well,i went to study with yongsiang after school,yes,two guys,we aren't gay,he got a girl of his mind and i got a girl of my mind too,we're just friends,nothing more than that (: and ya,he helped me alot,wise guy eh,mmhmm,and we chat chat chat,studied for like 3 hours,until im like half gone can't even differentiate between 3x2 and 3x3,haha,then we went home,and ya i need to revise even more >.<>
panda,if u want someone to talk to,you can just text me or call me,im 24/7 (: but im not so sure when its pass 10pm (:
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:29 PM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
19/09
omgomgomg (: this is omg la,like that also can so uh,i dunno how to put it,but maybe panda'll know how i feel :-/
mmmmmhhhh,hehe,the story below,which was the last post,bbrrrrr,(: its not like a fulls stop leh,it just seems so,uh,in school they seldom talk,which may be just to avoid rumours,but after school,hah,they rush off to meet each other,and dunno do what already,but i remembered very very long ago,they will walk off slowly and talk talk talk,after that i don't know,because my bus always goes when i reach the climax,ggrrrr,everytime is always like that one >.<>
well,this really is irritating,why can't i open my mouth and say a few words,always,i just can't open my mouth and say la,whywhywhywhywhywhywhy..
and SI YUAN YOU ARE ONE POSER,RAWWWRRRRRRRR ((:
okays,a few other people are at my house now,i shall go entertain them awhile (:
byebye
mmmmmhhhh,hehe,the story below,which was the last post,bbrrrrr,(: its not like a fulls stop leh,it just seems so,uh,in school they seldom talk,which may be just to avoid rumours,but after school,hah,they rush off to meet each other,and dunno do what already,but i remembered very very long ago,they will walk off slowly and talk talk talk,after that i don't know,because my bus always goes when i reach the climax,ggrrrr,everytime is always like that one >.<>
well,this really is irritating,why can't i open my mouth and say a few words,always,i just can't open my mouth and say la,whywhywhywhywhywhywhy..
and SI YUAN YOU ARE ONE POSER,RAWWWRRRRRRRR ((:
okays,a few other people are at my house now,i shall go entertain them awhile (:
byebye
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:19 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
12/09
ahhh,i actually felt better after speaking my problems to xunqi and a few days before when talking to ming gui,which made me feel a little teeny weeny better haha :)..ya,sometimes i think too much la,so uhh,then become emo lor...pssht..ok i shall not post about myself anymore ^^
hehe,today no exams!woohoo,i don't take poa nor lit,no need go school..and similarly,the next 2 days,there are also no papers that im taking,so i have another 2 more days rest,HAHA,yay...boring right this post..actually some thing happened today,jasper called me at 9.50,which was the time im still lying dead on my bed,and he woke me up cause i promised to go to his house to make something,which when i reached there,his brand new comp cannot support,so i was very,uhh,zzz,and i felt sleepy there..but before going to his house,i made him wait like 1 hour,hehe,cause he woke me up,which means that i haven't brush teeth nor eat,nor bathe,so when i finished everything,40mins passed,and i need time to travel so,1hr loh,haha,:)..but felt kind of bad la...
hmm,4x more days to o levels,and im still at the holiday mood,ahhh,i should stop soon..
well recently there has been so many things that had happened,ian got a girlfriend,jason got very emo cause he know he can't earn big money when he grow up and gotta continue studying when he has white hair,yong wei got addicted to his worms 2,jinghang and i found out a new clique...people changes so fast don't they,yes they change really fast,some people who don't talk to those socialists began to be so sociable,that when he go out to study with his friends,and once he got a msg from some other different gender friend,he left them there and said nothing and left to eat with the girl,yes u know who u are when u read this,they don't wanna say about it,i will say,eh please la,you got face one anot?u never say anything or call them with you?you scared they snatch her from you issit.sms you ask you want study,u never even reply me,i don't mind,but you just ignore and went to study with some other people,that's 1+1=2.after hearing this from all of them,u make me think low of you,say what,wanna be socialable,get out of your shell,pui la,if you can't manage a girl and your friends,don't have a girl la...rooooaaarrrrrrr
yue jiang yue qi i should stop here and here's a million dollar question
a pen came first or a pencil came first? >.>
eh heh, i go a lil bit math bye bye :)
hehe,today no exams!woohoo,i don't take poa nor lit,no need go school..and similarly,the next 2 days,there are also no papers that im taking,so i have another 2 more days rest,HAHA,yay...boring right this post..actually some thing happened today,jasper called me at 9.50,which was the time im still lying dead on my bed,and he woke me up cause i promised to go to his house to make something,which when i reached there,his brand new comp cannot support,so i was very,uhh,zzz,and i felt sleepy there..but before going to his house,i made him wait like 1 hour,hehe,cause he woke me up,which means that i haven't brush teeth nor eat,nor bathe,so when i finished everything,40mins passed,and i need time to travel so,1hr loh,haha,:)..but felt kind of bad la...
hmm,4x more days to o levels,and im still at the holiday mood,ahhh,i should stop soon..
well recently there has been so many things that had happened,ian got a girlfriend,jason got very emo cause he know he can't earn big money when he grow up and gotta continue studying when he has white hair,yong wei got addicted to his worms 2,jinghang and i found out a new clique...people changes so fast don't they,yes they change really fast,some people who don't talk to those socialists began to be so sociable,that when he go out to study with his friends,and once he got a msg from some other different gender friend,he left them there and said nothing and left to eat with the girl,yes u know who u are when u read this,they don't wanna say about it,i will say,eh please la,you got face one anot?u never say anything or call them with you?you scared they snatch her from you issit.sms you ask you want study,u never even reply me,i don't mind,but you just ignore and went to study with some other people,that's 1+1=2.after hearing this from all of them,u make me think low of you,say what,wanna be socialable,get out of your shell,pui la,if you can't manage a girl and your friends,don't have a girl la...rooooaaarrrrrrr
yue jiang yue qi i should stop here and here's a million dollar question
a pen came first or a pencil came first? >.>
eh heh, i go a lil bit math bye bye :)
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:30 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, September 10, 2007
11/09
fcuk fcuk fcuk...
why let me know all these things,after knowing all these shit,i feel so unhappy?why let me know all these,my mood is -100 now,don't talk to me...
why let me know all these things,after knowing all these shit,i feel so unhappy?why let me know all these,my mood is -100 now,don't talk to me...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:42 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
11/09
oooohhhhhh noooooooooooo,haha,my hair got cut again,not by any barber or person,but by our beloved dm,actually i kinda expected this,two days of enjoyment,kind of satisfied already,haha,but i don't blame it on her,i brought it to myself la,actually,i know got hair check still keep my fringe,haha,but now i found a new hairstyle for myself but i know it is unacceptable la,but its nice u know!i shall up load it next time hehe,but let me share this with all of you all,for people who don't like me commenting on certain stuffs,yes i mean stuffs and facts but not people,so wouldn't harm ya?
ok,our hair is a dead cell,it grows,yet some of u treats it as gold,ya,i don't deny that hair makes one look cool,look better,but come to think of it la,it grows don't it?and u cut,if u want to maintain ur own long hairstyle,then prepare to get cut and it'll not be nice,so why not u cut it shorter,its not as if it won't grow,but it only takes time,if u want it to be nice forever,isn't it like hoping for eternal youth?which is impossible?when u get cut,u only got yourself to blame,no point blaming the teachers,the teachers gave warnings,but we ignored,then punishment is to get our haircut by dm,its like tian jing di yi,then yet some of you whine and whine and swear,u know,this kind of things pisses me off,you're in the wrong yet you say it like some of you are not in the wrong,hey,this is like,what the heck?when you receive a warning from your parents not to do something,you stop right?and then listen to them,this is the same case,if you don't take the warnings,u just get your punishment and thats that,alright...
hehe,just have this mind set,time for a new hairstyle and hair grows,just give your hair time,it grows,haha
fwwweeeeee,geog exam was,blah,speechless,what i memorised didn't come out,and when i sit in the exam hall,my mind was like blank,everything was blurred,mental block,rarrrrr,its like the worse exam i've ever had,the feeling was very very unbearable,you want to memorise it,but you just can't,ok la,to be honest,i didn't study much,so,haha,expected,but ah,i got memorise some case studies word by word,but non came out,,RARRRRRRRR..haha,nvm,maybe this paper,i'll just aim for a 6,that'll do...
RRRRROOOOARRRRRR,,emaths,for this very first time in this year,i think that i can score above 58,haha,its of 80,so its like a 70%?haha,im pretty sure of all the answers but i lost 6 marks,not because of i don't know how to do,but its because i can't do,no compass,cannot do anything for loci,sob...i feel like soooo,unhappy,i know what to do for that question!but i can't and then i did something funny,use the ruler and protractor to draw the arcs for it,haha,ehhh,its possible ok,but its just 0.2 off the mark,human error...cannot improve anymore,haha,well,anyways,i still feel kind of emo for now,but ah,cheer up la,cca points isn't everything,no need so frustrated because of such a thing,you still have your academic grades which are good ya?If you read this,i think you'll know who you are,so mmmm,cheer up!haha..
And ok la,thank you la ming gui,for so many advices,maybe i'll try some of them..hehe
alright gottta study physics for now and bye bye!
Oh ya,i must never forget to bring my compass for any maths exam!
ok,our hair is a dead cell,it grows,yet some of u treats it as gold,ya,i don't deny that hair makes one look cool,look better,but come to think of it la,it grows don't it?and u cut,if u want to maintain ur own long hairstyle,then prepare to get cut and it'll not be nice,so why not u cut it shorter,its not as if it won't grow,but it only takes time,if u want it to be nice forever,isn't it like hoping for eternal youth?which is impossible?when u get cut,u only got yourself to blame,no point blaming the teachers,the teachers gave warnings,but we ignored,then punishment is to get our haircut by dm,its like tian jing di yi,then yet some of you whine and whine and swear,u know,this kind of things pisses me off,you're in the wrong yet you say it like some of you are not in the wrong,hey,this is like,what the heck?when you receive a warning from your parents not to do something,you stop right?and then listen to them,this is the same case,if you don't take the warnings,u just get your punishment and thats that,alright...
hehe,just have this mind set,time for a new hairstyle and hair grows,just give your hair time,it grows,haha
fwwweeeeee,geog exam was,blah,speechless,what i memorised didn't come out,and when i sit in the exam hall,my mind was like blank,everything was blurred,mental block,rarrrrr,its like the worse exam i've ever had,the feeling was very very unbearable,you want to memorise it,but you just can't,ok la,to be honest,i didn't study much,so,haha,expected,but ah,i got memorise some case studies word by word,but non came out,,RARRRRRRRR..haha,nvm,maybe this paper,i'll just aim for a 6,that'll do...
RRRRROOOOARRRRRR,,emaths,for this very first time in this year,i think that i can score above 58,haha,its of 80,so its like a 70%?haha,im pretty sure of all the answers but i lost 6 marks,not because of i don't know how to do,but its because i can't do,no compass,cannot do anything for loci,sob...i feel like soooo,unhappy,i know what to do for that question!but i can't and then i did something funny,use the ruler and protractor to draw the arcs for it,haha,ehhh,its possible ok,but its just 0.2 off the mark,human error...cannot improve anymore,haha,well,anyways,i still feel kind of emo for now,but ah,cheer up la,cca points isn't everything,no need so frustrated because of such a thing,you still have your academic grades which are good ya?If you read this,i think you'll know who you are,so mmmm,cheer up!haha..
And ok la,thank you la ming gui,for so many advices,maybe i'll try some of them..hehe
alright gottta study physics for now and bye bye!
Oh ya,i must never forget to bring my compass for any maths exam!
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:48 PM
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
06/09
oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh
i got this urge to listen to some songs now and sing along with it,and furthermore is those kind of sad sad songs...yay,one more step to emo-ness,hehe,nah just joking,before that,i was watching some hong kong drama serial,well,its so much better than singapore's drama serials,and in the show there was this couple,despite many many quarrels they were still together,initially i felt that this so super uber boring,why quarrel already still come together...since both of you,can't understand each other,why bother getting together?but now,the story's coming to an end,and finally,i knew why,its so much touching if one really understand how the director wants the audience to feel...to like each other is already kind of difficult,furthermore,but to feel for each other,to want to make each other happy,to want to help to comfort each other,to want to help each other solve their problems,there's so much to it...being together isn't easy as what others think...if u feel that being together is easy,well i can say that what u call that is just a child's game,there's no chemistry between you and your partner,obviously,you don't feel for each other,even though u call each other "honey" "dear" its only verbal,how can you prove that you seriously love him/her?If a female,more attractive than your female partner or if a male more attractive than your male partner,comes to you and talk to you everyday,will your relationship get shakened?come to think about it,why should anyone reading this even give a thought about that,im just a guy,who knows nothing about this,neither experience nor any professional in this kind of things...ya but thats how i feel,but,aiya,i just hope for this day that i can feel for someone seriously..sob..
ya but nevertheless,the show's still a nice one,the way they play around with the law,hah,its interesting and sometimes the actors really get you into the show,you feel for the innocent parties and you will feel angry for them,at least,that's what i felt..sometimes i get really fed up by the bad people,by any means,they know they did the wrong things,but they insist they did nothing wrong,and make it until it seems like the good people are in the wrong...its just so unruly...haha.
ya,heh,i still need someone to talk to grrr,but it seems like when someone approached me,i can't seem to make myself type it,or say it,it just feels so wrong telling anyone my problems,but i just can't solve it myself,i don't even want to tell my father about it,i just feel that its so wrong...
arrrrr....how?...i often help people to solve their problems why can't i solve mine..i just feel so frustrated sometimes,thinking about such stupid things...
aaahhhhh...ok,i need sometime to think again...k bye!
i got this urge to listen to some songs now and sing along with it,and furthermore is those kind of sad sad songs...yay,one more step to emo-ness,hehe,nah just joking,before that,i was watching some hong kong drama serial,well,its so much better than singapore's drama serials,and in the show there was this couple,despite many many quarrels they were still together,initially i felt that this so super uber boring,why quarrel already still come together...since both of you,can't understand each other,why bother getting together?but now,the story's coming to an end,and finally,i knew why,its so much touching if one really understand how the director wants the audience to feel...to like each other is already kind of difficult,furthermore,but to feel for each other,to want to make each other happy,to want to help to comfort each other,to want to help each other solve their problems,there's so much to it...being together isn't easy as what others think...if u feel that being together is easy,well i can say that what u call that is just a child's game,there's no chemistry between you and your partner,obviously,you don't feel for each other,even though u call each other "honey" "dear" its only verbal,how can you prove that you seriously love him/her?If a female,more attractive than your female partner or if a male more attractive than your male partner,comes to you and talk to you everyday,will your relationship get shakened?come to think about it,why should anyone reading this even give a thought about that,im just a guy,who knows nothing about this,neither experience nor any professional in this kind of things...ya but thats how i feel,but,aiya,i just hope for this day that i can feel for someone seriously..sob..
ya but nevertheless,the show's still a nice one,the way they play around with the law,hah,its interesting and sometimes the actors really get you into the show,you feel for the innocent parties and you will feel angry for them,at least,that's what i felt..sometimes i get really fed up by the bad people,by any means,they know they did the wrong things,but they insist they did nothing wrong,and make it until it seems like the good people are in the wrong...its just so unruly...haha.
ya,heh,i still need someone to talk to grrr,but it seems like when someone approached me,i can't seem to make myself type it,or say it,it just feels so wrong telling anyone my problems,but i just can't solve it myself,i don't even want to tell my father about it,i just feel that its so wrong...
arrrrr....how?...i often help people to solve their problems why can't i solve mine..i just feel so frustrated sometimes,thinking about such stupid things...
aaahhhhh...ok,i need sometime to think again...k bye!
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:33 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
05/09
mmmmm,yes,time to blog,and yes,alot of things happened,yes,and i mean aLoT,so many things happened at one time,until i really almost broke down...
Firstly,ok,if you people wanna look cool,and want to to take as ur subject for a joke,i wouldn't mind that,but if u show something that you shouldn't show to others,that's not really nice,ok,if u shown to others i don't mind,but at least will you tell me the truth?If u at least tell me the truth,i'll not go crazy hurling vulgarities at you,but if you don't,you'll get me crazy...heh,luckily though,i thought through just to play just this small trick on this someone and i'll let the matter rest...if anyone says sorry to me anymore,i'll get even more angrier,so please,stop saying that alrready,if you really mean it,you would not have let other people even have a glance on it,and let me warn any of you people here,if i know that any other person has a copy of it,i'll not hesitate to do something bad to all of you,including those who didn't show,one chance is enough...
mmmm,sunday,rararararar,went to watch the dance competition at plaza sing,i was late,but not really late,i still got to catch some of the group dancing in the end,saw lotsa school mates there,hehe,then i caught up with the rest,and went to arcade to play,after that,they went back and left me alone waiting for jasper,pssshhhttttttt,hah,but everything was different after jasper came,we had fun till late in the night hehe...
ah,ok,this is all crap below,u may choose to read or not to read,
all the while,when i thought that people say "i just want her to be happy" when they wish some girl that they like but the girl don't even have a bit of feelings for him..i felt that feeling/sentence is uber stupid,and i thought,if i can't get the girl,i shan't let the girl and the guy live happily ever after,but,oh my god,these few days,i feel so emo,everytime she comes into my mind,i just keep thinking to myself and thinking of other probabilities what might happen,ya and i came to different conclusions but i would always think again and get the answer that i think it would most probably be it,then i will think "aiya,as long as she is happy can already"...this is so...gah...
lin xunqi,u haven't tell me leh!
dominic,eh next time ah,when u shit finish,remember to wipe ur pi ku and wear ur pants higher
la,if not very smelly,hehe
jason,wo ai ni :),will u accept my love? hehe..
si yuan,hehe,forgot to call u and just to tell u that everything is solved
ming gui,how are yong siang and u doing? wooohooo,hoho
aights,i shall stop here,go remember chem abit :)
Firstly,ok,if you people wanna look cool,and want to to take as ur subject for a joke,i wouldn't mind that,but if u show something that you shouldn't show to others,that's not really nice,ok,if u shown to others i don't mind,but at least will you tell me the truth?If u at least tell me the truth,i'll not go crazy hurling vulgarities at you,but if you don't,you'll get me crazy...heh,luckily though,i thought through just to play just this small trick on this someone and i'll let the matter rest...if anyone says sorry to me anymore,i'll get even more angrier,so please,stop saying that alrready,if you really mean it,you would not have let other people even have a glance on it,and let me warn any of you people here,if i know that any other person has a copy of it,i'll not hesitate to do something bad to all of you,including those who didn't show,one chance is enough...
mmmm,sunday,rararararar,went to watch the dance competition at plaza sing,i was late,but not really late,i still got to catch some of the group dancing in the end,saw lotsa school mates there,hehe,then i caught up with the rest,and went to arcade to play,after that,they went back and left me alone waiting for jasper,pssshhhttttttt,hah,but everything was different after jasper came,we had fun till late in the night hehe...
ah,ok,this is all crap below,u may choose to read or not to read,
all the while,when i thought that people say "i just want her to be happy" when they wish some girl that they like but the girl don't even have a bit of feelings for him..i felt that feeling/sentence is uber stupid,and i thought,if i can't get the girl,i shan't let the girl and the guy live happily ever after,but,oh my god,these few days,i feel so emo,everytime she comes into my mind,i just keep thinking to myself and thinking of other probabilities what might happen,ya and i came to different conclusions but i would always think again and get the answer that i think it would most probably be it,then i will think "aiya,as long as she is happy can already"...this is so...gah...
lin xunqi,u haven't tell me leh!
dominic,eh next time ah,when u shit finish,remember to wipe ur pi ku and wear ur pants higher
la,if not very smelly,hehe
jason,wo ai ni :),will u accept my love? hehe..
si yuan,hehe,forgot to call u and just to tell u that everything is solved
ming gui,how are yong siang and u doing? wooohooo,hoho
aights,i shall stop here,go remember chem abit :)
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:15 AM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities